John Ashbery, Norton Lectures, Harvard University, 3/7/1990

John Ashbery’s Norton Lecture at Harvard, March 7, 1990

Following are my notes from Ashbery’s talk about poet John Wheelwright in Sanders Theatre for an audience of about 70 people. From the podium, Ashbery read his paper about a poet who figured in his formation.

About John Wheelwright: “Automatic writing is therapeutic as it uncovers what is in the mind.”

In 1923, Wheelwright appeared in a collection titled Eight More Harvard Poets.

Wheelwright: “Spiritual, then Marxist and Revolutionary.” His writing was “obscure.” The reader “can’t grasp his meaning most of the time.”

“Higher mathematics, elegant language — his conviction is contagious.”

Wheelwright was from Milton, Mass., in an old New England family. He was born in the late 1800s. Jack Wheelwright grew up in Medford. His background was Unitarian, Anglo-Catholic, Trotskyite socialist, Christian Marxist. “His family declined into gentle poverty.”

JW “constantly reworked his poems.”

“His work has the form and content of rebel poetry, proletarian poetry.

“Correspondence with Cubist impulse.”

“The urge to see all sides.” Modernism in light of Proust, de Kooning, James Joyce.

“Wheelwright elides transitions.”

“Disassociate the associative and associate the disassociated.”

He welcomes change. “It wakes you up.”

“Psychological knowledge of the soul.”

JW was “a dandy, a nonconformist, of ambiguous sexuality.”

JW: “Try everything once.”

Ashbery reads the poem “Why Must You Know.”

Standing at the podium reading his paper, Ashbery looks like a bank vice-president, 60-ish, white-haired, with glasses, wearing a gray jacket and trousers. He has a flat voice, a young man’s tone, slightly eating his words, a lip-smacking sound, when he reads Wheelwright’s poems. At the podium, he wipes his eyes, face, nose, mouth with a handkerchief. He doesn’t look at the audience. He uses French terms. At his feet is a Penguin book bag. With a seriousness that seems a little odd, he reads the old poems. His comments are intelligent, not that this needs to be noted.

Audience members may be baffled by this presentation, asking Why? Who? What is the about? Ashbery could be talking to himself about the life and work of a tragic minor poet, a poet in the margin, an enigmatic poet of the first half of the 20th century, offspring of the regional aristocracy. Wheelwright didn’t have a job. His father was an architect, the family involved in some kind of business. JW wrote, traveled, and politicked. He was killed by a drunken driver in 1940.

“Chaotic language and imagery. Art as a benediction and judgement. Art by the one for the many.”

Ashbery closes with a reading of JW’s “Train Ride” and receives extended applause, a long ovation. He walks off stage and is gone.

(This account transcribed from a small spiral-bound notebook from 1990 on 5/15/2024.)

The text of this lecture and his other Norton Lectures is included in Other Traditions (Harvard University Press, 2001). Here is more information from the book cover copy and review excerpts on the amazon.com book listing.

“One of our foremost (and most difficult) living poets...[Ashbery] has always been reluctant to offer exegesis of his twisting, witty, but obscure verse. Called upon to deliver the Charles Eliot Norton lectures, he does the next best thing, discussing his interest in six minor poets who have spurred his own writing...Ashbery finds in them [a] common denominator:...each of them is someone for whom the mere act of versifying is its own end, with the flash of language in motion often taking precedence over 'meaning'--a quality that could fairly be ascribed to Ashbery himself...An impressive performance by a central figure in modern American poetry.”―Kirkus Reviews

“[Ashbery] has chosen [the six poets] for the inconsistency in the quality of their work, often due to turbulent lives, and often the cause of their obscurity. But he unearths their shining moments, examples of their best, most lasting poems. He untangles their lives from their work, their obscurity from their talent and their importance to us from their obscurity.”―Susan Salter Reynolds, Los Angeles Times Book Review

“[This is Ashbery] at his most accessible. Each of the six poets [he] discusses...is one of his favorites, one he turns to for a 'poetic jump-start' at times of creative ebb. Ashbery celebrates obscurity, championing the work of minor poets...The chapters are chronicles of disappointment, madness and suicide, all leavened by Ashbery's wit, his obvious pleasure in revealing the eccentricities of his subjects. The critical readings of the poems themselves are tougher going, as Ashbery attempts what may be impossible: the explication of the indeterminate.”―Taylor Antrim, New York Times Book Review

“Ashbery can be a difficult writer to get to grips with. His long unspoolings of memory, bewilderingly jarring fractured narrative, swings and lurches from one register to another, and a vocabulary which can range from the high-flown to the demotic within a single sentence, are both unsettling and invigorating.”―Michael Glover, Financial Times

“Whether it is due to bad luck on the poet's part or simply a lack of merit, the strength of minor poetry, Ashbery would say, lies precisely in its imperfection. [His] Norton Lectures attempt to solve that puzzle, namely, the degree to which originality is the product of a peculiar kind of inability...Other Traditions is an entertaining and shrewd little book. To begin with, the life stories of the six poets he discusses are all amazing. Ashbery is an accomplished raconteur and the lectures are full of delightful anecdotes...The lectures also provide abundant hints about Ashbery's own method. As he readily admits, poets when writing about other poets frequently write about themselves.”―Charles Simic, New York Review of Books

“These lectures perform an invaluable service, in that they create a new context for the reconsideration of neglected poets. Ashbery offers thumbnail biographies of each poet while focusing on the way in which the poems themselves lead their own life. With the exception of Clare, little of the work that Ashbery discusses is easily accessible. Some has rarely appeared in print...The lectures in Other Traditions are the record of abiding passions...Ashbery's lectures reveal his extraordinary curiosity and stamina as a reader; he is willing to wade through tedious stretches of verse and revisit a poet's work frequently, with nothing to go on but the memory of having once been stirred.”―John Palattella, London Review of Books

From the Inside Flap

One of the greatest living poets in English here explores the work of six writers he often finds himself reading "in order to get started" when writing, poets he turns to as "a poetic jump-start for times when the batteries have run down". Among those whom John Ashbery reads at such times are John Clare, Thomas Lovell Beddoes, Raymond Roussel, John Wheelwright, Laura Riding, and David Schubert. Less familiar than some, under Ashbery's scrutiny these poets emerge as the powerful but private and somewhat wild voices whose eccentricity has kept them from the mainstream -- and whose vision merits Ashbery's efforts, and our own, to read them well.

Deeply interesting in themselves, Ashbery's reflections on these poets are equally intriguing for what they tell us about Ashbery's own way of reading, writing, and thinking. With its indirect clues to his work and its generous and infectious appreciation of a remarkable group of poets, this book conveys the passion, delight, curiosity, and insight that underlie the art and craft of poetry for writer and reader alike. Even as it invites us to discover the work of poets in Ashbery's "other tradition", it reminds us of Ashbery's essential place in our own.

About the Author

John Ashbery has published more than twenty books of poetry, including Self-Portrait in a Convex Mirror and Flow Chart, and is the winner of every major American poetry prize, the Pulitzer Prize, the National Book Award, the National Book Critics Circle Award, and the Poetry Society of America’s Robert Frost Medal.

Mill-billy (a repeat but not stale)

Mill-billy

Paul Marion

Recycled from the RichardHowe.com blog, 12/28/16

Women workers in the Lowell textile mills in the nineteenth century (web image courtesy of Lowell National Historical Park)

I’m not insensitive to the condition of the White Working-Class today, which as an identity politics category seems accepted by chin-stroking pundits in comparison to Environmentalists, which is now some kind of No Go Zone for political strategists if you listen to the opinion writers (Don’t pander to those Green people.). After the immigrant ancestors from cold Quebec in the 1880s, I’m a product of the Northeastern class of white workers who didn’t make much money in the 20th century, just to be clear. That said, I’ve read and heard my fill about hillbilly woes and the various justifications for the Rust Belt votes for president-elect Donald Trump. Whether it is another review of J.D. Vance’s Hillbilly Elegy or semi-academic essays about why West Virginia turned against the national Democrats, the public conversation is saturated with talk and writing about one slice of the electorate. The demographic slice under the microscope is in danger of becoming as much of a cartoon as the 1960s TV show The Beverly Hillbillies.

     Poverty and social resentment are not exclusive to the upper central United States. Poverty and resentment are not exclusively white in racial terms. Lowell and the Merrimack Valley of Massachusettss went through de-industrialization in the 1920s. The cliché here is that the Great Depression (not Great Recession of recent) took hold here earlier and stayed longer than almost anywhere in the country (1920s to 1980-ish). While the city in those decades leaked about 20,000 people (many to close suburbs) from its population high of 112,000 to a low of 92,000 around 1970, the community retained enough grit, drive, and imagination to find a way forward (matching some clever, sensible ideas with private and public money).

In the mid-70s, Lowell’s official unemployment rate was twelve percent, the highest in Mass. and one of the worst in the nation. The unofficial figure, including “discouraged workers,” people working under-the-table, part-timers, and the underemployed, could have been another ten percent. The economic circumstances of millworkers (I’m choosing that occupation because it was common) were as difficult if not worse than those of former steel workers, miners, small-scale farmers, appliance makers, car business workers, and energy company employees in Pennsylvania, Michigan, Wisconsin, and Ohio. There are people today struggling financially in Massachusetts, New Jersey, Vermont, Illinois, Colorado, New Mexico, Oregon, Minnesota (next door to Wisconsin), and everywhere, really.

     While Greater Lowell is known to display at times a strong Republican streak, the larger river-valley communities and some towns pull for the Democrats. A lot of those “D” voters are descendants of mill workers from the classic red-brick factories along the river, offspring of the survivors of cold-blooded financial moves of long-ago corporate deciders.

The old mill towns, Gateway Cities in the new vocabulary of social-and-economic analysts, constitute a key piece of the current Democratic base in our state. I realize Massachusetts is not Kentucky. My fifth-generation American cousins mostly stayed around and found their ways to being cops, nurses, business owners, teachers, dentists, accountants, sales executives, technology industry workers—and their kids are computer engineers, landlords, soldiers, fire fighters, lawyers, software trainers, movie industry managers, and more. Several from the current generation have gone away farther than their parents to school and jobs. Some of my cousins chose Trump over Clinton, which would be worth hearing more about. But I don’t see them acting out of desperation or anger in the most negative way, which has to be factored in. Some people simply voted for a big change or against the entire federal government system and its inhabitants. Some of them were through with the Clintons—I get it. Vice President Biden said something similar about the motivations of the people he grew up with in Pennsylvania.

     However, instead of another elegy for the hillbillies, how about a deeper dive into “mill-billy” culture and its trajectory? Is the Rust Belt’s post-industrial process now in a comparable situation as 1950s Lowell-Lawrence, and can the miners learn from the Mill Belt experience? (My father was a tradesman in wool production during that time, regularly “laid off” because of business ups and downs. In the mid-1960s, his prospects were so bad here that for several years he took a much better paying job in California and was a migrant, in effect, for seven months each year, working as a wool grader for a huge sheep ranch cooperative in the Great Central Valley. My mother, a women’s clothing store salesclerk, flew out every few months to stay with him a while. It was like he was in the U.S. Army again.)

     Does it make a difference that the Merrimack Valley’s early industrial growth was immigrant-fueled? Regarding the response to newcomers as job competitors, is there a qualitative difference between the original Yankee human stock here (from 1620s) and the Scots-Irish stock prevalent in Appalachia and surrounding states? We have had our share of tribalism and group prejudice here, too. There used to be Democratic votes a-plenty in some of those places that are deep Red for the GOP. Culture and religion come before politics most of the time. What’s the saying? Politics is downstream from culture? Did our modern-era religious mix in this region set us up for different outcomes compared to the fundamentalist practices in coal country? Are we noticing things now that were there all along in the hills? The hillbilly votes have given us an unexpected political future. The pattern could hold for a while. We should look for commonalities, for lessons.

 

2 Responses to ‘Mill-billy’

  1. Joe from Lowell says: December 28, 2016 at 10:18 am

New England mill towns are in an economic region dominated by Boston, the greatest idea factory in America. We don’t merely attract industries; we invent them. Entire industrial sectors. It has always been so.

What used to happen is that those industrial sectors would hit the big time and move out to the Midwest for large-scale production. That process has been interrupted; now they move overseas, while our forge stays cold.

We, mill towns in New England, can keep thriving and revitalizing based on New England hi-tech and culture, the ideas economy. But cities Indiana and Michigan and Ohio need that transmission belt started back up.

  1. Paige says: December 28, 2016 at 6:59 pm

“Regarding the response to newcomers as job competitors, is there a qualitative difference between the original Yankee human stock here (from 1620s) and the Scots-Irish stock prevalent in Appalachia and surrounding states?”

Maybe. The excellent blogger Abagond did a post summarizing the book American Nations: A History of the Eleven Rival Regional Cultures of North America. The author, Colin Woodard, described New England as being founded by Puritans who believed strongly in using education, laws, and organized communities to create an egalitarian democratic society that benefits everyone. Meanwhile, Greater Appalachia was founded by people from the north of the British Isles who were suspicious of educated “elites” and prized individual freedom for White men over the greater good. Hmm, I wonder why one region consistently performs better than the other in education, technology, healthcare, and social justice?

 

 

Going Public, Early Years (1976-1981)

Going Public, Early Years (1976-1981)

In the black hat, I’m reading with members of the Merrimack Valley Poets’ Lab at an arts festival in Lowell in 1981. In the group on this day, from the left, are Alice Davis, Cynthia Ward, Jim Cornie, and (maybe) Bill Dubie.

With a pamphlet of poems to prove that I was serious, at twenty-two years old I began to read my poems in public and publish my work. A couple of years before, as a college freshman at Merrimack College in North Andover, Mass., I had begun to think about writing as a public action. I wrote stories and sent guest editorials to the local newspaper. Poems came in the next stage. I was a political science major and thought in terms of civic life.

After college, I accepted invitations to read my work and speak about writing, taking offers that came my way. I also looked for opportunities to read poems to audiences or on radio. It was a little like being in a garage band and playing one-night stands at random clubs and school dances, except I was usually a solo act. I watched for calls to submit work for consideration at publications and often sent in poems. As a beginner, I didn’t understand the publishing hierarchy. One can look back and either cringe at some early decisions or accept the bumpy do-it-yourself path toward a readership. I operated on several levels at the same time, placing work in local publications, regional and national literary magazines, and eventually in university journals and a high-quality anthology. I also released a few thin pamphlets of poems to get started. By 1981, after eight years of self-directed effort, as well as encouragement from friends and the writers I had met and learned from, I believed I had a foothold in the writing world. I thought of myself as a writer. Two years later, seeking to learn more in a structured setting, i was accepted into the Master of Fine Arts Program in Writing at the University of California, Irvine, where I stayed for a year before I was offered a chance to be the cultural affairs director of the Lowell Historic Preservation Commission, U.S. Dept. of the Interior. At the LHPC, I worked on the development of a new and innovative national park in Lowell. 

I’m sharing the lists below to show what I did to get going as a writer. I didn’t have a game plan. I didn’t know any creative writers at first. I was on track to go to law school and get involved in local government. I didn’t expect to go down the writer’s path. I’m thankful for the support I received in my community and from literary folks whom I met. This is not a typical thing to attempt, but the effort seemed worthwhile from the start. I’ve had a lot of good experiences along the way. Someone else, young or old, reading this “map of activity” might be inclined to explore the writing life for him- or herself. I’m seventy years old and still going, still learning and reading, still figuring out how to match the writing with readers. — PM, 2/18/2024.

Poetry Readings (activities in Massachusetts unless otherwise noted)

April 1976: Regional public library radio network, WLTI-FM, University of Lowell

May 1976: Dracut High School Arts Festival

Fall 1976: Andover High School English class guest

February 1977: Envision Lowell film project, A.G. Pollard’s Restaurant, Lowell (with local writers and actors reading historical literary texts and other writers reading their own work)

March 1977: Gallery 21, Lowell

April 1977: Memorial Hall Library, Andover (with the Poets’ Lab)

May 1977: Moses Greeley Parker Library, Dracut (with the Poets’ Lab); Dracut High School Arts Festival

June 1977: Haverhill Public Library (with the Poets’ Lab)

August 1977: Unitarian Church, North Andover (with the Poets’ Lab)

September 1977: Hampden-Sydney College creative writing workshop guest, Virginia

November 1977: Dracut High School Literary Series; Gallery 21, Lowell (with the Poets’ Lab)

December 1977: Women’s Book Discussion Group guest, Chelmsford

January 1978: Church Supper, Unitarian Church, North Andover (with Steve Perrin)

February 1978: Recording & broadcast of poems with music, WJUL-FM, University of Lowell; Lowell Public Library (with the Poets’ Lab); Reading Series, New England Small Press Association & Stony Hills book review tabloid, Rising Sun restaurant, Newburyport (with Steve Perrin)

March 1978: Recording & broadcast of poems with music, WJUL-FM, University of Lowell

April 1978: Memorial Hall Library, Andover (with the Poets’ Lab); University of Lowell, poetry writing workshop guest; Lowell Cooperative Learning Center, poetry workshop guest, Lowell Public Library

May 1978: Reading by contributors to Soundings literary magazine, Salem State College, Salem; The Eighth Day Creative Community Center, Marblehead (with others)

June 1978: Uncle John’s natural food restaurant, Bucksport, Maine (with other writers and folksingers Willie Claflin and Lola White Claflin)

October 1978: Stevens Library, North Andover (with the Merrimack Valley Poets, formerly the Poets’ Lab)

February 1979: Stevens Library, North Andover (with the Merrimack Valley Poets); Impressions of the Merrimack, multi-image slide-show taping, Lowell City Fair project of the Comprehensive Employment & Training Act program [CETA] (with others)

March 1979: “University Mornings,” ULowell Foundation, University of Lowell (with William Aiken and Robert DeYoung)

April 1979: Book Affair ’79, Old Cambridge Baptist Church, Cambridge (with others)

May 1979: Expo ’79 arts festival, Liberty Hall, Lowell Memorial Auditorium, Lowell

October 1979: Poetry course guest, English Dept., University of Lowell

March 1980: “Radio Anthology of Current Local Poets,” University of Lowell Forum, Sunday talk show, WSSH-FM

August 1980: Nauset Weekly Calendar Authors Reception, Myconos Restaurant, Yarmouthport

October 1980: First Congregational Society, Special Worship Service with poems and songs, Chelmsford (with others)

November 1980: Poetry course guest, English Dept., University of Lowell

Publications: Journals, Magazines, Newspapers, Broadsides

Echoes of the Unlocked Odyssey, 1974; Shadows of the Elusive Dream, 1975; Reflections of the Inward Silence, 1976 (these three are amateur anthologies)

The Communicator, 1975, alternative newspaper, Lowell

The Advocate, 1975, University of Lowell campus paper

The Northern Shopper, 1977, local tabloid, Dracut

The Lawrence Post, 1977, newspaper, Lawrence

Apple Tree Review, 1978, Marlborough, New Hampshire (multiple appearances)

Loom broadsides, 1978, Lowell

Road Apple Review, 1978, Oshkosh, Wisconsin

Soundings East, Salem State College, Salem 1978 (twice)

Hollow Spring Review, 1978, Western Mass.

Tightrope, 1978, Western Mass.

This Time, 1978, alternative newspaper, Orland, Maine (multiple appearances)

Aspect, 1979, Somerville

Hampden-Sydney Poetry Review, 1979, Hampden-Sydney College, Virginia

Milling Around, 1980, National Park Service tabloid newsletter, Lowell

Dracut Annual Town Report, 1980, Dracut

Moody Street Irregulars, 1981, Clarence Center, New York

San Fernando Poetry Journal, 1981, Southern California

The Wisconsin Review, 1981, University of Wisconsin, Oshkosh

Artifacts, 1981, art co-op newsletter, Lowell

The River’s Reach, 1981, Merrimack River Watershed Council tabloid

The Aspect Anthology, 1981, Somerville, literary magazine collection

Publications: Books and Chapbooks/Pamphlets

Horsefeathers & Aquarius (Dracut: Northern Printing & Publications, 1976)

Marking Fresh Ice (Dracut: Northern Printing & Publications, 1977)

Focus on a Locus (Chelmsford: Yellow Umbrella Press, 1980)

The New England Poetry Engagement Book 1980 (Chelmsford: Yellow Umbrella Press, 1979), co-editor with Eric Linder

Essays from the Lowell Conference on Industrial History (Lowell: LCIH, 1981), co-editor with Robert Weible and Oliver Ford.

Notebook Excerpts (1977), Part One

I have two bound pocket notebooks, 3 inches x 4.5 inches, filled in 1977 and 1978. The 1977 notebook is from the American Farm Bureau Federation, the 1965 edition, which is set up as a diary with space for short entries and on some pages extra space for a “Memo.” The introduction states: “If you carry this book, you are one of those who are active in making Farm Bureau what it is: an effective business, social, and political action organization.” This belonged to my father, who worked in the wool industry in Massachusetts and California in the 1960s. I don’t remember how it came to me, but it was a perfect tool for my writing on the run. In the back is a basic U.S. map with the locations of Farm Bureau offices. On the cover I put a label that reads: Paul Marion, 1977 Notes.

The second notebook, same size, is titled Diary, 1953, from L. C. Anderson, Inc. of Boston, a General Electric Distributor of Air Conditioning Products. The tiny book is loaded with “reference information and convenient tables” covering Refrigeration Pressure, Motor Wiring, Melting Points, Measures and Weights, Population of U.S. Cities, and more, with color maps of the U.S. and world. On the cover I put a label that reads: 1978 Notes, Paul Marion.

I filled both of these with every kind of information coming my way or springing from my mind to my hand. Among the entries are ideas, phrases, sentences, and images that worked their way into various poems of mine. But there is plenty here that never went beyond the small paper workbench I carried around for a couple of years. At the same time, I had other notebooks and large-format bound sketchbooks that I called Workbooks. In those years, I lived with my parents in a two-bedroom apartment at Whitecliff Manor, a fairly new complex, off Mammoth Road in Dracut, Mass. I had a job and got around to Boston and Cambridge, Mass., the Atlantic coast, and Downeast Maine.

I was 23 and 24 years old when I filled these notebooks. I was trying to pay attention to and make sense of what was going on in my life, although not in the style of a diary. The excerpt below amounts to about one half of the 1977 notebook. I’ll transcribe more as I go along. The entries are selected (for length) and slightly edited because I’m reviewing them so many years later. Many entries are not dated, so I used the existing dates in the notebook to group them.—PM

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Hampton Beach, Atlantic Ocean (2-11-77)

A fisherman in yellow rubber overalls on his knees digging clams, filling a red pail. Calm inlet, cluster of boats at anchor, gray-blue sky, one boat starts its engine, the agitated seagulls screech, not excited or scared sounds, but as if in conversation, not a song — the metal-blue water in Hampton Harbor — snow, sand, saltwater — in one boat a man feeds gulls. Smells seawater here, the air is cold, sun is hot and white.

The clammer leaves a trail of sand, a trench line. A white boat with aqua trim heads out to the ocean, chugs contentedly, glides forward. The gulls react noisily as the boat passes under them. Far off, gulls cry like whining dogs, a repeated “einh, eihn!” A piercing sound in the still day.

I walk on the hard-packed snow and ice out to the tan sand, the small beach.

From The Boston Globe, (2-11-77)

Old German farmer in Nova Scotia tells a story about being in charge of all trucks on the Russian front during World War II. Says the water was so polluted that soldiers could not drink it. They all drank vodka. “We were drunk all the time. Why do you think we lost the war?”

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From TV

In New York City, 2 men were arrested for trying to squeeze thorough a subway turnstile at once. Police found $40,000 cash on them.

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Picked Up Along the Way

In one legend, the Indian says to the Grizzly: Your heart is black, your blood is black, you kill at night. There is nothing in you that can stand the light of day, you who walk like a man.

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Attila the Hun was from Mongolia

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Darwin sailed 5 years on The Beagle. Natural selection. Darwin read Malthus on population. Origin of Species by Darwin, pub. 1859.

To know a person, know their social circumstances. Species are affected by their environment.

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Aristotle is used as a cover for dogmatic repetition. Beware of common sense. Sun and moon look the same size. Galileo claimed Earth moves around the sun in support of Copernicus. Aristotle taught that the planets and heavenly bodies were perfect and the Earth was imperfect, Earth was at rest. Copernicus theorized that the universe is heliocentric with the sun in the center. He used a telescope. Galileo said, “Wine is air held together by light.”

Nature is inexorable and immutable, although Scripture can be misinterpreted by humans.

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Snow: coarse, granular, corn, powder, hairy, icy, packed, crystal

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A mouth tasting like wild strawberries and honey — “She moved to a man like a mountain lion, smooth and swift — I almost drowned in the taste and feel of her” — (from TV)

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a widow’s walk by the sea

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The photographer’s box, a black eye in my hand

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“I feel like I fit right here,” she said. We want to be judged by our loves.

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Nothing is easy, is it? Nothing is easy, is it?

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Valentine’s Day

Swans mate for life. Heard on the radio that a swan died on Valentine’s Day after pining for weeks for a mate who had been killed.

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Bits and Pieces

Action people read periodicals? Thought people read books?

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On Tyranny by Leo Strauss. Xenophon’s Hiero or Tyrannicus. “Don’t be selfish, don’t do for yourself, do for people and the city, and you will be praised and honored and loved,” says the poet Simonedes to Hiero in the dialogue.

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sui generis, a unique individual

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glabella: the smooth area between the eyebrows just above the nose, from Latin, glabellus, hairless

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higher and higher, what we acquire

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Like a choir, her moving parts — her hands like cavalry rescuing me

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His poems have a vigorous gait.

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“Pigeons on the grass, alas.” (Gertrude Stein)

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nihil novi sub soli (nothing new under the sun). But there is something new under the sun.

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In times of stress, people make pilgrimages, seek serenity in the wilderness — rain, earth —

Old Ways revived — Oglala Sioux holy man Black Elk prophesied that the “Indian” would be reborn 5 generations after his death — legends, deeds, honors on a totem pole — Indian ecumenical council — 5 generations would bring “back” new spirit, pride — tipis stand in meadows during the summer hunts in Alberta, Canada — search for revelation, inner certainty, worship the creator — generosity brought honor to the giver of presents, canoes and blankets — the wealth of the chief is shared with his people — what matters is what you give to life — remote eyes of old men enter mysteries — pipe smoking, all night long prayers, sweat lodge, peyote ceremony, chants, dance, intertribal pow-wow in Windowrock, Arizona

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This has been the coldest winter in 190 years.

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Wincing from headlights all the way home.

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Rosy sundown behind white houses in white yards. Mixing enough vivid colors will produce Black.

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Gadgets including smoke-smelling machines — if there’s a fire, just wait till I grab my jeans

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syzygy, canal, truculent, innate, make-and-break engine, Baboquivari (mountains, Arizona desert), tannic acid (lustrous yellow to light brown),

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boiling water swarms the tea

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A library is like a clock. You want it to be there when you need it.

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Impermanence dogging me until I accept it.

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“Take it easy, but take it.” (Woody Guthrie)

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That is why she is she and I am me, and both are better for it.

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She said, “Yeah, if you ate a telephone booth full of yogurt, it would probably kill you, too.”

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A straw bucket of yellow daffodils near my plate of scrambled eggs and home-fried potatoes.

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Poets are crows stealing rag bits to build nests.

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The kind of weather that would speak with a drawl.

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quark: smallest bit of matter

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Two tigers cannot share a hill (Chinese proverb)

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Dream (5-7-77)

I’m knee-deep in a pond with a vacuum sucking up algae.

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Saving String

God is that space we can’t cross between us & IT.

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Shooting in the dark with a scatter gun.

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We were more than fluent together. Our fluency was ease.

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(5-13-77)

The blue sky and green trees are so pure that they appear to be false.

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Astronauts record that the moon has a tone like chimes or glass tinkling.

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All I can say is that the junction of the two doesn’t equal the correlative of the ancillary.

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For the Heart

I would like you to be eager, but love’s velocity strikes me out.

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Every time she comes in, I feel the room tilt.

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Useful Scraps, Small Observations

The preacher chewing on a hangnail; the carpenter lighting a fuse.

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American Education: The Declaration, Reynolds v. Sims (one man, one vote), and time out for the National Hockey League.

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Those cadets, their shiny buttons say press here for death.

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Two inspiring women whom I met: Katherine Ann Porter and Hannah Arendt. From them I learned how a story is made and how to recognize evil in the world.

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Wet mornings when I’d soak my shoes in dew.

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“You must submit to vulgarity or cease to be the Prime Minister.” (Lady Glencora to Plantagenet Palliser, PBS TV series)

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A person who loses someone important is like a place whose landmarks were torn down — what’s familiar is gone, and you are lost when you try to go ahead.

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French Intensive Farming

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archangels: the best, the ones with the biggest wings

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the topography of actions

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Schumpeter: creative destruction in the economy

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Try to coexist with the hornets

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What it’s like to have lots of money — there are people around us who are very powerful, who would kill to retain power — when reform is impossible from above, revolution from below is inevitable.

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Stung by fever on the last voyage, thirsting for a frontier to witness or be swallowed by like Jonah in the dark gut of the whale, alone with his prayers and counting the ribs.

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Teacher-Poets on Campus (12/28/78)

In the fall of 1978, I was on my first tour of the UMass Lowell (UML) public relations department, then-University of Lowell. (Later in my working life, I returned to UML to do communications work and manage community programs for 22 years.) Fortunately, after scratching around for a job for two years after getting my bachelor’s degree at Lowell, I was hired from the pool of the unemployed and underemployed in the area who had active applications with the Comprehensive Employment and Training Act, a federal jobs program like the Works Progress Administration of the Great Depression years. I had been writing on my own in college including sending guest columns (Letters to the Editor) to the Lowell Sun, and had been a fill-in sports writer at the Sun for high school football in 1972. Linda Frawley, director of ULowell’s public relations department, picked out my application that said “writer” on it and hired me as a reporter for the PR office. The CETA pay was minimum wage, but I was thrilled to be at a typewriter and learning the fundamentals of journalism.

I had been writing poetry for a few years, too, and noticed there were poets on campus, teaching in the English department. I proposed a story to Linda—a profile of four poets on campus. Helena Minton and Mike Casey of Andover, Mass., are still publishing. Bill Aiken passed away in 2017. I don’t have current information about Robert DeYoung and James Martin.. Below is the news feature that we sent to newspapers in New England. The piece was carried in papers around the region.The Bedford, Mass., Minuteman weekly paper ran our story 45 years ago, on Dec. 28, 1978.—PM

Helena Minton’s poetry in Personal Effects (Alice James Books, 1976)

Teacher-Poets on Campus

Though contemporary poetry has a limited audience, the creation of imaginative literature in any generation is the work of many individuals. This year, the University of Lowell English department has four poets on the staff: William Aiken, Robert DeYoung, James Martin, and Helena Minton.

To William Aiken, a poem is “a verbal approximation of an emotional truth.” He is not writing poems at the moment, but published in literary magazines including New Renaissance and Hanging Loose in the 1960s and ‘70s. He’s written critical essays about American poets Gary Snyder, Allen Ginsberg, and Robert Bly.

“Modern poetry speaks to some people,” says Aiken, “but the audience may be limited because some people don’t want to work at it.”

A graduate of Harvard and Boston universities, he was deeply involved with poetry when Michael Casey was a student of his. Casey, a Lowell native and physics graduate (1968) of then-Lowell Technological Institute, one of the two local root-schools of today’s university, continued writing poetry, later served in the Vietnam War, and won the Yale Award for Younger Poets in 1972 for his book Obscenities, based on his military experiences. The book is dedicated to William Aiken.

Like Aiken, Robert DeYoung has been on the Lowell faculty for many years. A graduate of New York University, his poems have appeared in the New York Quarterly, Southern Humanities Review, and America, among others. DeYoung has a keen interest in New England’s diverse character: “It offers choices in its distinct differences between country and city, between mountains and the sea.” Noting that solitude is crucial to his writing, he mentions that the region offers that possibility as well as crowds if one seeks them.

Asked about trends in contemporary poetry, he says that he is encouraged by the large number of poetry readings, although he feels this may have peaked. On the topic of poetry teaching poetry, he says that writers may take a different approach, “stressing technical aspects and the effect of reading poetry aloud, but on the whole their methods are not very different.”

Lately, he is exploring new themes, writing about domestic life and driving cars, ordinary subjects in which he finds poetry. DeYoung’s poems are included in the publication 10 x 3 from Northeastern University Press, and he’s working on a new book.

A new member of the Lowell faculty, Helena Minton is a graduate of Beloit and the University of Massachusetts. Her poems have been published in Personal Effects by Alice James Books, a volume with poems by Robin Becker and Marilyn Zuckerman. She is also represented in the anthology Flowering After Frost, a collection of poems by New England writers.

Being in the university community gives her a sense of being involved in important work. She adds, however, that there is a new for balance in the teacher-writer. “There’s a danger in each, because a person can spend all or his or her energy teaching and not have time for writing, or one can commit all one’s energy to writing, which may not be healthy either because of the isolation.”

She has worked in the Massachusetts Poets-in-the-Schools program and is enthusiastic about children’s writing projects. Her experiences with junior high students have gone well. Admiring their creative responses, she says, “They can write poems in a room crowded with people!”

Currently focused on long poems, one of which deals with the Middlesex Canal of the 19th century, Minton has been exploring historical themes, which, she feels, is a natural progression for a writer. “After writing about personal subjects, many poets move on to larger themes, history is one of them.”

James Martin, a visiting lecturer at Lowell, has two books with Copper Beech Press at Brown University: A Reunion and Other Poems (1975) and Ceaseless Talk, Which Never Stops, of Auschwitz From Our Bliss (1978). His poems have been in Harper’s, Esquire, and Poetry magazines.

Martin, who grew up in Providence, Rhode Island, says, “I love living in New England. It’s close to my own past, and I’m most interested in finding out about my past, some of it done in and through the poems”

An ordained United Methodist minister, he will graduate from Boston University’s Graduate School in 1979 with a doctorate in Theology and English Literature. “My preparation in Theology influenced my poems much more than any English course,” says Martin.

He believes that schools can put people in touch with Poetry, but not the power and beauty of major poems. “Major poetry can’t be talked about.” He does believe that schools can help you find a mentor who can help you find your voice as a writer.

On being a poet, James Martin offers this: Being called a “Poet” is a gift that someone else gives to you.”

A campus reading by the four poets is scheduled for the spring semester. The University of Lowell may not be known as a “writers’ school,” but the local literary tradition is felt strongly when one stands on the lawn in front of Ball Engineering Center on the north campus, Riverside Street, and look across the street at the third floor of a gray tenement where teenager Jack Kerouac lived in the late 1930s.

'Cabbies at the Train Station'

Taxi in Lowell, Mass. (web photo courtesy of Jamie Patrick Lewis, Downtown Lowell, Facebook group)

Cabbies at the Train Station

 

I had one guy, picked him up at Shaughnessy, wanted to go to Papa Gino’s in Burlington — said he had to see a guy — so I take him, and when we get there, he says, “The guy inside’ll cash my check” — “Oh, beautiful,” I say, and I follow him in — he says, “What’re you doing?” — I say, “I’m making sure you pay me” — he says, “I’ll be right out” — he comes out, says, “He won’t cash it” —

now the guy owes me thirty-four bucks — course I figure he just made his sale and now wants back to Lowell — so he says, “Take me back to my mother’s in Lowell — she’ll pay you” — okay, back to Lowell — another thirty-four bucks — now he owes me sixty-eight bucks — get to his mother’s house, and it’s total chaos — she comes out, yelling, “No money, no money” — kids are screaming — she’s hollering at the guy — he says, “Take me to my friend’s in the Highlands — he owes me money” — so we go — now he’s up to owing me about seventy-five—he gets out near Cupples Square and says, “It’s right here” —

I stop and watch, and he starts to run — voom! — I pull out and chase him in the cab—he runs across a parking lot, and I stop and jump out — I had called the cops on the radio — I caught him and beat the piss out of him — the cops said they couldn’t do much because he owed me less than a hundred-fifty bucks — I heard in New Hampshire you can get a guy pinched if he screws you out of five bucks.

Paul Marion (c) 2009

'Bone in the Throat'

Bone in the Throat

(March 2021)

By Paul Marion


Web photo courtesy of CNBC

The vast container ship Ever Given from Malaysia,

Bound for the Netherlands, stuck like a bone in the

Throat of the Suez Canal, reminded me of dozens or

A hundred random trailer trucks wedged under the

Spaghettiville railroad bridge near the defunct Prince

Pasta plant outside of downtown Lowell, the years

Of daydreaming, distracted, or plain dumb drivers on

Gorham St. rubbing their scalps when cops arrived

And pulled chins in disbelief, sometimes chuckling

Under their breath at another math whiz who forgot

How tall his rig was and got jammed but good under

The black bridge by Trolley Pizza and the road to the

Funeral home, just past that turn—maybe talk radio was

Yakking or the hypnotic Brahms on 99.1 FM lulled the

Web photo courtesy of MV Magazine

Trucker, plus the light was green-going-to-yellow

A block past the bridge—or it was just too late

Going north, downhill, to slam the brakes, another

Accident because it’s never on purpose, who would

Do that? Explain that to the boss or the spouse

If it’s an independent trucker, but probably not one of

Those—they’d be on their toes in the cab, too much

Riding on it—no, it had to be a fill-in guy who’d never

Driven this route. You’d never crash the bridge if you’d

Been under it, the mess it makes for the office, not as bad

As the canal traffic in Egypt, 300 ships backed up, going

And coming, everything from livestock and toilet paper

To car parts and TVs stopped dead for a week or so

While dredgers worked the edges, and crisis managers

 

Considered air-lifting cargo to lighten the load in hope

Of refloating the ship, which is as long as the Empire State

Building is tall, said to be visible to the Space Station

Astronauts, the vessel locked in the lane, costing time and

Money, exposing a weak link in global transport, 12 percent

Of which slides through the Suez Canal yearly—in the end,

The Egyptian authorities claimed $1 billion in damages,

A whole other level than an errant truck in Lowell,

Which earns a front-page photo: “Another One Bites the

Bridge,” the funny caption notwithstanding the headache

Wringing civilians’ brains hours after the vehicle is freed

From its position for all the effin’ angry stalled drivers

To see—the City can’t post a large enough flashing sign.

We need a toll—and an off-ramp for the “Too Tall” Joneses.

Why Do I Tell the Franco-American Story?

Marion’s Meat Market, Little Canada neighborhood, Lowell, Mass., c. 1925. Wilfrid Marion, owner, at left in long apron.

Why Do I Tell the Franco-American Story?

By Paul Marion

For Jesse Martineau, co-host, The French-Canadian Legacy Podcast, which is based in New Hampshire.

I believe it is important to know your roots. I believe that you have a better chance to know who you are if you know where you come from, if you know how you got to where you are today. Why is it important to know who you are? I believe you will lead a more fulfilling life if you have a sense of how you fit in the larger flow of humanity. It’s about what I call coherence, which I take to mean having a unified sense of being, a feeling of being whole in body and soul and mind. It’s the opposite of being alienated, the feeling of being disconnected from society. Knowing who you are and knowing something about where you are gives a person a better chance of feeling a sense of community, a sense of belonging to something larger than your individual self.

     Who am I? has the simplicity of the old Baltimore Catechism question: Who made me? In Catholic elementary school a lot of answers were provided. Just memorize what’s in the book. Just listen to the priest at Mass. Just do what Sister Thérèse de L’Enfant de Jesus says. They offered a lot of answers after providing the questions as well. But in all those school days in a French Catholic school, I don’t recall any of the authorities telling us how the French Canadians wound up in Dracut, Mass. There was no local history in school. They customs, yes, like singing the Canadian national anthem in French, and the flag of Quebec in the classroom next to the red, white, and blue U.S. flag. Sometimes the Mass was in French. Early on it was in Latin in my day. Then it was English with the priest facing the faithful in the pews. “Pray, pay, and obey,” was the unspoken game plan. We had a few “French” items in the school cafeteria like Chinese Pie or Pâté Chinois, the regional concoction that is a twist on Shepherd’s Pie from Ireland and Britain. Until the canonical law changed, we were not served any meat on Fridays. Gooey mac-and-burnt stinky cheese, tomato-rice soup, fish sticks. We had French language day on Thursdays and French courses, and grammar and conversation all the time. At home my parents spoke French to my grandparents and their brothers and sisters (not all the time). We visited relatives on New Year’s Day, which is special for the French-Canadian Americans. The older generations told stories about the immigrants and subsequent generations. My ancestors on both sides came to Lowell, Mass., in 1880.  Despite all this, my generation turned out to be highly homogenized American in identity.

     As someone interested in history, I always had a sense of my past and was curious but not in any extraordinary way. I had lost my ability to speak French fluently, even semi-fluently, after high school or likely before public high school. One of my brothers attended a French Catholic high school, but I chose not to. As the years went on, I began to think more about my family’s origins. When my son was born in 1995, the sixth generation of our line in Lowell, he came to my wife and me with her 100 percent Irish roots stretching back to 1870 in the city and my 100 percent French background. I realized that he would be far from his ethnic origins. It would be up to me to give him some grounding so that he would understand in part where he comes from. His arrival heightened my commitment to tell the French-Canadian American story in my writing, both the Lowell French story and my family’s place in it. I’m still reconstructing the family experience. Fortunately, two of my aunts had researched the genealogy of the Marion and Roy lines as far back as the mid-1600s in Normandy, France. The paper trail doesn’t go back farther, so far.

     And so, as a writer, I have a way to tell the story of my family, my community, my people. The knowledge has added texture to my experience. Embracing the identity has opened up connections to other people in New England, in Quebec, around the U.S., and abroad. I’m part of a larger effort to remember. There’s a transcript of an interview with a French-Canadian American woman from Lowell from the 1980s. In it, she talks about the Lowell French in her time, early 20th century, and she sings songs. The lyrics are reproduced. Speaking to the interviewer, she says at one point, “I’m a memory worker.” That captures what’s going on in this telling of the French story in America. Those of us who write, speak, sing, research, and more are all memory workers in the big Memory Bank.

 (Presently, there are two million French-Canadian Americans living in New England, descendants of the hundreds of thousands of Québec residents who migrated south in the late 19th and early 20th centuries in search of better living conditions.)

—PM, March 25, 2020

 

The More Things Change . . . Claiming Responsibility

Claiming Responsibility by Paul Marion (c) 1983, 2023

My apartment on Seville Place in Dana Point, looking south to San Clemente

 In 1983-84, I lived in Dana Point, California, while enrolled in the Master of Fine Arts in Writing Program at the University of California, Irvine. I kept a diary on-and-off while in school. The following are entries related to what was going on in the world, especially hostilities in the Middle East, and my daily life with friends and on campus. Today, I was struck by the fact that 40 years later the pain and misery continue in Israel, Gaza, Lebanon, the West Bank, the whole region on the edge of wider violence. I was one person in California paying attention to the world. I don’t know why I was compelled to catalogue what I was seeing and doing. How much can be learned from accounts by persons not on the dangerous front lines? I saved the diary and share it here. The cliché may apply: The more things change, the more they stay the same. For my entire adult life the turmoil in the Middle East has been a background narrative. I’m posting this on October 27, 2023.—PM

October 23, 1983

In Beirut, Lebanon, 241 American marines, sailors, and soldiers and 55 French paratroopers and several civilians were killed in two suicide truck bombings of their military stations. An organization, Islamic Jihad, opposed to the international peacekeeping forces in Lebanon, claimed responsibility.

 October 25

The United States, assisted by troops from several Caribbean nations, invaded the island of Grenada to rescue a group of medical students and disrupt a military government that had seized power unlawfully from a civilian administration. That’s the explanation from Washington, D.C. At the beach, a Marine Corps jet whined, its slant chalk scratch on an otherwise flawless ceiling. Even L.A.’s smog blew off with the night desert winds. Scruffy palms, roasting, outnumbered the faithful at noon. Two bathers treaded, light in the heave and slide, beyond the break. Hissing foam sucked back through the stones.

Tropical plant, Dana Point

 November 29

A jawbone frames the laboratory door. Each winter, California grays plunge and run, and laden watch-boats head out to spot a fluke, a spray, any sign in the blue. This taking account, this need to see, runs in us like the urge pushing giants south to calving lagoons. The totem is painted, carved, printed in the Orange County Marine Institute, where bones of a whole creature float over the murmuring aquariums, the ribs arching even the town this festive week while the big mammals, as they have for ages, slide by the chaparral bluffs from which men once scaled cow hides down to the beach for traders whose Boston ships worked this coast.

 December 3

At the bottom of Seville Place near the Dana Point Nursery, the tops of palm trees shaped like pineapples rippled in the breeze when I turned up the hill towards home tonight with my car window down.

 Dec. 4

I’m up early with Sunday morning radio news from San Diego, sky blue after a day’s rain, sun shimmery through dripping windows. Washed, dressed in green corduroy pants, old baseball undershirt, sneakers, National Park cap, jacket with big pockets for postcards, ballpoint pen, and keys to lock the glass entrance behind me on my way to the Stop & Go for the L.A. Times wrapped in funnies. Weather was warm and clear as I walked the west side of Pacific Coast Highway past an Italian restaurant and a store selling three-wheeled vehicles, TriHawks. From the overlook above the marina, in the silver-blue metal-flake bay a few boats turned out to sea and a long canoe with four guys stroking glided into shore. I pulled the Arts & Books section from the newspaper log.

In the news—today, for the first time, 28 U.S. war planes bombed Syrian positions in Lebanon in retaliation for anti-aircraft fire taken by U.S. reconnaissance flights this week. “Our mission in Lebanon is unchanged,” says the White House spokesman. The U.S. lost two planes. Navy ships shelled Lebanese sites. Eight Marines were killed by Druze militia firing artillery in Beirut in unrelated action.

 Dec. 5

A car bomb destroyed a Beirut apartment building. No motive has been established, according to American journalists. But what do the residents know? No group has claimed responsibility. Rescue workers sorted through rubble for bodies.

 Dec. 6

I stopped in Laguna Beach and San Juan Capistrano, shopping for gifts and roaming around. It’s odd to see a person in shorts next to another wrapped in a parka. The ever-blooming flowers astound me. Dana Point’s Post Office window shows a snowy scene—the idealized Christmas from northern Europe is white. Claus has boots and sleigh not a surfboard and shades.

In Jerusalem, a bus was blown up. Two rival factions of the Palestine Liberation Organization claimed responsibility reported our National Public Radio. A photographer who saw the blast described persons left sitting in their seats, blood on the faces, too stunned to move after the roof was torn off. Four killed, 43 injured.

 Dec. 7

Syrian troops turned over the body of a U.S. pilot to Lebanese soldiers who then transferred the corpse to the Marines. The pilot was pulled from his downed jet this weekend and later died of his wounds. Another airman was captured; Syrians won’t release him until the U.S. military leaves Lebanon.

 Dec. 8

A spot in the brain like a tooth cavity, rotted by TV and pop culture garbage.

 Dec. 10

“All that’s left is what’s in my head.” (words of an elderly Kentuckian)

 Dec. 12

Turned in the final grades for my first-year writing course today. All but one of my 24 students passed. I spent the afternoon with Diana in Costa Mesa. Yesterday, with Dana and Shawn of the writing workshop, I visited Juan, also from the workshop, and his wife Jean in Riverside. We ate a tasty meal of chicken taquitos, guacamole, chips, salsa, and tortillas and drank ice-cold Oregon beer while watching the Cowboys-Redskins football game on TV. Later, we picked oranges from trees along their driveway. The oranges are lightbulbs in among dark green leaves. Juan rigged a wire coat hanger to a broom handle for a picker.

 Dec. 13

U.S. naval guns shelled positions in the Lebanese hills where someone had fired at an American reconnaissance plane again. A destroyer and a guided missile cruiser responded.

“There’s an old Chinese tradition that poets put their shoulders to the wheel and do a little work with the Administration every once in a while.  . . . We may blow it, but the greater processes of the universe are not going to be troubled by the mistakes we make.”—Gary Snyder on “All Things Considered” (National Public Radio)

 Dec. 14

Evening out with relatives to celebrate Uncle Charles’ birthday at the Hungry Tiger in Corona del Mar where Diana works.

This past weekend, several car bombs exploded at sites in Kuwait, one at the United States Embassy. People were killed and wounded. The Islamic Jihad (Holy War) group claimed responsibility. There was one suicide attack like the attack on the Marines’ barracks in Beirut last October in which more than 200 Americans died. Other car bombs were triggered by remote control.

 Again, U.S. ships bombarded anti-aircraft positions in the hills around Beirut, 70 rounds fired. The 16-inch guns on the battleship New Jersey unleashed shells that weigh up to one ton for 23 miles and which can devastate an area a quarter of a mile square. The largest guns in the U.S. fleet, they could launch a Volkswagen Beetle onto a selected tennis court very far away.

 Israeli gunboats fired on the PLO in Tripoli.

The U.S. President said the Marines would be pulled out of Lebanon if the political order collapsed.

 The cycle of retaliation. Escalation of hostilities.

 Dec. 15

After being fired upon at dusk, Marines fired small arms and tank cannon at positions in no-man’s land between rival factions’ territory.

 Dec. 16

I went to the Laguna Beach Library to hear author Meridel Le Sueur read from her work and talk about writing and society.

“Not one boy whom I knew who went to the First World War returned.”

“Your shit’s gonna fall on you.”

“All serious workers are prophets and contain and preserve the future.”

“Alienation causes a paralysis that shows up in our response to the Bomb.”

“To make a distinction between prose and poetry is bourgeois whimsy.”

“Nature is cyclical.”

 Dec. 17

I watched the Parade of Boats in Dana Point Harbor. The boats rigged with Christmas lights looked like big floating Xmas trees because the hulls were barely visible against black water.

 Dec. 19

The water man stopped the Sparkletts truck near a eucalyptus tree and stepped down, his lemon-lime uniform glowing, the tanned face whitening a smile, matching the look on the woman in her yard, red shirt tucked into silver gym shorts. She’d been in a crouch, painting a chair, and stood up to see. The water man, who didn’t have a cap on his blond head, walked to the side of the truck and lifted out a large, clear plastic jug. In one motion he swung it onto his shoulder and turned toward the house. The truck was filled with these vessels, each with a sky-blue plastic seal. The back panel of the vehicle, all green and yellow fish scales, shimmered.

Lifeguard station, Capistrano Beach

 Jan. 2, 1984

80 degrees. Easing into the new year after a two-day party upstairs in my landlord’s part of the house. All kinds of entertainment and opportunities. Blue leaking through window blinds this morning. Hello California!

 Jan. 3

The Syrian government released the captured U.S. airman Robert Goodman after a personal appeal by Reverend Jesse Jackson, a candidate for the U.S. Presidency.

Fabulous winter weather. Catalina Island visible from the Coast Highway, the local slopes brilliant green, tree-less.

 Jan. 17

“A writer is like a surgeon. If he opens up a body and finds an abscess, he has to remove it.”

—Philip Roth

 Jan. 20

Holy Ghost at Capo Beach. The padre in a black jersey and

black pants rolled to his knees walks up the beach towards me, and the couple

he had embraced in the water now stands in fog that could be souls.

 Jan. 25

One thousand persons attended a poetry reading at the Huntington Library in San Marino, which was sponsored by the Academy of American Poets. Reading their work were Josephine Miles, William Stafford, Mark Strand, and David Wagoner. Before the event, Maria from the workshop and I looked at the rare books and manuscripts on display, some of which had been handled 500 years ago. Of all the words and images given to us, the stickiest image for me is from a Stafford poem in which he describes the fields, the open unfenced fields, along the northern border of the U.S. and Canada as a peace monument.

 Jan. 26

Birthday #30. Made it this far.

“I don’t feel old. I feel like a young guy something’s happened to.”—Mickey Spillane

 Jan. 27

Palm trees, Dana Point

Capistrano Beach. Capo Beach, the locals say. Heat like a gift at the end of January. A beautiful, darkly tanned young woman, lying on a towel, talks with two friends. She’s wearing turquoise bits of cloth. Midday light sparkles on blue-gray sea flats. Small waves keep time. Behind us, above the cliff, the smoke of a brush fire fades.

 Jan. 28

“Poetry is made out of words and time.”—Charles Simic

March 30

I visited Juan and Jean at their home in La Sierra, near Riverside. After a “ranchero” breakfast of eggs and tortillas fixed by Juan, he and I made the rounds of used bookstores in Riverside and San Bernardino. In Riverside we stopped at the Mission Inn, an historic landmark that is a marvel of old California architecture. The sprawling, multi-storied building is a hotel-resort-shopping plaza-chapel and more. Courtyards, spiral staircases, tiled domes and patios, a swimming pool, old bells, narrow balconies, and an array of plants and trees. It looks like Mexico and Spain, and there’s an Asian section, too. A fascinating structure.

The day was bright and warm with puffy clouds. Riverside is the low desert. Dry hills and mountains, brown and tan, loom in the distance. Juan and I checked out three stores, looking for used poetry books. The store in Riverside had a few interesting things, including a copy of Michael McClure’s Scratching the Beat Surface: Essays on New Vision from Blake to Kerouac. McClure, always aware of his mammal nervous system, writes about art as “a living bio-alchemical organism.” The guy at the counter was slipping porno magazines into plastic bags when we walked out.

We headed to San Bernardino, more of a low middle-class community. In the section of town we rode through, Latino and Black kids walked the streets. Juan recognized a young guy who plays on the UC Irvine basketball team. Growing up, Juan played lots of hoop—one of the kids he played against was Ronnie Lott, now a defensive back for the San Francisco 49ers. Juan’s about my size but in solid shape. He wrestled in high school and was a regional champion.

At one bookstore I was tempted to buy a copy of Ovid’s Poems but put it back and made a note to get it at the library. In Art’s Book Shop on West Base Line Street, run by a Mexican American woman, I picked up an old paperback copy of Kerouac’s Big Sur for 35 cents, 38 cents with tax. How do these shop owners make money? Juan, who also paints and does other visual art, bought a few art books with color reproductions and a slightly used paperback foreign edition of Dubliners by James Joyce.

Around 3:30 p.m., we were burnt out on bookstores and returned home where Jean was preparing an unusual (to me) pasta dish. She used her mother’s Italian recipe, which called for bacon, eggs, cheese, parsley, and other ingredients. The result is a tasty Spaghetti alla Carbonera, a change from the standard tomato sauce-covered spaghetti and a world better than canned Franco-American Spaghetti of my childhood. We drank Lambrusco and bottles of Oregon beer to top off a good day. It took me about an hour-and-a-half to get back to Dana Point. All the way I listened to the Dodgers-Angels ballgame, called the Freeway Series here, the last pre-season game.

My Kerouac Festival Talk, 10/7/23 [The Evolving Position of Kerouac In Lowell, 1935-2023]

Moses Greeley Parker Lectures

Keynote Address, Lowell Celebrates Kerouac! Festival

October 7, 2023

Paul Marion

“The Evolving Position of Jack Kerouac in Lowell, 1935-2023”

 

Thank you for the kind introduction, Mike Flynn. What a fantastic collection of human beings we have, a tremendous turnout. I’d say about 100 people are here. I think 25% of my high school class is here to help fill the seats. I want to add my thanks to Paul Lappin and the Parker Lectures, an institution in Lowell going back to 1917. The series is as vital today as it has ever been. Thank you to Lowell Celebrates Kerouac! Especially Steve Edington and Mike Flynn for the invitation. Steve also helped me with some research points, and I want to also acknowledge my old friend in Chicago John Suiter, who wrote Poets on the Peaks about Gary Snyder, Philip Whalen, and Jack Kerouac as fire lookouts in the Northwest. John turned up something I’m going to mention later that shocked me because I’ve been poking around the Kerouac story since the 1970s. This was under our noses, and yet I never knew. Maybe somebody else here will speak up when I mention it.

     Steve Edington asked me to talk about the evolving position or evolving perception of Jack Kerouac in Lowell from 1950 to the present, but to fill out my argument I went back to 1930s. It’s helpful to think about it in these terms because Kerouac was known in Lowell from the middle of the 1930s.

     We’re here to talk the odd arc of Kerouac’s reputation locally. Some of us earlier watched the documentary film which is national in scope, a very good job. This talk focuses on Lowell.

     Not to pick on the widely known poet Billy Collins. People know Billy Collins? Yes, okay. So, not to pick on him, but he wrote a poem that he published in the 1988 that sums up the way Lowell people for a long time viewed Jack Kerouac. The poem is called “Lowell, Mass.” I didn’t know about the poem until 15 years ago when I got a photocopy in the mail from Nancy Donahue, the philanthropist whose name is on this arts center at Middlesex Community College. She sent me the poem, which appeared in Collins’ first book, published by University of Arkansas Press. Of course, now he’s Billy Collins in bold letters and published in New York City. Each of his books is a national event, as much as a poet can spark a national event. He was not a near-household name in 1988. Interestingly, he never reprinted the poem in his selected poems, collected poems, or dissected poems.

     I remembered it. Lately, I’ve been co-editing an annual literary magazine called The Lowell Review. Dick Howe, Jr., who is here, is the other editor. We were collecting material for the second issue, coinciding with the Kerouac Centennial in 2022, and had a special section on Kerouac. I wrote to Billy Collins to ask if we could reprint the poem because nobody in Lowell knows that he has a poem called Lowell. He couldn’t have been a nicer guy. He sent me eight email messages from Florida, and he said he couldn’t think of a better place for the poem to be. In the poem, he puts his finger on a Lowell attitude about Kerouac and the Beat writers. His father and mother were born in Lowell in 1901. He’s from the Lowell Collins family. I don’t know if he’s related to the former vocational high school superintendent. The parents moved to New York, where Billy was born. He’s never been to Lowell, and says he would like to see the city. Maybe the festival organizers can invite him one year.

     Here’s the poem.

Kerouac was born in the same town

as my father, but my father never

had time to write On the Road

 

let alone drive around the country

in circles.

 

He wrote notes for the kitchen table

and a novel of checks

and a few speeches to lullaby

businessmen after a fat lunch

 

and some of his writing is within

me for I house catalogues of jokes

and handbooks of advice

on horses, snow tires, women,

 

along with some short stories

about the deadbeats at the office,

but he was quicker to pick up

a telephone than a pen.

 

Like Jack, he took to drink but

beatific to him meant the Virgin Mary.

 

He called jazz jungle music

and we would have told Neal Cassady

to let him off at the next light.

 

     In this poem we have the Lowell anti-Kerouac, the anti-Beat, even if it is a gentle knock and witty as is Collins’ style. The poem gives us a marker to note as we look at the bigger picture.

     Before we start, I want to give an unscientific personal family story of Kerouac that is indicative of a common attitude in the 20th century. My parents were contemporaries and cultural cousins of Kerouac. My father, three years older, went to the same St. Joseph’s School as Jack did in the St. Jean Baptiste parish. My mother was one year older and with him at St. Louis School. Roger Brunelle got hold of a class list and showed it to me—there was my mother’s name, Doris Roy, and there was Jean Kerouac. I had an uncle, Bob Roy, who said he and Reggie Ouellette, Roger’s old friend who used to help with Kerouac tours, walked young Jack home from school. My mother’s youngest brother, Francis or Frank, whom everyone called Pinky because as a kid he was fascinated by a large gold pinky ring worn by a friend of the family—well, Pinky crossed paths with Jack Kerouac in Orlando, Florida, in 1961 when Pinky, a meat cutter by trade, worked in a local market. Close in age, they could have been brothers from different mothers with their thick dark hair and sparkling eyes, speaking their distinctive French learned as kids. The two guys from St. Louis parish in Lowell spoke their hometown French, and Pinky made homestyle French Canadian foods for Jack, favorites like cretons (pork spread) and blood pudding or boudin, a sausage loaf baked in a pan. I’ve never tried it.

But I grew up never hearing the name, as if Kerouac didn’t exist. Kerouac was a person in their lives, yet family members never mentioned him after he became a notable author. 

     My friend Paul Brouillette, who is here today, introduced me to Kerouac’s writing in 1969 when we were high school sophomores. In late October, the Lowell Sun front page carried news of Kerouac’s death. I didn’t notice. Paul saw the paper at his home and asked his parents: “Do you know this guy?” They knew who he was, not much else. His mother said Kerouac wrote books about Lowell, while his father was more direct, calling Jack a bum and a drug user. As boys they had played baseball together.

In 1970, we had a progressive history teacher at Dracut High School, Madeline McLaughlin Neilon, who introduced an elective course on Lowell and Dracut history. This was a time when things were starting to perk around the idea of rediscovering Lowell’s history, eventually leading to the creation of a national park. She tapped into that, and Kerouac was mentioned. I was still playing baseball and listening to The Beatles. When I got to college, I began reading seriously and investigating Kerouac.

     I have an anecdote that illustrates a larger consciousness in the city. This story is from my wife Rosemary’s family from around 1970. Kerouac was dead, and the Lowell public library sponsored a contest of some kind for readers. Rosemary’s grandfather, an enthusiastic reader, had gone with Rosemary’s mother to Kerouac’s funeral because an important person from the city had passed way. Well, Rosemary’s grandfather, Joe Foley, longtime jewelry shop owner, won first prize at the library. He was asked to pick up his prize, which turned out to be a paperback copy of Kerouac’s Maggie Cassidy, from 1959. Mr. Foley looked at the book and asked the librarian politely, What’s second prize?

     He did end up with the book, which he gave to his oldest son, Joe Foley, Jr., who had gone to Columbia University, like Kerouac, and earned a Ph.D. in English, and become a college professor. Some people think 20th-century Lowell was an abandoned lot with knucklehead ex-mill workers roaming around. No. In 1939, Kerouac was admitted to Columbia (doing a year of prep school first). Other Lowell High grads went to Harvard and MIT as well as the two colleges in Lowell. There was a professional class in the city, not large, but noticed in a city of more than 100,000 people. It doesn’t mean that it was automatic that a writer like Kerouac would have a built-in readership at home. I’ll talk about that later.

     The first “tranche” in my segments of Kerouac’s life covers 1938 to 1949, and is labeled “Local Jock Makes Good.”

     It’s interesting to think that young Kerouac was shy, according to interviews. However, in 1935 he wrote an ad or notice for the newspaper challenging other neighborhood teams to a football game. He’s 13 years old, and his gang wants to tackle another team. He thinks, “Okay, I’m a writer,” and he does it. This would not seem strange to a boy who grew up around his dad’s print shop, seeing words going onto paper. Plus, his dad had his own little newspaper, The Spotlight. (If anyone has seen copies of this paper, please let me know.)

     Of course, sports is a path for working-class boys and girls, a way to be active in the community. Sports is a way to distinguish yourself. Kerouac was a joiner. He played in the neighborhood on Dracut Tigers field in East Pawtucketville close to the Dracut town line, which he describes in a couple of books. He also tried out and made a team in a baseball league called the Twilight League, whose games drew large crowds to the North Common and other fields.

     I found a box score of one game in the newspaper, just like a detailed Red Sox box score, from 1938, a double-header in a sense that Kerouac’s A&P Grocery Store team played against two different teams in one day. Jack stole a base in each game, the speedy Jack, which would be seen again in his triumphs in high school track meets and on the football field. He has a spectacular moment in the Thanksgiving Day game against Lawrence High in 1938. As if a switch turns on, he’s a local hero instantly, scoring the winning touchdown with thousands of people cheering.

Jack’s winning touchdown, 1938, Thanksgiving Day game vs. Lawrence High School.

     In those days local sports were heavily covered by the press. Athletes were minor celebrities. When Jack has a birthday party in March 1939, turning 17, there are photographs in the newspaper with his crew and girlfriend Mary Carney lined up at the house party. Here’s a side note on that event. In the 1970s, someone I knew went to the Lowell public library to see a copy of the paper from that day because he wanted to identify the model for Kerouac’s Maggie Cassidy girlfriend. This person got to the room where the hard copies of newspapers were kept. He found the paper of the day, opened to the Society section, and there was a big hole in the page. Somebody had cut out the photograph.

Kerouac’s 17th birthday party with Mary Carney, front left, and Jack, front right.

     Sports was the springboard for Kerouac to go beyond Lowell when he is awarded an athletic scholarship to Columbia. He always protested that he received an academic scholarship. Remember, though, he was required to do a year at the Horace Mann School to prepare for Columbia.

Jack Kerouac, U.S. Navy

     At that point it’s 1939. He’s grown up in Lowell, completed high school, been accepted to college, and become a known person with a public profile that is positive, a local boy who is succeeding. In the 1940s, he is either in Lowell part-time or gone from the city. He’s back for a couple of summers in the early ‘40s and then away in the Merchant Marine or with his family closer to New York. His last stretch in Lowell until returning to live in 1967 is early 1943 when the family is living in the Pawtucketville neighborhood. From there, it’s the failed stint in the U. S. Navy and then to New York with his parents. He meets the future Beat writers in 1944 and begins the phase of his life on the road. He finishes his first novel, the family saga The Town and the City, and is offered a publishing contract by Harcourt in New York. The book is released in early 1950, and Kerouac makes plans to sign books at an event in Lowell.

     The next segment in my look at Kerouac’s position is Lowell is 1950 to 1970, which I call “Kerouac in the Margin.”

     Kerouac returns, a conquering literary hero, with a fat novel that will be reviewed around the country but will not sell many copies. Nevertheless, the Lowell Sun, urged by editor Charles Sampas, always a booster of Jack’s, gets behind the book and features the novel in its Sunday magazine. Kerouac signed books at the classiest department store downtown, Bon Marché, meaning “a good deal.” I can’t name another Lowell person who published a book with a New York publisher in the 20th century before Kerouac. He’s 28 years old. This is a big achievement. A golden boy football star and literary success.

     For Kerouac in Lowell it’s only a decline in status from there. By the 1960s, the consensus, at least by anecdotal reports, is that he is a worthless bum whose moral values are not welcomed in Lowell.  He’s lumped into the beatnik crowd and considered antisocial. How did this happen?

     I’m wrestling with something I had not thought hard about. He wasn't present in the city and not many local people were reading his books, from On the Road and The Dharma Bums to Doctor Sax, Visions of Gerard, and The Subterraneans. Local folks were not reading the avant guarde prose works. The people in Scranton, Pa., were not reading them either. It was different in Greenwich Village, Harvard Square, North Beach in San Francisco, and other spots where the cultural frontier was opening up. Younger, freewheeling readers were choosing Kerouac books and stashing The Dharma Bums in their backpacks. It’s a false test to say Lowell people should have been reading Big Sur and the chorus poems of Mexico City Blues.

     The exception in Lowell appears to have been Maggie Cassidy, published in 1959. In his regular blog-like free-association column in the Lowell Sun, Charles Sampas dropped a tidbit: 200 copies of the novel had sold in a bookstore on Merrimack Street. Any writer would be thrilled with that response in his hometown. This makes sense because the story is set in Lowell High School. This puts the lie to the truism that Lowell people didn’t care for Kerouac’s books. In general, though, after The Town and the City, his books were ignored. I haven’t found evidence that any book was reviewed in the local paper, a legitimate review. For sure, in Lowell there were always cab drivers, cool cats like teenage trombone player John Leite, and budding artists like Ed Adler at Lowell Technological Institute who tracked Kerouac in real time. 

     There wasn’t a countervailing narrative about the significance of Kerouac while he was in play. He was out of the local public eye from 1950 until 1957 when On the Road lit the literary sky with its fireworks, at least nationally. The other dozen books from 1950 to 1967 didn’t much register in the local consciousness. Over at Lowell Tech, Prof. Charles Jarvis was teaching On the Road and other titles in the English Department. In 1962, Jarvis and colleague attorney Jim Curtis hosted Kerouac on their weekly radio show on WCAP where they discussed books. Jack said, “In my opinion Lowell, Massachusetts, is now the most interesting city in the United States of America.” Maybe he felt that way because he had written so much about it.

     It makes me wonder because one reads comments in news articles, random persons with negative views of Kerouac. Was he not on people’s minds in those years between 1950 and 1967? A reporter here and there would ask somebody in a barber shop and get a response like “Oh, Kerouac, he’s a drunk, he’s a bum.” He wasn’t even around.

The cover of one of Kerouac’s spoken-word recordings with musicians.

     Louis Menand, in his 2021 book The Free World: Art and Thought in the Cold War, takes up this question of views of the Beat writers. Menand is a professor at Harvard University who has been to UMass Lowell to discuss the Beat writers. He’s favorable to the Beats and questions why literary critics of Kerouac’s time and political commentators seemed to have been so threatened by the Beat writers. The denunciations were fierce. Menand sidesteps recent disapproval among critics and readers about the way the Beat writers treated women in their lives and portrayed women characters in books.

     Here’s what he writes:

     “The constantly iterated claim that [Kerouac] and Ginsberg were rebels and hedonists, prone to crime and violence—or that they presented themselves as spokespersons for people like that—is such a crude misreading that it is hard not to speculate about why some people found the Beats and their books so threatening. The sadness that soaks through Kerouac’s story comes from the certainty that the world of hoboes and migrant workers and joyriders—the world of Neal Cassady and his derelict father—is dying.

     “. . . .The characters can’t settle down. But they want to settle down. They are not sociopaths or rebels. Their crimes against the establishment consist of speeding, shoplifting, and a minor bout of car stealing (a little illegal drug use, too). They fear and dislike cops, as people without money do; other than that, they are not especially antisocial. There is nothing like a critique of middle-class life in On the Road—or, for that matter, in “Howl.”

     “The characters in On the Road are not hipsters, either, cats too cool for life in suits. There is nothing cool about Dean or Carlo Marx (the Ginsberg character): Karl converted into a Marx Brother). . . . They are misfits. This is what the “best minds” section of Howl is saying. The book is not really about sexuality. It has a slightly different subject, which is masculinity. . . . [Kerouac] was not a macho anti-aesthete. He was a poet and a failed mystic.

     “. . . The Beats were men who wrote about their feelings.”

     This is a very different response to the typical take on Kerouac, and I wonder about the cultural elites, literary critics and political opinion columnists—did their views seep into the consciousness of people in places like Lowell where some people read TIME magazine and the New York Times, following the national news and cultural gossip.? In Lowell, there were occasional columns by Charles and Mary Sampas, always faithful supporters of Jack. But did the national trashing of the Beats, the smearing of them as barbarians at the gate—did that seep into the consciousness of people who were not otherwise paying a lot of attention? They were busy with their own lives and responsibilities.

    Why did Kerouac get such a bad rap for a long time? A couple of months ago, I said to my wife Rosemary, “He was a blow-in. The Kerouacs were blow-ins. Was that why it was easy to trash him in Lowell? People who are not from Lowell won’t know this term that is used to describe people who are not born Lowellians or have not been here for generations. It’s a pejorative term. A put down.

     Even though Kerouac was born in Lowell, the Kerouacs were not Lowell people. They were Nashua, New Hampshire, people. Steve Edington has documented this in a book, Kerouac’s Nashua Connection. Jack’s parents immigrated to America as kids from Québec. Some 900,000 Québeckers crossed the border into the towns and cities along the Merrimack and Connecticut rivers after the American Civil War, looking for jobs.. Kerouac’s family stopped in Nashua, about 20 minutes north of Lowell by car.

     It’s an occupational coincidence that Leo Kerouac wound up in Lowell. He was sent from Nashua to work on the French-language newspaper that Louise Peloquin’s grandfather, Louis Biron, published in Nashua. Louise is here today. The newspaper, L’Étoile, was a substantial publication whose contributors included novelists and poets. Leo came to Lowell around 1910. He was in a relationship with Gabrielle L’Évesque of Nashua. They got married in 1915 and settled in Lowell.

     My ancestors on both sides, the Roys and Marions, came to Lowell in 1880. In those days, people were having six or eight or more kids. By 1915, there were a zillion Marions and Roys in Lowell. We had a large network of relatives, people who could have your back in a difficult situation. The Kerouacs had almost nobody, well, one brother of Leo’s with two sons, one of whom, Hervé, played on the A&P baseball team. Jack was from Lowell, authentically, but the connection was an inch deep. In the end, he showed a lot of love for Lowell in his books and in his life, but the feeling was not reciprocated in the community after 1950—until he had passed away. Without much of a support system, the gossip in the barbershop and tavern was mostly unanswered. If someone said, Kerouac is worthless, who stuck up for him? Yes, he had friends from his growing up time and the Sampases who were loyal, but that’s different from having a tribe of Kerouacs in the city. It was a new way for me to think about Kerouac. Could this have led to the enduring negative view of him locally?

     And maybe something else was going on. Envy. The working-class residents of Lowell are proud people. Were they bothered that Kerouac and his parents left for New York City and the wider world? He got a ticket out. And then when he fell back down to earth with drinking problems and public rebukes from the literary establishment, did some people think, “See, he’s no better than us. He thought he was too good for us.” Many in Lowell would also have known that Kerouac didn’t serve in the military in World War II, another element in his unconventional resume. However, he was brave enough to sign on for Merchant Marine voyages in the North Atlantic at a time when Nazi submarines were blasting the hulls of cargo ships.

Kerouac at home with one of his cats.

     Now, fast forward to 1967 when he comes back to Lowell with his wife, Stella, and sickly mother. He’s in rough shape from alcohol abuse when they move into a suburban-style home on Sanders Avenue. And he didn’t do himself any favors. There are dozens of stories of him being loaded, out of control; behaving badly at Lowell High when a substitute teacher invited him to a class; even arrested a few times. The police repeated stories about his antics. These episodes really colored the view of Kerouac in the city. These stuck around until the narrative began to change in the 1970s.

      Our next “tranche” in the segmented look at Kerouac in Lowell is 1971 to 1987, which I call “Grassroots Hero.”

     Things begin to shift for Kerouac in the early 1970s. The view of the author starts to improve. It isn’t an organized effort by any means. The young generation notices him and takes steps that would refresh his local reputation up through the 1980s.

     One of the things I want to mention today is that I learned the first public tribute to Jack Kerouac was in the basement of a halfway house for people with addiction problems on upper Merrimack Street, not far from St. Jean Baptiste church. The place was called Anabasis House. In 1971, community activists, probably two-thirds of them from outside of Lowell, established the Jack Kerouac Free School.

The teachers included students and faculty from Brandeis, Harvard, Lowell Tech, and Boston University, feminists from Concord and Cambridge, high school teachers in the area, and Lowell residents like Bob Malovich, a city planner. They organized the Jack Kerouac Free School, offering courses to anyone, from high school dropouts, Vietnam veterans, mothers at home, and people without jobs to lots of curious lifelong learners. Math, yoga, creative writing, childcare, Utopian society, English as a Second Language, “The Short Arm of the Law,” American history, Black history, existentialism, environmental science—the array of courses was impressive. Day care was available.

     The effort flowed from the teach-ins of the 1960s, which were offered on college campuses and in community settings to raise the public consciousness about the Civil Rights struggle, the push for more equal rights for women, gay rights, and the anti-war movement opposing the Vietnam War. From the teach-ins came the free-school movement around the country. People took education into their own hands and shared what they knew in open settings.

     In Lowell, community activists found a home in the basement of Anabasis House. The Lowell Sun was interested enough in this phenomenon to publish three articles with photos. I had never heard of this. The leaders named the free school for Kerouac because, they told the Sun, Lowell had not recognized the author who was so identified with a liberated mind. They acknowledged that he had damaged himself through substance abuse. He was a lifelong learner and autodidact himself going back to his skipping school and spending hours at the Lowell library. The lesson in this discovery, for me, is that there are still details we don’t know about the Kerouac subject even if they are right under our noses.

     In 1973, Jay McHale, an English Department professor at Salem State College, organized the first academic symposium on the Beat writers. A Lowell High School graduate and talented baseball player, Jay invited the best-known Beats including Ginsberg and Gregory Corso to take the temperature of the culture and assess their impact as authors. The proceedings of the gathering were later published.

     Also in 1973, Charles Jarvis, whom I mentioned earlier, published a biography titled Visions of Kerouac, which drew a lot of attention in the city. His book followed the first biography of Kerouac, written by Ann Charters and released by the book-publishing arm of Rolling Stone magazine earlier that year. Jarvis’s book was sold in the popular Demoulas supermarkets around Lowell because he was friends with the owner of the chain, the forerunner to Market Basket stores. Near the cash registers were stacks of books with Kerouac’s face on the cover. This was something new.

     For me, the most significant happening of that period was Bob Dylan landing in Lowell with his Rolling Thunder Revue in November 1975. There was only one reason Dylan came to Lowell—to pay respect to Kerouac, who had influenced him as a young writer. A lot of you have seen the photographs of Dylan and Ginsberg at Kerouac’s grave. There’s film on YouTube that you can find in about ten seconds. That was a big deal and brought national attention. There was a spread in Rolling Stone magazine, color pictures of Dylan standing under the cross at the Our Lady of Lourdes Grotto behind the Franco-American School. Regarding Kerouac’s public profile, some Kerouac followers point to the impact of the 1982 gathering in Boulder, Colo., to celebrate the 25th anniversary of On the Road, which garnered national attention. I put my money on Bob Dylan’s visit to Lowell as a catalyst.

     In 1978 things started to happen in the city, and almost every year for the next 10 years there was a Kerouac event of some kind. The Lowell Museum, which operated for a time out of the Wannalancit Mills on Suffolk Street organized a Jack Kerouac Night with the encouragement of Stella Kerouac. Twenty-something hot-shot history guys Lew Karabatsos and Bob McLeod produced the event. Some 200 people packed the museum space, with another 50 waiting on the sidewalk to get in. Those outside banged on the windows, asking to be let in. The Fire Chief had to stop by to explain that the building was at capacity for people due to the fire laws. The program included speakers, a display of foreign editions of Jack’s books, and the playing of a recording of the author reading from one of his books. This was strong proof of local interest in Kerouac.

     In 1980, Susan Kapuscinski Gaylord, president of the Art Alive! co-op on Merrimack Street, with other members put together another Kerouac night at their gallery. At the co-op, dozens of painters, crafts-makers, photographers, and writers had banded together, the leading edge of a new creative economy in the city, long before that term was trending. Again, close to 200 people showed up to see Kerouac-themed artwork, hear guest speakers and poets, and listen to audio tapes of Kerouac. The following year, Art Alive! was at it again, this time hosting a marathon reading of Doctor Sax with dozens of readers taking sections all day and into the night, sitting in a living room chair set up in the glassed-in storefront on the main street.

     After the live events at the start of the decade, community organizer Charlie Gargiulo collaborated with the public library staff to obtain a cultural grant from the Lowell Historic Preservation Commission (LHPC) to produce a large format, folded guide to Kerouac’s Lowell with a map marked with key sites and an essay about the author. This kept the momentum going. Soon after, filmmaker John Antonelli, based in California but a native of Greater Lowell, got himself a Preservation Commission cultural grant to develop a script for a docu-drama, a documentary film with some scenes with actors, about Kerouac’s life. When it was finished in the mid-1980s, the Merrimack Repertory Theater hosted two sold-out showings (300-plus people) of the film on the same night that it premiered at the Orson Welles Theater in Cambridge.

     In 1985, Brian Foye, who is here this afternoon, and a group of allies formed a non-profit organization called the Corporation for the Celebration of Jack Kerouac in Lowell, whose purpose was to advance the appreciation of Kerouac through various means. The board members included a former city manager of Lowell, William Taupier, and journalist Mary Sampas of the Sun. The name was later shortened to Lowell Celebrates Kerouac!, the group hosting this event. On St. Patrick’s Day in 1986, Brian organized a benefit reading for the new organization with Allen Ginsberg and Gregory Corso topping the bill. Again, the venue was sold out. Many of the older Franco-American women in attendance enjoyed the idea of paying tribute to Kerouac on St. Patrick’s Day. Corso surprised the audience when he removed his teeth and put them on the stage before reading from his long poetic tribute to Kerouac, “Elegiac Feelings American.”

     A delegation of Kerouac advocates, writers, and artists traveled to Québec City in 1987 for the first international gathering and conference about Kerouac. This was a benchmark event and solidified an emerging international character to things Kerouac in Lowell. Roger Brunelle especially had brokered the relationship with writers, scholars, and musicians in Montréal and Québec City. As the primary, French-speaking ambassador for Kerouac in Lowell, Roger played a critical role above and beyond being the person who invented guided tours of Kerouac places in the city. From the 1980s until his passing a few years ago, Roger led hundreds of these tours, offering a half-dozen themed walks or bus tours to local, national, and global participants. At one point, Roger persuaded the Franco-American Week Committee to host an evening program about Kerouac which was attended by Mrs. Stella Kerouac.

     And so the “Beat” went on through 1987 when a decision was made to develop a permanent, outdoor tribute of some kind to Kerouac, which finally took form in the Jack Kerouac Commemorative in Kerouac Park on Bridge Street. This significant undertaking emerged from the larger Lowell Public Art Collection project led by then-U.S. Senator Paul Tsongas of Lowell. He had been pushing city leaders to commission monumental artworks for the city, the kind of sculpture he admired in Washington, D.C.—at the amazing rate of one each year.

Kerouac Commemorative, Lowell, Massachusetts, October 1989 © John Suiter, All Rights Reserved

     Artist Ben Woitena of Texas won a design competition and began work on the innovative sculpture whose design features thousands of Kerouac’s words inscribed on upright granite sheets and is laid out on a mandala pattern of circles on a square stone plaza. The artwork was dedicated in June 1988 and made news across the country. It’s been called the largest outdoor tribute to an author (not counting preserved birthplaces) in at least New England, if not beyond. The larger green park is the work of landscape architects Nina Brown and Clarissa Rowe of a Boston firm.

     We’re at 1988 now in our chronology and sizing up the public view of Kerouac in his hometown. The next segment is 1989 to 2007, which I call “Mainstreaming the Author.”

     Up to this point, remember, none of this Kerouac activity has been directed by City Hall or the Chamber of Commerce or the Convention and Visitor Bureau. It’s been driven by community organizations and motivated individuals, at least until the Preservation Commission, a U.S. Dept. of the Interior agency helping to develop the new national park, gets involved with funding and an art project.

     Reflecting back on the Kerouac Commemorative development process, there were three public votes by government interests, two of which were unanimous, and one was seven to one. While there are nine City councilors, one missed the meeting in late December 1987 and one councilor objected to the idea of recognizing Kerouac because he was a bad example of a human being. This councilor was not against art in general—he later supported a plan to honor Lowell-born actress Bette Davis. The media ate up the conflict. The Wall Street Journal, New York Times, Washington Post, San Francisco Chronicle, Boston media outlets, the New York tabloids, everyone wanted to get in on the action. Conservative columnist George Will filled a full page in Newsweek magazine under the snarky headline: “Daddy, Who Was Kerouac?” I mean, George Will weighing in.

     A Wall Street Journal reporter made an appointment with me and said, “Tell me about the controversy” I said, “Well, you’ve got the story backwards. The story is about consensus. Two unanimous votes and one dissenting vote at City Hall.”

     I explained the history of community events that shaped the public view of Kerouac at that time. She said, “Well, my editor wants the controversy, not an article about consensus.”

     It’s as if Lowell couldn’t win for losing. Usually, knocked by outsiders for not doing enough for Kerouac, even with this major positive move, we couldn’t get credit. Another magazine story was headlined “Cashing in on Kerouac,” as if this was a tourism tactic instead of an authentic expression of respect. How could a place like Lowell make a sophisticated decision like this one? That was between the lines.

     In 1993, the Boott Mills Gallery and Whistler House Museum of Art host a major exhibition of photographs by John Suiter, who for years had been documenting Kerouac places in Lowell. Suiter was not the only photographer exploring Kerouac Country during this period. Also in 1993, North Carolina’s John Dorfner published his book Kerouac: Visions of Lowell; and from Western Mass., the team of Clark Coolidge, Michael Gizzi, and John Yau wrote Lowell Connector: Lines and Shots from Kerouac’s Town, with photos by Bill Barrette and Clark Coolidge, based on their trips to the city.

   The “Mainstreaming” phase culminates with the On the Road scroll displayed at the Boott Cotton Mills Museum of the National Park Service in 2007, part of the scroll’s national tour on the 50th anniversary of the book’s publication. Over a few months, the calendar is filled with author readings and talks, concerts, a road race, tours, even a Kerouac Whiffle Ball Tournament in Kerouac Park. More than 25,000 people attended the events.

     During this period, starting in the 1990s, the Kerouac Estate in Lowell released unpublished Kerouac manuscripts, from novels and poetry to letters and other prose works like The Sea Is My Brother and Atop an Underwood, which I was fortunate enough to have the opportunity to edit. These new books energized Kerouac readers and led to a new round of critical responses.

The Kerouac “brand” as fashion went big-time when The Gap ran a major ad campaign with a photograph of Kerouac in New York City at night: “Kerouac Wore Khakis.”

     My next tranche is 2008 to 2021, which I call “Feeding the Fire.” Now, Lowell Celebrates Kerouac! is producing festivals in March and October. The Governor of Massachusetts each year signs a proclamation declaring March 12 as Jack Kerouac Day across the state, but everyone still has to go to work. Kerouac is part of the life of the city. He’s been rehabilitated, if that’s not too strong a word. People are in the city every day, whether visiting Edson Cemetery or stopping to read passages and take pictures at the Commemorative. Lowell High School and LCK! host an annual spoken word and writing competition, which draws lots of participants. Activities continue year by year. UMass Lowell establishes a Jack Kerouac Center to promote research and teaching. Literary executor John Sampas donates dozens of boxes of archival materials to the UMass Lowell Libraries for special collection of Kerouac documents.

     And this brings us to the near-present. The final segment of my examination of Kerouac’s place in the mind of Lowell is 2022 to the present. I call it “The Centennial and Beyond.” This period opens with a city-wide initiative to honor Kerouac on the occasion of his Centennial (1922-2022). The famous scroll returns to the Boott Mills along with a major exhibition of images and artifacts. Many events are scheduled. Notably, the downtown light poles are hung with bright banners promoting Kerouac. The banners remained up for many months. Could he have foreseen such a thing? There’s a proposal for a Kerouac arts center at the former St. Jean Baptist church on upper Merrimack Street.

     Where does the “Kerouac Thing“ go from here in Lowell? I believe he’s on the way to a position like Henry David Thoreau, one of his heroes, in Concord. The Transcendentalist authors are fully integrated into the Concord story. People come from close by and as far as Japan and Europe to see Walden Pond and toss a stone on the pile at the location of Henry’s small cabin in the woods.  I think part of the reason that can happen here is that Kerouac is a spiritual writer on top of the true-story novels and poems, dream recordings, and letters. He wrote Some of the Dharma; Wake Up, a biography of the Buddha; the slim book titled Scripture of the Golden Eternity; and other material yet to be published. He fits into a different literary category because of the spiritual writing, and Steve Edington has written about this also.

     You all have done well. I’m not living in Lowell now, but I follow what is going on. It’s great to see that the wheel keeps turning. Thanks again for inviting me. And you should all give yourself a hand.

 

* The photographs are public domain images or from open source sites except for John Suiter’s photo, which is used with permission: Kerouac Commemorative, Lowell, Massachusetts, October 1989 © John Suiter, All Rights Reserved

** Special thanks to Steve Albert of Lowell Celebrates Kerouac! for obtaining the raw transcription of my remarks from the videotape made on Oct. 7, 2023. The text published here is slightly revised and extended from the original.

New Digital Chapbook: 'Walking Around Lowell: Field Notes’

What do you do when you write something that is too short to become a book and too much its own thing to patch into a compilation of various works? The material is too long to submit to a literary journal. It could be a printed pamphlet or chapbook, but one in a million people buys such a thing. A Google search yields a number of hits for digital chapbook. The Massachusetts Review has a digital chapbook section for downloading. Poets House in New York digitizes print chapbooks, of which it has thousands of hard copies. There’s a digital chapbook contest at Frontier Press, and Palooka Press and Wet Cement Press sell them. This is the first time we’ve gone this route at Loom Press. With several images included as locational cues, we’ve set the material up in scroll format, not in flip-book style to mimic a printed book. We hope you enjoy the result. — LP

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Walking Around Lowell

Field Notes

 

Paul Marion






List of works

Also by Paul Marion

Strong Place: Poems ‘74-‘84

Middle Distance

Merrimack: A Poetry Anthology (co-editor)

French Class: French Canadian-American Writings on Identity, Culture, and Place (co-author)

Atop an Underwood: Early Stories and Other Writings by Jack Kerouac (editor)

What Is the City?

Union River: Poems and Sketches

Mill Power: The Origin and Impact of Lowell National Historical Park

History as It Happens: Citizen Bloggers in Lowell, Mass. (co-editor)

Atlantic Currents: Connecting Cork and Lowell (co-editor)

Haiku Sky

Lockdown Letters & Other Poems

Atlantic Currents II (co-editor)

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Walking Around Lowell

Field Notes





Paul Marion





Loom Press

Amesbury, Massachusetts

2023


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Walking Around Lowell: Field Notes

© 2023 by Paul Marion

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Many of these compositions first appeared on the RichardHowe.com and PaulMarion.com blogs. “Batman on Highland Street,” “Scenes from a Redevelopment Zone,” and “Grand Street Peace Walk” were reprinted in History as It Happens: Citizen Bloggers in Lowell, Mass. “Watching the Canalway” appears in Mill Power: The Origin and Impact of Lowell National Historical Park. “Merrimack Street” and “Labor Day Eve” were published in Strong Place: Poems ’74-’84. “A Higher Level of Notation,” which first appeared in the poetry collection Middle Distance, was commissioned in 1986 as the Lowell Sesquicentennial Poem for the 150th anniversary of the town of Lowell, Mass. (ten years later the city was incorporated).

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“The walking man walks.” — James Taylor

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Contents

Author’s Note

1. Merrimack Street

2. Labor Day Eve

3. Mammoth Road

4. A Higher Level of Notation

5. Crayon Mill

6. Acre Passage

7. Lemieux Park & O’Keefe Circle

8. Centralville of the Universe

9. Watching the Canalway

10. Bangkok Market

11. Hale-Howard Neighbors

12. Batman on Highland Street

13. Scenes from a Redevelopment Zone

14. Garden District

15. “‘I’ve Gone to Look for America”’: On Foot in a National City

16. Murphy

17. Two Hearts Café, Badfinger, & a Raspberry Lime Rickey

18. Grand Street Peace Walk

 About the Author

Author’s note

Most of these prose sketches were written soon after I got home after my regular Sunday walks between 2009 and 2011 when my family lived on Highland Street near the train station in Lowell, Mass. Many fresh reports immediately appeared on the popular RichardHowe.com blog in Lowell. Sometimes I had companions, but usually I walked alone, carrying a notebook and pen. A few pieces in this collection, written earlier as free verse poems, are included in prose form to show that walking has long interested me.—PM

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1.

Merrimack Street

Anyone who’s been here long enough has had an hour like this. Streets about empty, air not hot, not cold. It could be a Sunday morning or a Wednesday evening, or any day after work, but not right after the office closes, maybe you stay to check the headlines.

     The place yours for once, or again, you walk down Merrimack, past Jordan’s minimalist window dressing, one black torso filling a yellow sweater, and the CVS, door open, scent of candy and medicine, past Cherry’s, the manikins severe, past Prince’s books, and the shoe store, all those objects behind plate glass creating a museum of the ordinary. The entire street is the Mundane Institute, commerce having surrendered at 5 p.m. as the human push changed direction.

     There’s no ambition in things. This is the moment to look. With no merchant presenting it, the shoe is like a flower, a stone. Farther on, the landmark clock in the Square and SUN Building, for years the closest thing to a skyscraper—across the street, Meehan Tours, Christian Science Reading Room, then the murky canal under the bridge and hissing pipe by the railing.

     The Auditorium and Massachusetts Mills over there, and to the right, beyond the parking lot, what’s left of the Strand, which featured A Hard Day’s Night almost twenty years ago. At this hour, I know the meaning of familiar, know this is where I am and know some of what was, what is, and where Bridge Street goes, but still know so little, no knowing the other stories.

1983

2.

Labor Day Eve

Began at H & H Paper, ex-boarding house for mill hands, in blueprints as a cultural center, then headed to the Boott Mills yard, the bell tower with shuttle weathervane an exclamation mark on a brick cliff. Near the gate, a Locks & Canals truck.

     Crossed French Street to John Street, passing the Trade School and double-deck car lot’s wrap-around mural: the mass production of textiles, from enslaved cotton pickers to modern strike banners to the river that juiced the looms.

     Behind the five-and-dime stores, I stopped at an empty lot, once a bar. At times in the ‘50s, when my father was laid-off from work at his mill and was too young for school, we’d drive Mum downtown to the women’s clothing store where she worked. We’d get a booth in the bar, order a beer from him and an orangeade for me, and go back home.

     Around the corner, one building rules Kearney Square, named for a World War I soldier. With its ten stories, the SUN dazzled in 1914. The lighted roof signs stayed when the newspaper moved. Electric SUN, each night a contradiction, a message, prayer, torch, fist, business card above Lowell chimneys. From Centralville across the river, it’s blue. From the North Common side SUN glows red.

     Turned up Merrimack, looking towards City Hall, civic temple, clean angles backed by sky, spread eagle crowning tip-top gold ball, time hands correct on the tower’s large clock face. Near St. Anne’s, in Lucy Larcom Park, grass strip named for the so-called “mill girl poet,” who was an abolitionist, editor, memoir author, a Kids’ Fair was breaking camp, the clowns, sheep, popcorn vendor, even Santa Claus, all set to leave.

     On cobbled Shattuck Street, outside my office, Lowell Historic Preservation Commission, U.S. Department of the Interior, I paused, thinking, “I work at a government desk. The United States of America pays me to remember.” Where I’ve eaten junk, hugged girls, spent money, there, and there, on sidewalks unclaimed by the famous, any number of persons have stood in the weather, answering the clock, the bell.

1984

3.

Mammoth Road

Rusty tin lids, cloth scraps, newspaper pages, a penny,

bits of metal, a kid’s sneaker, gum wrappers, cigarette butts,

a roach clip, a slipper, one black rubber boot, broken pencils,

rain-scarred magazine pages, flat gold aluminum beer cans,

green glass, labels, a blue ballpoint pen, hunks of wood,

weeds, crinkled cigarette packs, empty matchbooks, tinfoil,

torn Rice Krispies box, screw-off caps, twist-off bottle tops,

two creased baseball cards, flat orange juice carton,

red bike reflector, corroded tail pipe, Styrofoam coffee cup,

plastic six-pack holders, brown beer bottles, tonic cans

(Tab, Sprite, 7-Up, Diet Pepsi, Fresca, Mountain Dew), a dog chew,

black electrical tape, a 6.5-ounce Coke bottle from Albany, N.Y.,

red-and-white straws, temperature knob printed Hot Warm Normal.

 1985

 4.

A Higher Level of Notation

“If astronomy teaches us anything, it teaches that man is but a detail in the evolution of the Universe, and that resemblant though diverse details are inevitably to be expected in the host of orbs around him. He learns that though he will probably never find his double anywhere, he is destined to discover any number of cousins scattered through space.”

—Percival Lowell, astronomer, 1895

On a Sunday morning in Lowell the streets are wider, quiet, like the sky-colored river. There’s a rest in the song, a pause in the working rhythm. And it’s a chance to look hard, to see what can be seen, to find what can be found.

     Rolling down Salem and Market streets, listening to Greek melodies on WLLH, I feel the layers of occupation. The matching weights of St. Patrick’s Church and Holy Trinity Greek Orthodox Church pin down the Acre neighborhood for good. Like another Ellis Island, this parcel bears tracks of those who have carried on. The signs are an Embassy Row: Club Citoyens Americains, Phnom Penh, Olympia. The overlay sticks, links up in a set. The Census list is richer.

     The truth hits home when my eye catches gallon cans of olive oil gleaming in the window of an orange store front. A block ahead, Cambodian refugees unload sacks of rice from a truck. An old man crossing Worthen Street walks his dog toward a big brick mill. He stands for all the scarred and decorated survivors, plus their line of makers. From a third-story porch somebody’s aunt could be looking for Marion’s Meat Market, a solid, corner establishment that burned and erased like the wrong price on a grocer’s bill in Little Canada.

     At a stop sign, I check the rearview mirror, trying to stitch together in a moment more than a century-and-a-half of life lived under a title, a surname, “That great fact we call Lowell,” a name layered over the original tribal name of the place. I try to recall what I’m told, but the brain is weaker than I’d like it to be. I’m glad that remnants are clues and grateful for discovery through preservation, for the texture of diversity, this stained-glass history.

     Looking back and looking at, I see the pattern is a turn, with each turn wheeling in a world of long-gone motions. Our culture, the social protoplasm in which we love, work, dream, stirred by all this turning, animates each frame. We are what we were as much as what we are. What we will become is partly our choice. We can always change, and change again.

1986 (driving, not walking)

5.

Crayon Mill

My brother and I made the rounds downtown this morning to get some fresh air and work out the winter kinks. The sky was a pure powder-blue backdrop behind the brick buildings. We started at Broadway and Dutton. Near the Swamp Locks boat landing of the National Park Service, we were intrigued by what looked like a large rectangular white tent that turned out to be a construction site. Walking around the back side, we saw that the wind had whipped off sections of a plastic tarp, revealing scaffolding around two ancient wooden lock-chamber gates, as best as we could guess. Mounted on frames, the gates appear to be undergoing restoration.

     With the fence open at the small canal bridge, we hiked on through the Hamilton Canal District and down Jackson Street. I hadn't noticed until today that someone had chipped off the letters spelling HAMILTON from one of the stone arches, right next to another one with the date of the mill's origin, 1825, still in fine condition. When textile production stopped at the Hamilton, the Megowen-Educator Food Company moved into one of the buildings, baking mountains of Beer Chaser crackers and Girl Scout Cookies. The aroma wafted over that section of downtown, at times sickeningly sweet.

The air was chilly at 9 a.m., so as much as possible we walked on the sun-washed side of the street. The stretch of the Pawtucket Canal leading from the Doubletree Hotel towards the Swamp Locks is informally known as the “Industrial Canyon,” but a walker also gets the sense of being in an industrial canyon when passing through the Hamilton complex and under the remaining elevated “Jackson Properties” walkway. We saw a few people heading somewhere. It was too cold for the seagulls—or too early. My brother noted that the Major’s Pub building was once a painters’ union hall. The structure has character, featuring details such as a metal roof. The same goes for the small out-cropping entryway section of the mill across the street. It looks like a piece of a canal gatehouse. You see it on your left when walking down the driveway toward the “Lofts” apartments, one of the city’s better mill conversions. My brother said the “gatehouse” reminded him of the tiny “crayon mill” that once stood near what is now the Fred C. Church Insurance building off French Street opposite Lucy Larcom Park. He said it housed a manufacturer of crayons and chalk at one time—items used to mark fabric in the mills.

     We turned down Central Street, which needs a major retail upgrade on the west side, and slipped through the tunnel off Prescott Street to see where the new cheese-and-wine shop is set to open, facing the canal and hotel. The in-progress interior is impressive with its shelves, furnishings, and raw stone wall. Good luck to “Ricardo” with his venture. Let’s hope the Canalway-front business approach catches on. Our next stop was Kerouac Park, just emerging from the December-January glacier. The Kerouac Commemorative is half-way through its 21st year and holding up well. The steel-and-granite benches need repair, and parts of the plaza that have heaved up in recent winters will require leveling. The sculpture area needs a landscaping overhaul. For an international attraction, the plantings should look as good as Kittredge Park on its best days.

     We took a left onto Bridge Street, where Eleni’s dress-and-tailoring shop looks sharp as does the travel agency on the corner, Gomes Travel. Our last long leg was up Merrimack to Shattuck and over the train tracks to the Club Diner for a quick breakfast. By then the sun was high and warm. Sunday customers buzzed, scarfing up French toast and scrambled eggs and slugging down coffee amid the folded newspapers and eager talk.

2-15-09

6.

Acre Passage

I had an old walking partner this morning as we made our way from downtown west up Merrimack Street. The weather was end-of-winter mild, but still cold enough to keep the ice set on sidewalks. Although precipitation was forecast, a mix of snow and rain, the sky held its blank look. We passed City Hall and the public library, which act as civic counterweights to the Auditorium on East Merrimack and mark one edge of the central business district. Watching a TV news report about President Obama’s visit to Ottawa earlier this week, I noticed a resemblance between Lowell City Hall and the central tower of the Parliament building in Canada.

     Another observation from TV popped into my head as we passed the small shops, restaurants, and offices of upper Merrimack. I had just seen a program about food in Ireland that lavished attention on the Irish scene. In big cities and small towns owners paint their shops and pubs in bright colors and hang distinctive signs. Lowell's downtown core has some impressive storefronts, restaurant facades, and well-designed signs. We need to spread the look.

     For-sale banners draped the fronts of the former St. Jean Baptiste/Nuestra Senora del Carmen church and St. Joseph’s Hall across the street. It was good to see the Father Garin statue in place outside the former church. Other than a couple of 1970s-era murals, the area doesn’t have much public art for uplift. (On the return leg of our walk, we swung past Harmony Park near St. Patrick’s Church. The Revolving Museum team and neighborhood friends have done a lot to reclaim the small park, restoring the tile mosaic and adding elements like a wooden figurative sculpture and the temporary ball wall made of soccer balls, basketballs, tennis balls, footballs, and other balls rescued from the canals.) But back to the church complex—a stark example of the way cities change over time. In 1896, the 19,000-member parish was the largest French Canadian-American parish in the Archdiocese of Boston. With his fellow Oblate priest Lucien Lagier, Andre Marie Garin began his work in Lowell with a mission for French-speaking Catholics in the basement of St. Patrick’s Church in 1868, when the Franco population was less than 1,500 (Thanks to historian Richard Santerre for these facts.)

Fletcher Street coffee shop by Jennifer Myers (used by permission of the artist)

     We meandered through to Salem Street via the passageway at the former St. Joseph’s Hospital (later the Holden Center) and tried to get over to Fletcher Street through the old hospital parking lot only to find ourselves fenced in. It did give us a great view of a stand-out mint-green house on the side street that we wound up taking to get to Fletcher. We proceeded along the North Common, passing the small shop with the sign DONUTS  STEAMED DOGS, which neither of us had ever entered. Anyone walking around the city will be struck by the number of small businesses and how many of them are untried by a typical resident. There’s a barber shop on Market Street that could be installed in a history or art museum for the quality of its interior design. The obsessively covered walls make a running Americana collage, with a strong Frank Sinatra thread. The images make the place a time machine.

     Any northeast city looks gritty by the end of February. We’ve had a harsh winter. Outside some pubs the snow has melted to reveal months of cigarette butts. Shrinking snowbanks are rimmed in black from car exhaust. Plastic bags decorate bare trees. We’re near mud season. Even on a gray day the gold dome of Holy Trinity Orthodox church shines like a hovering sun in the middle of the Acre.

2-22-09

7.

Lemieux Park and O’Keefe Circle

Anticipating snow on Sunday after hearing the excited meteorologists for the past few days, I headed off on my own Saturday morning to see what I would find nearby in the Back Central neighborhood. I’d like to make a motion to change the name from Back Central to the Garden District in recognition of the widespread commitment to cultivating flowers, vegetables, and fruits in the neighborhood. This area has a distinctive character, a cultural texture that should be preserved and promoted. There are three names associated with this section of the city or parts of this section: the Flats, the South End, and Back Central. I don’t think any one of them captures the feeling of the place. I suggested that to the M.I.T. urban planning students whom City planners brought in last fall to collaborate with residents in rethinking the way the neighborhood looks and functions. I hope the idea is still on the table.

     A flawless blue sky made a pure dome over the city in the morning. It didn’t feel as if a storm was due in twenty-four hours. On Elm Street a crowd of small brown birds, maybe sparrows, cheeped like crazy in the hedge outside a two-family house. Pigeons wheeled onto the roof of the original portion of the courthouse with its distinctive cupola. I dodged muddy driveway craters and potholes. The general look of the area was one of aftermath. Scattered Santas and reindeer stood off to the side of porches, defrosting trash plastered sidewalks, blizzard-shredded flags hung slack, and frost-killed stalks of plants leaned over. The religious yard art, Sacred Heart shrines and bathtub creche scenes, had weathered the cold months well. The mild air drew neighbors outside for over-the-fence conversations. I wasn’t the only walker. Traffic picked up by the quarter hour.

     Whenever I walk in this area, I stop at a vest-pocket park that sits between Mill and Richmond streets, Walter J. Lemieux Park, just off Hosford Square. About ten years ago, Back Central neighborhood activists sparked a number of improvements, from innovative car condos to redesigned intersections to new green spaces. With its neat landscaping, flowering trees, white fence, flagpoles, and stone marker, Lemieux Park adds a deeply personal touch. Here, the community honors its own. The text on the memorial stone reads: “In Memory Of/U.S. Army Medic Walter J. Lemieux, SP4/Killed In The Line Of Duty In Vietnam/A Lifelong Resident Of 21 Mill Street/September 23, 1947-March 9, 1969/Dedicated On September 27, 1998.” He was 21. Flanked by reddish bushes, the granite marker is about three feet high, finished on the sides. The 10 a.m. sun shone on the face of the monument. Mica flecks in the gray, rough-cut top surface gleamed like starry specks in a patch of the universe.

     Half a block away, in the center of a mini-park traffic island in the middle of Hosford Square, there’s another memorial marker that can only be appreciated on foot. O’Keefe Circle has an aged bronze plaque set in a large square block of granite. The words on this memorial read: “In Memory Of/John Joseph O’Keefe/Private in U.S. Army/Born August 14, 1883 -/Died September 23, 1932/Enlisted October 13, 1917/Discharged March 28, 1919.” A veteran of “The War to End All Wars.” This monument once included a vintage machine gun on a tripod. As a boy, I noticed every time we drove through the square. 

     Around these public remembrances community life perks: Alpha Insurance Agency, Angelina’s Moneygrams, Sprint Phone, G & I Latino Market (O Brasil mais perto de voce), Express Tax Services (imposto de reda), LP International Store (specialists in imported and local clothes), Luxu’s Jewelry Repair, Hair Tech (grand opening), Maranatha Church (The Lord Jesus is Coming), General Practice (immigration/criminal/auto accidents/divorce—Falamos Portugues, Hablamos Espanol), P & L Auto Body, and the Language Center (English, Portuguese, Spanish, Computer).

     From that busy intersection, I took a side route down to Lawrence Street, past the Whipple Cafe, Bar & Grill at Lawrence and Wamesit streets, and over to the Concord River and Jollene Dubner Park, another community tribute that deserves a longer commentary later. Jollene was an environmental activist in the community when the term “Green” was not as common as it is today. The river filled the channel and flowed steadily to the Merrimack, sun bouncing off the blue-black surface. Northward, around the bend, white foam kicked up over the rocks. In his essay “Walking,” Henry David Thoreau writes: “Half the walk is but retracing our steps.”  Heading back, I passed the last of the red holiday bows on windows and looked hard to see any sign of green in the serpentine grapevines all twisted through the pipe-grids of arbors in the yards. I wondered what was on the air at this hour on the micro-radio station broadcasting from a house at the corner of Central and Elm?—1570 AM WKNM, Radio Commercial, 24 Horas Por Dia Lowell. A runner plugged in to his white wires of iTunes breezed by me. A blue-and-red flashing cruiser sped toward downtown. Old Thoreau answered, “I have traveled widely in Concord,” when asked by someone why he had not yet visited Europe.

3-1-09

8.

Centralville of the Universe

My Sunday walking companion this week was a historian from Christian Hill who has embraced the city full-strength since moving here about four years ago. We rendezvoused in front of Vic’s (Breakfast, Subs & Bakery) at Lilley and West Sixth Street. Across the street the Lowell Provision Co. (est. 1915), known for its longhorn steer logo, advertised “Our own corned beef homemade red or gray” next to the leprechauns in the front window. Other signs pushed “Italian Sausage Hot or Sweet,” “Delicious Prepared Meals,” and “Steak and Chicken Marinades.” A couple of doors up on West Sixth, towards the Peter J. Deschene Memorial Fire Station, there are the Soap Box Laundry, Nana’s American Store (African clothing, cosmetics, and handbags), and Sunrise Scrubs Boutique. Opposite is La Reneita Market and Restaurant (Pay your bills here/Paque sus quentas aqui) with “Spanish and American food,” Michelle’s Hair Salon, and Nails by Christina. Peniel Spanish Christian Church welcomes worshippers at the corner of Ennell and W. Sixth.

     Across the intersection where Aiken Avenue angles in I saw the red, yellow, and green African continent logo of Auntie Rosie’s Cultural Market (African and West Indian foods, clothes, and jewelry.) The neighborhood branch of Eastern Bank fills a silver cube between these small businesses and others lined along Lakeview Avenue. In the distance stands A. G. (Ace) Hardware. Every neighborhood has these clusters of small and tiny businesses, most of them owned I assume by residents who depend on the local patrons for earnings with which they pay the rent or mortgage, buy supplies and merchandise, make goods to sell, provide services, hire workers, etc. The Great Recession is changing their lives day by day.

          This being Jack Kerouac's birthday week, we walked northwest up Lakeview Ave. to make a pilgrimage to his birthplace at 9 Lupine Road, the small two-story brown house close to the corner of Orleans Street, which rises sharply and was a favorite sledding hill when my brothers were young. We lived for a while at 67 Orleans before my father used his G.I. benefits to buy a small ranch in the outer Navy Yard section of Dracut. Many of the French-Canadian Americans from St. Louis de France parish made the leap to suburbia in the 1950’s. Ste. Therese parish up Lakeview Ave. was an ethnic and religious overflow from St. Louis de France. The family names matched in both Sunday Mass bulletins.     

St. Louis de France church (web photo courtesy of RichardHowe.com)

     The top of Orleans offers a panoramic view of the city, especially when the trees are bare. Down the other side, we took Hildreth Street to the east and stopped at the old cemetery near Aiken Ave. The gate to the main section was open, so we looked around. The adjoining Hildreth family cemetery, which includes the imposing gray monument for Benjamin F. Butler (lawyer, industrialist, general, governor), was locked as usual. The gravestones are like fading photographs. The earliest one I saw was 1810 or so. Many of the names are venerable names from Dracut, which was settled in the mid-1600s and incorporated in 1702. Coburn. Fox. There was an area of Peabody graves, not a name I associate with Greater Lowell. A handful show up in the phonebook. Several markers were broken, but the cemetery was in good shape for its age.

     We moved on and took a right that brought us to Homestead Road, which has a few distinctive compact houses that remind me of the small Victorians around a park in, I think, Oak Bluffs on Martha’s Vineyard. These small houses in Centralville are architectural curiosities as worker housing. We wound our way down Bunker Hill Street with its neat houses in a row and on past the shuttered St. Louis de France church. My companion lamented the loss of the imposing social edifices of such churches whose activities once stabilized and pumped energy into neighborhoods like this one. Today’s Boston Globe article about the decreasing number of Catholics in Massachusetts underscores the changes.

     We moved deeper into the side streets and byways of lower Centralville, but that’s for another report. In ninety minutes, we covered a broad patch of a neighborhood that is in transition, a place remaking itself house by home, street by block. If every picture tells a story, in the words of the Rod Stewart song, then every window frames a drama. I think about that when I pass the buildings, each a container packed with history.

3-9-09

9.

Watching the Canalway

We had a pure blue near-spring morning for a Sunday walk that loosely traced the rough cut of a stretch of canal walkway along the mid-section of the Pawtucket Canal. My walking-partner this morning has expert knowledge of the Canalway, the official name of the system of canal-side paths that crisscross the city. We met on Jackson Street and traversed the Hamilton Canal District, where construction may start by early summer. There’s a terrific, mini-industrial canyon vista up the Hamilton Canal with two remaining suspended walkways over the water. The area was quiet at 8 a.m., with the Charter School not in session and the upper-story resident getting a slow start on Sunday. Photographer Jim Higgins calls this area the “last frontier” of Lowell’s mill-scape. Once redevelopment begins, changes will come fast. Thankfully, the plan calls for lots of preservation and adaptive reuse—and even the protection of some of the factory ruins as architectural evidence of the scale of production once seen in this part of the city. These are the early mills: Hamilton Mfg. Co. (1825), Appleton Co. (1828).

     We walked over the Lord Overpass and crossed the invisible line between the Acre and the Lower Highlands. The sidewalk overlooks a subterranean section of Middlesex Street that you have to be looking for not to miss. Of note is the Nobis (sustainable) Engineering building, an historic rehab of the former Davis & Sargent Lumber Co.—this is being certified by the U.S. Green Bldg. Council as a Leadership in Energy and Environmental Design (LEED) project and may be the first LEED project in Lowell. Around the back there is a peculiar chimney, and the side closest to the Boys and Girls Club is clad in corrugated metal that complements the cleaned-up brick and stone exterior of the original structure. The property backs up to what will be the Canalway path. Birds sang loudly in the trees. Next door is Kenny’s Cleaners (leather and suede service center) in a brick building with weathered green window bays that jut out and a stone archway above the door. Behind the Boys and Girls Club back lot is a section of jungle-thick brush so dense it makes a wall of twisted thickets and branches. I don't know what is growing there but it could hide any kind of wildlife.

     We popped out around the side of the Club, opposite Palin Plaza with its Asian angles and busy business cluster (Angkor Wat Realty, New Palin Jewelry, White Rose Restaurant, H & R Block, etc.). Clemente Park was unusually deserted—it has to be one of the most active parks in the city. Basketball, skateboarding, volleyball, swings. The California poet Tom Clark wrote two  memorable poems about the baseball legend Roberto Clemente. One short one goes: “won’t forget/his nervous/habit of/rearing his/head back/on his neck/like a/proud horse.” Another one is about Clemente’s death in a plane crash at sea (near the so-called Bermuda Triangle) while on his way to deliver disaster relief supplies to earthquake victims in Nicaragua in 1972. The poem is called “The Great One” and concludes: “No matter how many times/Manny Sanguillen/dove for your body/the sun kept going down/on his inability to find it//I just hope those Martians realize/they are claiming the rights to/far and away the greatest right fielder/of all time.”

     At this point, the Pawtucket Canal makes a broad curve around Western Avenue on the other side. In the early days of the National Park, tourists in the canal boats swinging up this way would often get waves from the workers in the Joan Fabrics plant when the windows were open in the summer.

     Past the park we slid down a side street (Saunders) that dead-ends at the canal, where there's a big old taxi barn for yellow cabs, and proceeded down Payne, where you begin to think that Lowell is the auto-body-repair-shop capital of the northeast. We've got Le’s and Vo’s and M & R and James Trinity bunched up. At the corner is School Street Light Truck Parts, a compact operation. Cabs and back ends are stacked three high just like the shelves of boats at Hampton Beach marina. There's a green canopy over a row of tires. We noticed a funny juxtaposition of businesses in the building—upstairs are a chiropractor and a sign about accident treatment. We crossed the Korean War Veterans (School St.) Bridge and passed through the National Grid complex behind the Stoklosa School. When I was a kid, my father would drive our family over the previous School Street bridge late on Sunday afternoons to get fresh, warm donuts from Eat-a-Donut farther down on School, and we'd eat them in the car. I liked the marshmallow. I also remember the huge gas tanks right there on School Street. I can’t remember if there were two or three those reddish-brown behemoths, which seemed a little ominous.

     We wound our way back up Willie and Franklin streets, where, on Franklin I'm pretty sure, there are two remarkable small stone houses on either side of a wooden house with a strange roof detail that reads “1902.” From there we picked our way back to the recently completed section of the Canalway along the Western Canal at Suffolk Street, behind the American Textile History Museum, and then crossed Dutton to the Swamp Locks area and back to our starting point. The ice had not completely given up its hold on the canals, and we were surprised to see a beat-up blue rowboat trapped in the lower part of the Merrimack Canal. How did it get in there?

3-15-09

10.

Bangkok Market

Last Saturday, I stopped at the Bangkok Market on the corner of Chelmsford and Sheldon streets. It was a little early in the season for their impressive outdoor produce display, a mini-Haymarket in the Highlands, but there were lots of Asian vegetables whose names I don't know, along with cartons of grapefruits shining like yellow softballs and trays of green grapes and limes (3/$1.00).

     To the right of the entrance on the Sheldon St. side, the store wall serves as a community bulletin board. Two colorful posters promoted music events on March 21, each one with text in English and Khmer. One poster featured the Shaolin Band and Minnesotan singer Rotana, a beautiful young woman, and a clean-cut young pop music “Super Star from Cambodia, Sen Ranuth. Presented by SAVA, the event took place at Sompao Meas at 450 Chelmsford St. (tickets $20 or $25 at the door). Also performing last Saturday were “two sexy stars from Seattle” at the Pailin Restaurant, 6 Branch St, plus the six alluring members of the H2O Band (tickets $20, food included). A third poster advertised a Khmer New Year party on Saturday, April 11, at the Lowell Elks Lodge, 40 Old Ferry Road. This is a “Charity Fundraiser for Angkor Hospital for Children” (tickets $15 or $20 at the door). The dress code: “Proper attire or your best Khmer outfit.” Other notices or announcements taped on the wall ranged from census information and tax preparation services to apartments available and help wanted in a nails shop.

     Customers streamed into the store all the while I was there, filling their plastic baskets with fruits, vegetables, meats, and other groceries. I bought scallions, cilantro, pickling cucumbers, and green grapes. I was reminded of my grandfather’s market in Little Canada and what Saturday mornings must have been like in that ethnic enclave years ago—the special foods and local talk that come with such places. These stores are information clearinghouses, too. It’s the same at the Indian grocery next to University Music off Middlesex Street. It’s Basmati rice and Bollywood film DVDs. In Little Canada in the 1920s, it would have been tourtières (meat pies) and L’Étoile with the news in French.

3-24-09

11.

Hale-Howard Neighbors

Hood’s Sarsaparilla

   Comfort Furniture

NMTW

   LRTA

Celestica

   Viewpoint

The Glory Buddhist Temple

   Buddy Elston Plumbing & Heating Supply

Clear Channel

   Sunoco

Bangkok Market

   Buck’s Bar & Grill

Flanagan Square

   Bridal by Bopha

MA-COM Technology Solutions

   119 Gallery, Where Art Meets Innovation

Tepthida Khmer Cuisine

   Monro Muffler Brake & Service

7=Eleven

   Palin Dental

Culligan Water Conditioning

   Morning Star Travel

 3-25-09

12.

Batman on Highland Street

A movie convoy for the boxing film The Fighter took over the entire front lot of the Rogers School on Highland Street across the street from where I live. The congregation of trailers, trucks, and assorted vehicles looks like a carnival round-up on Regatta Field in Pawtucketville across the river. Security cars buzzed around the long school driveway all day. Two cranes at the courthouse a block away held up dark screens, which from Twitter reports I learned were raised to keep the sun from blasting in the south-facing windows upstairs where scenes were being shot.

     On Elm Street earlier a few residents sat on their steps, away from the stifling air inside. I asked one man if he'd seen any movie stars. He said, “I wasn’t home to look—I was working all day.”

     At the office today a colleague I’ve known since high school said he can’t believe Hollywood is making a movie based on the experiences of the Lowell boxers. He said they couldn't put the real story on film.

     Milling around the court parking area were people from the film crew, the ones whose names scroll up for minutes after the end of the film: drivers, caterers, sound guys and gals, and technicians in motion-picture craft unions.

     One man labored up the sidewalk with a pile of bottled-water cases on a hand-truck. The water man is part of the team, alongside the screenwriter, personal assistants, grips, deputy cinematographer, and the woman rolling the wardrobe rack across Gorham Street. The water-guy.

     In the ExtraMart gas station-and-convenience store nearby one of the clerks told me firefighters came in to get bottles of water during last week’s house fire on Auburn Street, alongside the store, and at the height of the fire a firefighter hustled down the street with a case of bottled water. There are now two blackened buildings close together on Auburn.

     The water-guy for the movie. He pushed the hand-truck up the sidewalk from Linden Street to Elm Street, where he stopped to light a cigarette and take a few drags before pushing the hand-truck into the parking lot toward the tent-covered food station.

     There wasn’t anything more to see, so I walked home and turned on the TV. Surfing through the channels I caught a glimpse of Mark Wahlberg making a guest appearance on the latest episode of the HBO series Entourage about a young and cocky Hollywood foursome, which he produces, and then in the movie channels came upon the Western 3:10 to Yuma, starring Christian Bale—the two actors who today ate lunch across the street in one of the catering stations at the Rogers School. Batman was in the gym.

4-12-09

13.

Scenes from a Redevelopment Zone

 This morning I went walking and looking in the area once referred to as “Uptown,” but which has been recast by the city planners as the JAM (Jackson-Appleton-Middlesex) area, and the adjacent in-progress Hamilton Canal District.

1. From the high ground of the Lord Overpass near Durkin’s Carpeting and Interiors you see to the north the Textile Museum's white-suited astronaut reaching for a big ball of woolen yarn floating in space on that huge banner over Dutton Street. We ought to have that spaceman banner on every parking garage for a couple of months while the Museum rolls out its new permanent exhibition—Textile Revolution: An Exploration Through Space and Time. In a single image, the Museum pushed the mill story into the 21st century.

2. The rocking blue graffiti’d letters on Sun Electric in that subterranean area off shore of the Lord Overpass, the agitated letters on the fully painted side of the building set against a night cityscape backdrop. Electric Motors & Pumps. The left side of the mural done in peach, lavender, and greens, picking up the early spring colors, new-leafed trees, and weeds springing into shape. In the grassy path on the safe side of the guard rail the man-hole cover is in synch with the theme: “Lowell Electric Light Corporation.”

3. King St. Revere St. Garnet St. Middlesex St. Pearl St. Freddy’s Auto Repair, Domestic and Foreign (under new management—old sign). Ocean State Nails & Hair Salon and across the way the closed Best Buy Sea Foods (a connection?). The massive warehouse reminiscent of the former Curran-Morton behemoth on Bridge Street that was demolished to make way for Kerouac Park, an almost indestructible bunker of concrete and re-bar. U.S. Dry Cleaners. KWG PC, Computer Repairs & Sales. La Tijera de Oro Barbershop (spelling?) with its poster of artfully cut hair/shaved heads featuring tattoo-type designs, a real body-art shop. La Differencia Restaurant promises “The Best Caribbean Flavors.” The Law Offices of George P. Jeffreys. An iron front grate pulled down tight to the sidewalk. Court House Deli by the Livingstone family—door propped open. Two guys eating breakfast. Construction underway at Garcia-Brogans, the Mex-Celtic eatery “getting in on the ground floor” of the Early Garage.

4. Garrity’s Antiques (Always Buying Estates). Sailboat-cover sheet music of “Bobbin’ Up and Down” on a wooden table. An amateur painting of JFK in a blue polo shirt, holding sunglasses, looking at the ocean from his Cape Cod compound. A poster from the Metropolitan Opera’s 1981 production of Parade in NY. Framed Monet maritime scene print and a City of Medford Fire Department Certificate. Lamps. A wooden sled. Trunks and chairs. Mirrors and out-of-state plates and dishes and white figure skates. 1950s model cars. A gold metal troubadour, slightly damaged like a broken Aphrodite.

5. At the Lowell Transitional Living Center small clusters of people waking to the day, talking excitedly under the blooming dogwood trees. The sidewalk is a trail of pink petals. A Black man steps up and sweeps a blonde woman off her feet and into his arms with a loud “Good Morning,” and everyone laughs.

6. Ever notice that the WCAP radio sign is between two signs for Cappy’s Copper Kettle? WCAPPY?

7. Major's Pub. Loft 27. The Lowell Gallery. Ray Robinson's Sandwich Shoppe. Mr. Al sitting in a chair reading the paper when a Saturday morning customer steps in for a haircut. A block away at the Majestic Barbershop there's one guy in the chair and two young guys waiting. Washington Bank. Sim's Driving School. Electrical Distribution. The Club.

 8. Garnick’s Music Center. Classic used album sleeves pinned up on the side wall: Songs by Ricky, The Buddy Holly Story, The Beatles Yesterday and Today, Orpheus Ascending, Glad All Over by the Dave Clark Five, Elvis’s Blue Hawaii, The Beatles’ Something New, and Surf City by Jan & Dean. In the 1960s, Record Lane on Central Street and Garnick’s on Middlesex were the hotspots for the latest music. Bins and bins of albums. Aisles of music in between Garnick’s television sets and phonograph consoles (hi-fi and stereo). What’s left is an echo of its heyday. There was a straight line to Garnick’s from J. C.’s Golden Oldies on WLLH radio and TV’s American Bandstand, Shindig, and Don Kirshner’s Rock Concert.

9. Romeo and Juliet Cafe. Allied Retail Systems, Specialists in Service, Sales, and Supplies since 1959. The closed Elliot’s Famous Hot Dogs stand. Cars and trucks nosed in against the Owl Diner, advertising Haddock and at least one job available. Favor Street and the Eliot Church (Could they sell hot dogs on Sundays and call them Eliot’s with one “l”?)

10. All the other scenes I missed.

5-9-09

14.

Garden District

Up and down the narrow hilly streets that run between the Concord River and Central Street the green of spring is taking form in young vegetable plants, fruit tree crowns, and flower leaves. Mehmed Ali is back in the city for a short break from his work with the State Department in Iraq, and we spent some time this morning perambulating a section of the neighborhood with many names: Chapel Hill, Back Central, Wamesit Hill, the Flats, the South End.

     We checked on the progress of the grass from Father Grillo Park to Walter (Silva) Lemieux Park. We checked on the waters, from Hale Brook running swiftly through the mill cluster off Lawrence Street to the rain-fattened Concord just below Jollene Dubner Park. Two big ducks with colorful necks paddled around the bend. Ali said the Tigris River is not much wider than the Merrimack. We checked on the spiraling grapevine shoots in backyards and breezeways from New Street to North Street.

     We bought cool water and imported chocolate from a Brazilian woman running a small market. She said, “The big companies are closing, but my store stays open.”

     Ali spoke to residents whom he knew from his days as a letter carrier and working for a social service agency. We talked about the defiance and hopefulness and confidence and commitment that come with planting each seed and seedling, with trimming each vine and peach tree, with turning over the soil for another season of expected good outcomes.

     We tried to notice all the handmade improvements, embellishments, and home-ly inventions that make a distinctive place—that give a particular area its special sense of place. Early in the morning people were doing yard work or cleaning the sidewalk outside their home or spraying potted plants with a hose. Regular customers bought fresh fish from the back of “John’s” fish truck. We walked down social club alley (Portuguese, Lithuanian, and the Pulaski—now closed), and then cut through on a tiny street behind the courthouse to get back to our starting point. Ali headed off to New Hampshire for an outing with family and friends.

5-16-09

15.

“‘I’ve Gone to Look for America’”: On Foot in a National City

 In October 2009, the New England American Studies Association convened its annual meeting in Lowell. The three-day gathering included talks and panel discussions, as well as business meetings of the Association. I was invited to be part of a panel discussion on Friday, Oct. 16. Following is an excerpt from the essay I presented as part of the panel session.

     New England American Studies Association Annual Meeting; “The Post-American City,” October 16-18, 2009; Lowell, Mass., Friday, Oct. 16, 10:30 a.m., Boott Cotton Mills Museum, Lowell National Historical Park; “Contemporary Urban Engagements”: A Panel Discussion with John Wooding and Paul Marion (UMass Lowell) and Peter Taylor (UMass Boston), moderated by Michael Millner (UMass Lowell)

In her book The Lure of the Local, cultural analyst Lucy Lippard writes: “The intersection of nature, culture, history, and ideology form the ground on which we stand—our land, our place, the local. The lure of the local is the pull of the place that operates on each of us, exposing our politics and our spiritual legacies. It is the geographical component of the psychological need to belong somewhere, one antidote to a prevailing alienation.” 

     Lowell keeps surprising me. Last month Lowell in the form of Lowell National Historical Park was selected to represent Massachusetts in a new 50-state series of 25 cent coins, quarters, to be issued by the U.S. mint over the next many years, four states per year. The Lowell quarter is due in 2019. Nonetheless, it’s a striking piece of news. In a public poll, Lowell National Historical Park came in second to Gloucester and its bronze Fisherman as the people’s choice to represent the state. Gloucester was disqualified by the U.S. mint because it does not have a federal historical site—national park, forest, or recreation area—which is required for the coin set. We’re 30 years into the national park in Lowell and some folks still don’t grasp that we are on the same list as Yellowstone, the Grand Canyon, Gettysburg, and the Statue of Liberty.

     Lowell is an American icon. Any decent U.S. History textbook mentions Lowell. And because of the National Park the city has been elevated for easier viewing and examination. Since 1957, when Jack Kerouac exploded like his fireworks in the literary sky, Lowell has been pulled into public view by Kerouac’s trajectory—an arc across the U.S. and around the world, and across generations now.

     Some people still say Lowell is the first “urban” national park, but that’s not true. For example, Boston National Historical Park (1974) and Golden Gate National Recreation Area in San Francisco (1972) pre-date Lowell, established in 1978. But Lowell is distinct in that in concept the whole city and its entire history (and pre-history) are the province of the Park, rather than specific heritage sites or open spaces. Although the federal government owns only five buildings in Lowell and is active in the larger Preservation District (roughly, Downtown and the canal system), the Park Service is expected to tell the whole story of the city as a microcosm of urbanization and industrialization. I sometimes describe it as a cube of economic, social, and cultural history bounded by the city’s geographic limits but unbounded in a sense at the bottom and top. At the bottom is the natural history that gives us the river that gives us the human settlement; at the top it’s open-ended: post-industrial, maybe post-urban, maybe post-American in the words of this gathering.

     This is my place, and I’m more conscious of the National Park and city as a whole because of my work and writing. I keep looking for the “big” America that Lowell contains. I continue to be fascinated by the fact that this is my city and that it holds the place it does. And like a good practical New England ethnic Yankee, I can’t help thinking about what that means and what good it does and can do. The environmental magazine Orion this fall published a special feature about “walks” written by people from around the world. The editor says, “The walk is a universal narrative device for exploring a diverse sampling of cultures and places, ideas and environments . . . it features the movement of one or more persons on foot through a particular place and some manner of dialogue that unfolds either between characters or in the narrator’s own head.” I walk to try to understand the city.

     Our long-ago neighbor Henry David Thoreau made much of his walking, but like a lot of other aspects of Thoreau his walking turns me off a little because he seems so intent on one-upping the next person. He boasts, “I have met but one or two persons in the course of my life who understood the art of Walking, that is, of taking walks—who had the genius, so to speak, for sauntering, which word is beautifully derived ‘from idle people who moved about the country, in the Middle Ages, and asked charity, under pretense of going a la Sainte Terre,’ to the Holy Land . . . .”

     “There goes Hank again,” the neighbors might have said. “He thinks he’s smarter than us.” Thoreau wants to engage Nature with a capital N. I want to engage the urban organism in all its parts: natural, built, and human. Thoreau seems to want to go so far into Nature that he escapes society and ultimately achieves a cosmic blend with joy-flavored, atomized plasma. Is that his transcendence? He’s there, and not there. I don’t want to lose touch with everything in my peripheral vision. I don’t think my work here is done.

     Lowell is an urban laboratory, and I’m doing things that I hope will help me understand what’s really going on and what this place has to offer its inhabitants and people beyond. I’ve been blogging this year in an experiment in community writing. Four main contributors to a local blog, RichardHowe.com, are trying to capture “history as it happens” in a project called Lowell 2009. I’ve posted several times after taking walks in the city. But I’ve been writing about walking almost since I began writing poems in the mid-1970s.

     I had an unexpected response to one of my walks last April, when my wife, Rosemary Noon, and I led a guided walk around Lowell’s public sculpture collection. I hope you get to see a few of the ten pieces of contemporary sculpture around Downtown. One of our band of walkers was Greg Page, who writes a blog called The New Englander (appropriate for this annual meeting). He’s a civil affairs officer in the National Guard due to be deployed to Afghanistan next year. He lives downtown and embraces city life. He remarked on the impact the sculpture walk had made on him—allowing him to see things he’d missed, making “the too familiar visible,” as Archibald MacLeish said Robert Frost’s poetry did for us. And Greg connected the experience to his recent reading of Thomas Ricks’ book about the Iraq War, The Gamble, in which Ricks describes the shift in policy from Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld’s strategy to Gen. David Petraeus’ approach in 2007, summed up like this: “If you want to get to know an area and its ‘human geography,’ you have to get out of your vehicle and you have to walk the streets.”

     Greg titled his post that day, “Petraeus-Odierno Meets Marion-Noon.” When we met at the National Park Visitor Center for the walk, Greg wrote that “we were getting ready for a dismounted patrol on our all-weather personnel carriers—we were going on foot.” I look for America when I’m out on the Lowell streets. (I’ll read one of my “walking posts” from last February.)

     In his song “America,” Paul Simon sings: “So we bought a pack of cigarettes,/And Mrs. Wagner’s pies,/And walked off to look for America.” It’s the way it has happened so many times before. Native peoples wore out footpaths in the Eastern woodlands. Jack Kerouac walked off to look for America before he got in a car. Thoreau “traveled widely in Concord,” on foot. The pioneering families often walked behind their wagons going west. Lowell millworkers walked or promenaded along the new canals on Sunday afternoons. Sustainability advocates now talk about walkability and Active-Living cities. A quick online search brought me to neighborhood walking sites in Chicago, Fort Wayne, Albuquerque, Rochester, Valparaiso, Brooklyn, Dayton, Omaha, New Orleans, and others. With a community organizer as President, the time seems right to find where we fit on foot, to “dismount” as the soldier Greg Page writes. Maybe the Post-American city is right underfoot all the time

10-16-09

16.

Murphy 

I’m titling my latest walking report “Murphy” because in the Highlands this morning I saw several of the blue Murphy signs hanging around post-election, and Patrick Murphy was on the front page of the Sun this morning, along with councilors-elect Franky Descoteaux and Joe Mendonca. I don’t know what someone would call the area where I walked with my brother early this morning, maybe the “Middle” Highlands, as opposed to the Lower Highlands or Upper Highlands. It’s a neighborhood that I don’t know very well. We were in the area of Penniman Circle, the new Morey School (which looks suburban), and the back side of the Wilder Street Historic District with its many well-kept Victorian-style houses.

     Even in a dense residential section like this one there are institutional presences tucked between houses, including Calvary Baptist Church, Montefiore Synagogue, St. George Greek Orthodox Church, Willow Manor Nursing Home, and the school mentioned above. All within a few blocks.

We stopped at the Glacier Oval, an oddity for monuments in the city. I had not seen it up close. It’s an ovoid section of ledge about twenty feet long and ten feet wide. At first, I thought a huge boulder had been sliced off, leaving a rugged layer of ancient rock. From Google, I got a passage from a publication of the Old Residents Historical Assoc., predecessor to the Lowell Historical Society of today, which says it’s a ledge behind the Highland Church “deeply furrowed” by the legendary “glacier.”

     I was eager to walk this morning because of the mild weather on a November Sunday. Up and down the streets flowers bloomed, including lots of healthy-looking red, pink, and white roses. Some trees were leafless while others held onto their full golden crowns. A small grove of bamboo filled the corner of one yard; nearby was a large Chinese dog made of concrete. Christmas and Halloween decorations overlapped on one block. Part of the writing impulse is the urge to name things and describe experiences, and I was thinking of that when I kicked through leaves on the sidewalk. A writer-friend of mine says the colors are exceptional this year. I’ve been looking at the leaves up close and far away and trying to come up with words to paint the colors. From a distance, the leaves under the trees look like pencil shavings.

     The neighborhood was waking up between 7:45 and 8:45 a.m. At the Donut Shack on Westford Street a man wearing pajama bottoms and a jacket walked out with a coffee and a small bag. Most of the political signs were gone. A black-and-pink Mercier sign leaned into the shrubs in one yard. You almost wouldn’t know from the streetscape there had been an election last Tuesday. Opara signs hung in windows of a few shops. Candidates and supporters had cleaned up quickly. I asked my brother to guess how many leaves were on the ground across the city. Millions, hundreds of millions? Billions and billions, as Carl Sagan says about stars? Could you count the leaves on one block and project the total number? It’s a lot of biomass.

11-08-09

17.

Two Hearts Café, Badfinger, & a Raspberry Lime Rickey

I hiked in the immediate neighborhood this afternoon, from the JAM district (Jackson-Appleton-Middlesex streets) to the edge of Back Central and back to the South Common Historic District. I’d been meaning to go to the Brazilian “bakery & eatery” on Appleton Street in the former New York Nails shop across from Store 24. The miniature brick building houses Two Hearts Café, which offers cakes, coffee, catering, specialty Brazilian pastries, and breads. I’m going back tomorrow morning to pick up a few fresh items to take to a breakfast with friends. Everything looks good. The place is open long hours—weekdays as early as 5:30 a.m.

     My next stop was Garnick’s Music emporium at 54 Middlesex Street, which is practically an institution for its longevity. Owner Bob Garnick has watched the music industry rocket to the moon in the ‘60s, fall to Earth with the coming of the Internet, and now transform itself so that he is selling more albums on the ‘net these days than product out of the store. He says the young customers want the original vinyl recordings of The Beatles, Dylan, Rolling Stones, Hendrix, and other classic artists. The store today has bins and bins of compact discs (new and used) and albums of hundreds of artists. The place is like an archive of musical history. Thanks to Bob’s heavy ordering hand back in the day, he has a massive inventory of just what new consumers and collector-types want. Someone said if you stay in one place long enough the whole world comes to you.

     I’ve been humming the 1970 hit “No Matter What” ever since Marc Cohn played his version of the song at Boarding House Park downtown a few weeks ago. I asked Bob what he had in stock for Badfinger CDs. In a minute he had in his hand two from the “new” section: No Dice (1970), which includes “No Matter What,” features on the cover the alluring fashion model Kathy, one name only, in silver tones gesturing come-hither; and Straight Up (1972), has the now golden oldies “Baby Blue” and “Day After Day.” George Harrison discovered Badfinger for Apple Records and produced several tracks on Straight Up, including “Day After Day,” on which he plays slide guitar. I would’ve preferred a “best of” collection that included Badfinger’s other giant bubblegum pop hit, “Come and Get It,” but Bob made me a nice offer for the two CDs, plus today is a sales-tax-free day.

     At Danas’s Luncheonette, 62 Gorham Street, at the corner where Central, Gorham, Appleton, and Church streets converge, Peter Danas recently completed repairs to the front of the store caved in by a crashing car. I hadn’t seen Peter for a while and don’t stop in often enough, so I was glad to find the door still open after 5 p.m. He was wrapping up but insisted that I have one of the famous raspberry lime rickey drinks whose mixture he has perfected over the years. I was refreshed. Peter’s a writer, too. His poem about St. Peter’s Church, which stood up the street before being closed and then demolished by the bishop, is printed on a large poster on the back wall. Danas Fruit and Confectionery—the full name—sells sandwiches, homemade candies, and old-fashioned ice cream counter specials. Peter’s famous for the abundant fruit baskets that the family assembles and ships around the country. Piles of green apples, bananas, oranges, pears, and cookies, crackers, and cheese stuck in between. The building drips character, which was not missed by location scouts for the film School Ties in 1992. Scenes were shot in the store and the alley on the side with a cast of emerging stars: Brendan Fraser, Matt Damon, Ben Affleck, Amy Locane, Chris O’Donnell, and others. Familiar locals made it to the final cut as extras and glided over a red carpet for the hometown opening.

8-14-10

18.

Grand Street Peace Walk

Standing on the old Armory site on Westford Street just beyond the Lord Overpass with about sixty people at 2:00 p.m., I couldn’t help thinking that Armory Park was being used for another kind of conflict, even war in the broadest sense—a war against violence like the war against poverty championed by Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., whom we’ll be remembering and honoring in two weeks.

     Taya Dixon Mullane of the Lower Highlands Neighborhood Group (LHNG) called everyone into a loose circle and said a few words, offering condolences to the families of Corinna Ouer, the young woman who was killed yesterday on Grand Street, and the other young people who were shot and wounded in an attack at a house party nearby. Captain Kevin Sullivan, commander of the district’s police activities, spoke about the senselessness of the shootings and the daily efforts of City police to keep the peace. He praised neighborhood leaders and encouraged everyone to increase their involvement in neighborhood issues. He noted the diversity of the group, people from all backgrounds and heritages, a good sign.

     Mayor Jim Milinazzo offered sympathy to the families and friends of the victims on behalf of the residents of Lowell and his colleagues on the City Council. Greg Croteau of the United Teen Equality Center spoke briefly about UTEC’s effort to prevent violence and engage youth in positive ways. Walter and Marianne of 119 Gallery at the corner of Chelmsford Street and Grand stood up with their neighbors. I saw other familiar faces in the crowd.

     Neighborhood leaders distributed strips of long wide purple ribbon for people to tie to utility poles and street posts up and down Grand Street, a symbol of respect and remembrance. A police car with whirling blue lights crawled ahead of the procession and stopped in front of the house where shots had been fired. Several young people who know the victims tied ribbons on the iron railings on both sides of the front stairs of the white duplex. A man wearing a white dust mask kept up his work, carrying plastic bags of something out of the basement of the house. People watched from porches and windows in homes up and down the street. When we passed the Bethel AME Church, everyone heard the live music inside. Somebody was playing drums. A light rain fell on the marchers, adding to the grim gray mood.

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About the Author

Paul Marion (b. 1954) is the author of several collections of poetry, including Union River and Lockdown Letters & Other Poems, and editor of the early writing of Jack Kerouac, Atop an Underwood, which is also available in French and Italian editions. His book Mill Power tells the story of Lowell’s national park and the city’s modern comeback. His work has appeared in magazines, journals, and anthologies around the country and beyond. He lives in Amesbury, Mass., with his wife, Rosemary Noon.

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Paul Marion is the author of several collections of poetry, including Union River and Lockdown Letters & Other Poems, and editor of the early writing of Jack Kerouac, Atop an Underwood. His book Mill Power tells the story of Lowell’s national park and the city’s modern comeback. He lives in Amesbury, Mass., with his wife, Rosemary Noon.

He says, “Most of these prose sketches were written soon after I got home after my regular Sunday walks between 2009 and 2011 when my family lived on Highland Street near the train station in Lowell, Mass. Many fresh reports immediately appeared on the popular RichardHowe.com blog in Lowell. Sometimes I had companions, but usually I walked alone, carrying a notebook and pen. A few pieces in this collection, written earlier as free verse poems, are included to show that walking has long interested me.”

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The Rain on Goodhue Ave.

I don’t know why I thought of this today, this morning while sitting on the back steps as the straight rain began to douse the trees, grass, cars. Excited small brown birds darted from the lilac bush to the low branches of maple trees bordering the driveway. What came into my mind was a scene of a classroom, middle school years, in a Catholic school where windows line the students’ left side of the room. Outside is Goodhue Avenue and full tall trees. It must be late spring because the trees are green. The sky is cloudy gray and the light in the classroom is flat and dim. There are overhead lights that would not usually be on at this hour of the day. The rain is steady and heavy. I’m staring at the scene outside. Almost hypnotized by the falling rain. I hear the rain slapping on the big tree leaves and washing the street. It’s a straight-down shower, the sound of it muffling the voice of the nun teaching us something that afternoon.

Cards of alphabet letters in cursive form, upper and lower case, ring around the top of the black-board or it could have been a green-board. In a corner of the wall on the right are symbols of Gregorian chant notation, the directional signs for singing ancient church music. In another corner is a shelf unit or bureau topped by a blue-and-white figure of Mary, the mother of Jesus of Nazareth. There are 30 or so other classmates in light-blue shirts with navy-blue ties (some with metal tie clips) and uniform dark pants or checked blue-and-gray jumpers over white blouses with round collars. At the front of the class on the right is a tall steel cart with wheels holding a small television that gives a black-and-white picture when it is turned on, such as the times the students are allowed to watch a splashdown of one of the Mercury or Gemini astronaut capsules. My memory is that the rain is happening in time that is almost no-time, the spinning of the long narrow red second-hand on the clock and the whole world suspended for however long I stare out the window at the rain, which keeps coming back to earth from the clouds all blended into a light gray cover above the town. It’s a daydream dimension.

Maybe the rain was needed badly because in my memory there is a sense of relief that comes with the downpour. Or perhaps it is just the intercession of Nature reminding me of something larger in the midst of the school routine, the day’s regular groove, the pattern of this-and-that, another day, another week. I’ve had this memory edge into mind before when certain sensations come together. A quiet day, an easy rain, not any kind of storm with lashing wind and sideways water, but an even rain thick enough to see when you squint and look into the foreground—the separate streams or drops forming down-lines filling the air. We take rain for granted most of the time. We’re usually too busy to consider what is going on. And why, among the thousands of rain-days in my past, do I get this re-run of that school-day scene where I’m watching the rain drench the trees on Goodhue Avenue?

Paul Marion, 44 Highland St., Lowell, Mass.

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Lowell Folk Festival--from Chapter Six, Telling the Story, in “Mill Power: The Origin and Impact of Lowell National Historical Park” by Paul Marion (2014, Rowman & Littlefield)

Lowell Folk Festival by Paul Marion

Lowell Folk Festival in action (web photo by James Higgins courtesy of National Park Service).

“Here we are dealing with living traditions. We know that the urge to preserve is based on the fact that we know the things that we are passing on have value, and we want to hold on to them. So we try to build continuity and to show continuity. We try to have people understand each other, and use the performing arts as an educational tool in preservation.”

—Joe Wilson, Director, National Council for the Traditional Arts

     There is no better day in contemporary Lowell than the last Saturday in July during the annual Lowell Folk Festival. This is the fulfillment day—the day when the vision of the park-makers is fully realized. In the core of the mill district, from the four-way canal junction at the Swamp Locks to the iconic Boott Mills clock-and-bell tower, people fill the open spaces between the red-brick blocks and animate the scene. They are Shakespearean players for a day on that historic stage, bringing their tens of thousands of American stories to the industrial fountainhead. People, not cars, own the street.

     For long stretches, the festival-goer moves among the scores of restored buildings. The architectural fabric largely has been knit together—block after block painstakingly restored in synch with preservation standards applied by the city’s Historic Board. At every corner, from entryway to roofline, the discerning visitor perceives the beauty and skill evident in the curve of crafted woodwork or clean line of windowsills. For all their practical forthrightness, the downtown facades express an artisanal building vocabulary, not prefabricated construction muzak. The park has a cultural and visual theme without being pitched as a “theme park.” The scene is real instead of “Main Street” at Disney and an authentic “Adventureland” with a hint of “Tomorrowland” for people who want the good things that small cities offer.

     Consulting architects, urban planning graduate students, economists, and historians brought reserves of intellect and imagination to the local advance guard of park proponents. For all their expertise, however, these outside experts did not draw a blueprint for what is arguably the most important creation of reclaimed Lowell. Not the oracle-like “Brown Book” report of the Lowell Historic Canal District Commission, not the unconventional General Management Plan of the National Park Service, not the pioneering Preservation Plan of the Lowell Historic Preservation Commission—none of these documents called for a peak annual event in which all the social and physical capital of the park would be combined with the force of a moon rocket. One of the largest events of its kind in the country, the festival draws tens of thousands of people to the city for three days of roots music and dance, ethnic food, and craft demonstrations on stages, sidewalks, and city greens throughout the historic district downtown. (Nobody really knows the attendance because there is no gate or admission fee, but crowd estimates exceed 100,000.)

     The festival comes from somewhere to be sure. Its outline was not sketched on a paper dinner napkin like another of Lowell’s famed urban revival devices. From the 1970s on, the community’s ambition had been growing in regard to presenting cultural experiences. Today’s Lowell Festival Foundation is rooted in the Lowell Regatta Festival Committee organized in 1974 by restaurateur and Lowell booster Xenophon “Zenny” Speronis, business leader John Green, and journalist Richard “Dick” Taffe. Their original notion was to produce an event along and on the Merrimack River that would generate interest in Lowell businesses and raise the visibility of the then-Lowell Technological Institute rowing program (today’s UMass Lowell). Speronis described the impulse:

 “The idea has its basis in the frustration of a businessman looking at the unused river all those years, the frustration of downtown businessmen realizing that the Dollar Day Specials weren’t going to compete with the shopping malls, and the frustration of the people of Lowell about things not moving quickly enough in a positive direction.”

     Taffe knew the city has something special but undervalued in the river. “The Merrimack is the only river on the East Coast with a two-mile stretch upstream above a low-head dam without a major current.” He knew there was power boating at Lake Mead in the Southwest and water skiing in Fort Lauderdale, Fla. Could rowing be the next big thing for Lowell? One problem was the condition of the river, rated as one of the country’s most polluted at the time.

      At Speronis’s Camelot-themed Speare House Restaurant on Pawtucket Boulevard on the river—on that long broad stretch described by Taffe—the trio brainstormed a plan for a few downtown events paired with Lowell Tech rowing events scheduled for May, August, and September 1974. “Within a matter of months we had three phenomenal festivals without a cloud in the sky and 80-degree weather.” The culmination was “Octoberfest,” attended by more than 100,000 revelers. They had planned a homecoming tribute for TV personality Ed McMahon, best known as Johnny Carson’s sidekick on the long-running Tonight Show. McMahon was from Lowell. Comedian Jerry Lewis headlined a parade, and singer Della Reese performed. What followed were large-scale outdoor events that demonstrated Lowell’s potential as a big arts and entertainment attraction. The committee’s success in highlighting the river and Lowell as a destination later helped make the case to Congressional leaders that Lowell had the potential for being a popular national park location. The Speare House was the preferred hospitality site when community leaders hosted state and national elected officials, urban specialists, and historians visiting Lowell to study the feasibility of an historical park in the city.

     Between 1974 and 1990, according to its records, the Regatta Festival Committee produced or participated in more than 1,000 events. At its peak, the volunteer base numbered 400 people. From a community sailing program to charity efforts like Toys for Tots at Christmas, the group amounted to a blank check for community service. The call went out, and the helpers showed up like volunteer fire fighters. Each January, Speronis hosted a party for them at the Speare House.

     The committee was an early partner of the park, providing services through a “cooperative agreement” that included, for a time, operation of the canal boats. In 1986, the committee helped save the summer boat operation after the contractor withdrew from the program on short notice. Park Superintendent Chrysandra Walter reached out to Speronis and the leaders of the Lowell Plan, Inc., who solved the problem and kept the tour boats on the canals.  Speronis in 1990 received the National Park Service’s first North Atlantic Region Volunteer of the Year Award. Green later served on the Board of Directors of the National Council for Traditional Arts in Washington, D.C., by virtue of committee’s role in co-presenting the annual Lowell Folk Festival.

     The high points of “Regatta” days were concerts on the river by the Boston Pops orchestra conducted by the charismatic Arthur Fiedler, known for his long white hair and penchant for fire engines. Tens of thousands of people would gather at the Charles G. Sampas Pavilion of Lowell Heritage State Park for rousing symphony performances that climaxed in Tchaikovsky’s 1812 Overture complete with cannon fire from the “Fiedler Battery” of the Army National Guard. The mid-section of Pawtucket Boulevard looked like Times Square on New Year’s Eve, prefiguring the vast crowds at the Lowell Folk Festival in the years ahead.

     After the park opened its Lowell door in 1978, the Regatta Festival Committee (now Lowell Festival Foundation) helped park staff organize summer weekend fairs in Lucy Larcom Park, which borders a section of the Merrimack Canal. These fairs showcased traditions of one or another of the city’s 50-something different ethnic groups. The canal-side events were genuine, but small. As the park gained momentum, occupied rehabilitated buildings, and extended its public activities, the missing ingredient in its cultural operations was scale—the park needed to “go big,” as the Regatta group had done with some of its events.

     There was another concern. Given how central the “human story” is to the historical narrative told by rangers, it was becoming increasingly clear by the mid-1980s that the park and community had to improve the presentation quality and substantive depth of the cultural heritage programs in the city. Lowell planners and administrators dealing with the park were not at first using the words “folklife” or “folklore.” The terminology in Lowell was “ethnic” and “multicultural” when referring to the heritage of the people. In 1976, the U.S. Congress established the American Folklife Center (AFC) at the Library of Congress with a mission “to preserve and present” the traditional culture of the nation. The Archive of Folk Culture at the Library dates from 1928, and holds a vast amount of ethnographic data. Here is folklife defined by the AFC:

 “The story of America is reflected in the cultural productions of ordinary people who live everyday lives, from cooking and eating meals, to the activities of work and play, to religious observances and seasonal celebration. Folklife includes the songs we sing, the stories we tell, the crafts we make.”

     When the AFC was preparing a yearlong Lowell Folklife Study in 1986, Patrick Mogan read its one-page mission statement. He chuckled: “These people stole all our ideas.”

     Soon, partnerships with the American Folklife Center and the National Council on for the Traditional Arts (NCTA) offered Lowell, the park and the community, an opportunity to raise the bar for cultural heritage programs. Like preservation standards, the standards for community cultural presentations had to rise. Community arts activity has merit, but the level of action is more typically amateur or perhaps semi-professional. A nation—and Lowell was now a major-league cultural site—must aim for excellence in national cultural experiences. This does not mean working exclusively with paid full-time professionals, but it does mean that the practitioners should exemplify the highest level of achievement in their respective fields, whether that is an experienced local cook from the Portuguese national parish of St. Anthony’s in the Back Central neighborhood of Lowell or a visiting fiddle player from the Franco-American precincts of Maine.

     There is also the quality of production to consider. Even at a free festival event, a visitor to a national park expects first-rate printed materials, an organized directional-sign system, high-quality audio and lighting equipment, informed program presenters, professional maintenance services, and well-trained production staff. The NCTA offered expertise and experience. The American Folklife Center, with its partner the Smithsonian Institution, had a record of success in producing the American Folklife Festival during the summer on the National Mall in Washington, D.C. With these collaborators, Lowell an opportunity to step up its game. All along the way, however, Mogan cautioned program managers and funders. He warned them that the worst outcome of bringing the park to Lowell would be turning Lowell people into spectators of their own culture. He wanted to cultivate local knowledge, talent, and skills.

      In September 1986, park Supt. Walter led a four-person team from her staff and that of the Preservation Commission to Washington, D.C., to meet with Joe Wilson, director of the National Council on Traditional Arts (NCTA), and Vernon “Dave” Dame, chief of interpretation of the National Park Service. The purpose of the Lowell delegation’s visit was to convince Wilson to bring the National Folk Festival to Lowell for a three-year run.

     The “National” rolls out a welcome rug of traditional music, dance, crafts, and storytelling with talent scooped up from the Hawaiian Islands to East Harlem in New York City. The event originated in St. Louis, Missouri, in 1934, and moved around the country for the next few decades.  In the 1970s and ‘80s, the National Folk Festival was produced at the Wolf Trap National Park for the Performing Arts in Virginia and Cuyahoga Valley National Park in Ohio. In 1986, it had been staged in New York City to mark the restoration of the Statue of Liberty.

     Wilson at the time knew just about every folk artist in the country. For decades, he traveled the blue highways and multi-lane freeways from coast to coast on NCTA business, talking to Cajun accordion players in the bayous, blues guitarists in the Carolinas, and dairy farmer-poets in Vermont. Wilson talked about the National like nobody else:

 “The National Folk Festival is a concept first of all. It’s a belief in our country—its ability to serve a plural society. It’s a belief that the traditional arts and folk groups that make up our country are not going to die out, but that they will continue into the centuries ahead. …We  take artists who have been playing in their living rooms and on their back porches and for their families and neighbors and we put them up on a big stage and turn lights on them here where ethnography meets show business.”

     Both Wilson and Dame embraced the idea of taking their cultural camp meeting to the still-new national park in Lowell. Notwithstanding the formidable industrial history in Lowell, some grassroots park supporters in the city claim it really exists as a tribute to the positive contributions made by the peoples of various ethnic and racial identities to the character of our United States—their labor being notable, but their humanity more so. Public Law 95-290 of the 95th Congress, the act establishing Lowell National Historical Park, acknowledges Lowell to be the “most significant planned industrial city in the United States” in the first item under Findings and Purpose; the second item reads: “the cultural heritage of many of the ethnic groups that immigrated to the United States during the late nineteenth century and early twentieth century is still preserved in Lowell’s neighborhoods.” In those words is the justification for the Lowell Folk Festival.

     Not quite a silent partner to the initial collaboration, but someone whose role is infrequently acknowledged is the former congressman who represented Lowell in the late 1980s, Chester G. “Chet” Atkins of Concord, Mass. His former aide, Steve Conant, remembered that Atkins encouraged this Washington-Lowell alliance and, as a member of the Appropriations Committee of the U.S. House of Representatives, he wielded important influence on behalf of Lowell’s building and program developments.

     With the NCTA’s commitment secured, Walter assembled a steering group in Lowell, put together more than $100,000, and began shaping what would be Lowell’s largest street party in memory. When the National kicked off in late July 1987, the park and Lowell had their “big bang” event, and every astute observer knew immediately that this venture was a keeper. Right off, the festival felt like a signature event, one that could define the city going forward. Like the interlacing canals that converted the force of flowing river water to power for machines that turned raw cotton into bolts of cloth, the festival channels the expressive tributaries of the American experience into an urban-set performance and exposition whose end product is inspiration.

     The Lowell Folk Festival, under that name, grew organically from the three Nationals in Lowell. In that first year of the Lowell Folk Festival, local banks alone contributed some $200,000 to the cause. Lowell’s festival is considered one of the most successful of the progeny of the National Folk Festival. The annual production has doubled as a laboratory for community partnerships, an area in which Lowell is now considered a distinguished model. Today, the festival is presented by Lowell National Historical Park, the City of Lowell, the Lowell Festival Foundation, Greater Merrimack Valley Convention & Visitor Bureau, Greater Lowell Chamber of Commerce, and the National Council for the Traditional Arts. As the centerpiece of the city’s cultural calendar, the festival has created a perception of Lowell as a “festival city,” bolstered by annual events such as the Southeast Asian Water Festival, Jack Kerouac Literary Festival, New England Quilt Festival, and Winterfest. The annual budget now exceeds $1 million ($450,000 cash from presenters and sponsors and the rest from donations in-kind). The festival is a true joint venture and would not be possible without the tens of thousands of dollars contributed by the co-presenters and sponsors from the private and public sectors, as well as personal contributions by friends of the festival and donors at the event. City departments provide police and maintenance support. Volunteers organized by the Lowell Festival Foundation give of themselves, helping with everything from stage set-up to guest services. The effort goes year-round to ensure an A-1 production each July.

     The downtown business community embraced the festival, so much so that a “fringe festival” became a potent attraction starting in the mid-2000s. Every pub and eatery owner who can fit tables on the sidewalk outside the door and afford to hire a brace of folksingers says “game on” for the weekend. When the festival stages close down for the night, the party moves inside until closing time.

     “We’re a great stew of many different cultures, and we put it all together in this festival so people can sample a little bit of where everybody in this country comes from,” Walter said. Her work and life achieved splendid harmony after she married one of the stars of the early festivals, master musician Seamus Connolly. (Among other accolades, Connolly is the unmatched ten-time winner of the Irish National Fiddle Championships.) Sandy Walter died in 2011 after a long illness.

     Each edition of the Lowell Folk Festival offers surprises. Veteran attendees reminisce about the instantly classic appearance by teen-aged Alison Krauss or the flying Celtic feet of Michael Flatley before he starred in “Riverdance.” Reviewing the 25th anniversary festival in 2011, Boston Globe arts writer Stuart Munro reported that he was “bowled over” by the surprising performances of the Boston-based Debo Band with guest singers and dancers from Fendika of Ethiopia. At the Dance Pavilion in the park parking lot behind Market Mills, Debo and friends likely softened the asphalt under the wooden dance floor with their super-hot, funky jazz-inflected Afro-pop sounds. They had hundreds of people moving every which-a-way and clapping on-and-off rhythm under what felt like a revival tent. Big blasts of golden horns, peppery runs on accordion keys, drumbeats that thumped in chest cavities, driving guitar licks, and jet-powered singing—all this from 15 artists making one grand sound.

     A person wants to see something new when walking around the festival, whether a close-up view of a man carving a wooden duck decoy or a different brand of banjo playing. When Fendika’s lead singer, Melaku Belay, ecstatically shook in place at the climax of one of the group’s towering numbers, most of those gathered around witnessed something new. It was “eskista,” a traditional trance-dance of Ethiopia whose moves are the roots of breaking and popping—and the Harlem shake. He was like strawberries in a musical blender revving at top speed. When he peaked he just stopped and threw his arms wide. Everybody was spent.

     Fendika had CDs for sale, but a plastic disc would not transmit anything close to what the crowd had experienced. The “live” aspect of the festival is the winning ingredient. The Quebe Sisters might make for pleasant listening on Prairie Home Companion radio waves, but a person has to lean on the black-iron fence at 1824 St. Anne’s churchyard to soak up their harmonies for full effect. The same goes for The Rhythm of Rajasthan performers with their lush music from northern India and the gospel-singing Birmingham Sunlights of Alabama, both of whom enchanted audiences at Boarding House Park against the brick front range of the Boott Cotton Mills at the 25th festival.

     The festival has become as much a delight for “foodies” as for music fans. At the Foodways Tent in 2011, Dorothy “Dottie” Naruszewicz Flanagan of Lowell and Carol Matyka of Boston taught onlookers how to make a favorite Polish-American food, pierogi or pierogis (because nobody can eat just one). Popular at Christmastime, they are on the menu in all seasons. These dumplings can be filled with cabbage and sauerkraut or a mixture of cheese, onions, and potatoes. “Every culture has its own version of this food, like Italian ravioli, Chinese pot stickers, and empanadas,” Matyka noted. Other specialties included Pennsylvania Dutch chicken corn noodle soup, cold Cambodian noodle salad, and Jewish noodle kugel: the topic was “pasta and noodles around the world.”

     Pauline Golec received a Lifetime Volunteer Award from the park in 2010. With a laugh, Golec explained, “When I was told about it, I wondered if someone knew something about my future that I didn’t know—did it mean that my life of volunteering would soon be over or that I had to volunteer forever? Oh, well.” She was recognized not only for her work as a museum teacher at the Tsongas Industrial History Center, but also for service as “Ethnic Chair” of the Lowell Festival Foundation. As Ethnic Chair she coordinates the small army of community volunteers who staff the food booths. In 2009, the organizations that do the food presentations and sales were recognized with a Cultural Heritage Award from the National Park Service, presented to the Lowell Festival Foundation on their behalf.

     Golec has been part of festival activities since the first Regatta Festival in May 1974. Asked what got her to the proverbial volunteer table, she said, “Ethnic pride, and I had friends who were involved, plus I love this city—and I’m a teacher.” For most of that time she held a dual role as co-chair of the Lowell Polish Cultural Committee. She remembers walking Massachusetts Governor Michael Dukakis around the Polish Festival at Lucy Larcom Park one year in the mid-1980s. Golec also chairs the Festival Foundation Scholarship Committee, which makes awards to high school seniors or college students. In honor of the 25th anniversary of the Lowell Folk Festival, scholarships were presented to three young people who themselves have volunteered at the Polish, Filipino, and Burmese food booths.

     Janet Leggat’s involvement with the Regatta Festival Committee and later the Lowell Festival Foundation dates from 1988. She has been a volunteer, a part-time manager, a full-time executive director, and is now a member of the board of directors. Her sister, the late Susan Leggat, was involved in Regatta Festival Committee activities from the start, eventually joining the park staff as an administrative assistant and then events specialist. Susan left for a year in the early 1980s, joining former Lowell park Superintendent Lew Albert at Cuyahoga National Recreation Area in Ohio. She was back in a year later. Janet recalled her sister’s vision:

 “Susan and Joe Wilson had such a clear idea of what the festival should be. Lowell is the most successful spin-off of the National Folk Festival. Some things like the logistics are better handled by the local partners, but the National Council for the Traditional Arts is highly knowledgeable about the talent—they ensure the integrity of the artists. The local ethnic food component, organized for years by Pauline Golec, has given the festival a distinctive character. A lot of people look forward to eating on that weekend.”

     Peter Aucella, assistant superintendent of the park, called Susan “the conscience of the festival,” saying, “She made sure it retained its integrity and didn’t become a circus. You couldn’t believe the cockamamie ideas she had to listen to. It is what it is because of her.”

Susan’s friend Marie Sweeney remembered Sue’s “happy warrior” qualities:

 “The pride she took in her job and in the many organizations she joined and supported was classic. Who could say ‘No’ to her when she asked for help or to buy a ticket or asked you to join a board or committee or to be a festival volunteer? It wasn’t for her, but for her cause, she’d say. But we did it for her, too. She was a pioneer and a role model for all of us, but especially for young women . . . . She had a strong will to do what was right—and to do it in the right way. She had a touch of kindness about her even when she had to say, ‘Not appropriate for this festival’ or ‘No, they can’t sell t-shirts’ . . . She helped make Lowell not just a place, but a ‘community’ of people working together for the good of all.”

      Speaking to local video-documentary producers Ruth Page and Scott Glidden, Joe Wilson used a folksy metaphor in reflecting on culture and the preservation of traditional arts in America:

 “It’s possible to think of the structure of culture in the United States today as an ice cream sandwich. Up at the top you have received culture that is transmitted through conservatories and great institutions. You have ballet here and symphony music and all the great works of the Western World. There was a time, a few centuries ago, when you only had this level of culture, elite culture, and all the rest of culture was folk culture, the thing that working folks did for their own enjoyment, the thing that they played for themselves and handed down through their families and communities. But a century or so ago, we started manufacturing culture. We started making records and books and other things that were sold en masse, and so we have popular culture now or mass culture, the middle part of our ice cream sandwich.

     “Folk culture is made by institutions, too, but small institutions. The family is the main institution of folk culture, and it’s not created to make money. Sometimes people become professionals who do these things, but they do these things because they’re good, and because they’re beautiful, and because they should be passed on.”

“Make Big Money Writing Poems”

This is an excerpt from an unfinished memory book. The working title is “Do You Think You’ll Ever Go Back?” The narrative takes me through my first 22 years. — PM




‘Make Big Money Writing Poems’

 

BROWSING IN THE STACKS of the Merrimack College library in 1974, I noticed a book—I Wanted to Write a Poem: The Autobiography of the Works of a Poet by William Carlos Williams. The quirky volume, a “talking bibliography,” introduced me to modern poetry. Suddenly, I was reading poems written for the American voice, a voice like the one in my throat. The doctor-poet who made house calls in New Jersey, was a general practitioner of literature. Williams wrote poems, stories, essays, and accounts of American history. He described a poem as “a small (or large) machine made of words.” Into his poetry processor went the plums in the fridge, paper bags from the street, a red wheelbarrow, a young housewife, and the local waterfall.

     When I was six years old, I watched the inauguration of John F. Kennedy on TV. With the young President stood white-haired Robert Frost whom Kennedy had invited to read a poem for the ceremony, at the time a rare example of poetry being included in a national event. The iconic pairing of a political leader and a poet stayed with me.

     Enthralled by the Beatles from the time I was ten years old, I must have developed an affinity for lyrical writing through all the hours of listening to British Invasion hit songs, three-minute singles like short lyric poems later. When two of my teen-aged cousins and I pretended for a few months to have a rock band, I scribbled music lyrics on loose-leaf paper. We made the best of a snare drum, a cast-off schoolroom piano, and a thrift-shop tambourine.

     Poetry wasn’t part of my high-school world. Jack Kerouac died in October 1969, when I was a sophomore. The coverage in the Lowell Sun and a course in local history brought him to my attention, but I started with his Lowell novels, not Mexico City Blues, the poetry book Bob Dylan credits as a major influence. For a senior-year assignment, I wrote a parody of one of Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales and titled it “The Politician.” Poetry looked like an individual sport. I preferred teams. I played baseball for four years with guys who didn’t talk about Carl Sandburg. Before long, though, a radiant girl and modern poetry helped me find my emotional voice. They changed my life.

     The only writers I knew were authors in the library and reporters whose names were on newspaper articles. A Lowell-born writer won the Yale Series of Younger Poets award in 1972, the year I finished high school. Michael Casey’s book of poems about his military service stateside and in Vietnam, Obscenities, was a publishing phenomenon. Casey was a physics graduate from Lowell Technological Institute where an English professor encouraged him to write. Yale University Press sold the rights for a mass-market paperback to Warner Books, which made the book available everywhere, from airport book racks to the local drugstore. In March 1974, in Prince’s Bookstore on Lowell’s main street, I bought the pocket-sized book with a color cover photograph of Casey and two friends in Army gear. The poems were interspersed with black-and-white UPI news photos of scenes from the war zone. Yale prize judge Stanley Kunitz called Obscenities, “…the first significant book of poems written by an American to spring from the war in Vietnam. …”

     In college I wrote essays, short stories, and letters to the editor of the daily paper, the Lowell Sun. Merrimack is where my writing kindling burned into a real fire. First-year rhetoric teacher Catherine Murphy encouraged me to keep writing outside of class. I followed up with her course on the short story and found the form comfortable. I pictured myself as an updated John Updike in the suburbs of my time. While studying for a bachelor’s degree in political science, I opened a door onto writing, only to find poetry slipping in through the window. Later, I would joke that I was content looking for a form. That’s CON-tent, not con-TENT, although I did search happily.

     I favored the compressed structure, heightened language, and imagery in poems, all of which intensify the effect of a composition. I was interested in the visual aspect of a poem, the architecture of an object made of words. As much as to be moved by the artful use of language, I read poetry to enter conversations that I wasn’t finding elsewhere. Poetry became a way for me to organize my response to the world.

     Halfway through my undergraduate years, I veered off my planned career course. The political science degree/law school/elective office road map on my brain’s bulletin board lost a corner push pin and peeled forward. The bottom curled up. Creative writing gained on the imagined career in government or international affairs, maybe with the United Nations or State Department. My father had a second cousin who had been the Canadian Ambassador to the United States, Marcel Cadieux, an author also.

     After two years at Merrimack in North Andover, Mass., I left in the summer of 1974 for financial reasons. I had entered with a Massachusetts State Scholarship, merit-based, that paid $900 towards private school tuition and the full cost of state school tuition. I also had a $1,000 federal grant for two years. The summer after sophomore year, Merrimack’s financial aid staff informed me that my grant had been eliminated and I would have to borrow $1,000. I said, “No, thank you,” and took my public-college scholarship to Lowell State College where I had a free ride. At Lowell State, I stayed on track with the poli-sci major and history minor concentration. But I slipped into the deck of social sciences courses electives on classical music appreciation, the philosophy of art and beauty, watercolor painting, and poetry writing. While my grades were as good as they had been throughout, I looked to customize my curriculum, doing a directed-study course on “Poetry and Politics” (from Plato to Yevtushenko) and an independent project on political economy with my academic advisor, Prof. Joyce Denning. Both Joyce and her office mate, Prof. Dean Bergeron, mid-career faculty members, encouraged me to pursue my passions, whether that meant a deeper dive into public policy or publishing poems in the student campus newsletter, The Advocate, which took several pieces between fall 1974 and spring 1976.

     I had also placed a couple of short poems signed with my initials in The Communicator, an alternative tabloid in Lowell produced by Acre-neighborhood activists and student radicals seeking fair treatment of poor people in the city and better community services. One poem was a snarky take on the plan for a national park in Lowell. I couldn’t put together labor injustice for mill workers with shiny tourist boats on canals. Later, I would become one of the loudest cheerleaders for the park, but we can all be indignant at twenty-one years old.

     Conversations in the Joyce-Dean drop-in center had 500 channels: from Springsteen’s new Born to Run and Oklahoma Senator Fred Harris’s chances in the 1976 Democratic primaries to an unconventional novel that turned out to be a “culture-bearer” of its time, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance. Joyce said, “Don’t just do what you think you should do to get your ticket punched to move on to the next expected gate.”

     More than the money, the move to Lowell State worked out better than I could have imagined. The array of courses taught by first-rate faculty suited me. I’d been wrong coming out of high school thinking that Lowell State was substandard, the “safety school” for average local students. The reality was educationally impressive, outdistancing the perception of the school among many people in Greater Lowell. I graduated summa cum laude in June 1976 without a plan.

After Dr. Williams, I pored over the works of Sandburg, Frost, Emily Dickinson, and Langston Hughes. I moved back and forth through American poetry, finding, among many others, Gary Snyder, Walt Whitman, Robert Lowell, e. e. cummings, Galway Kinnell, Carolyn Forché, Philip Levine, Sylvia Plath, Edna St. Vincent Millay, Charles Olson, Marianne Moore, Maxine Kumin, Roethke, Stevens, and Ferlinghetti. Beyond the Americans, I read Shakespeare, Dylan Thomas, Yevtushenko, Rimbaud, Neruda, and Seamus Heaney.

Steeped in their music, I absorbed the words of John Lennon, Paul McCartney, Dylan, Joni Mitchell, Chuck Berry, Leonard Cohen, Carole King, and Harry Chapin. Among the prose works that were important to me were Thoreau’s Walden, Emerson’s essays, The Enormous Room by cummings, Albert Camus’ Notebooks (1935-1942), Joan Didion’s essays, Rilke’s Letters to a Young Poet, Pirsig’s road seminar, Snyder’s essays in Turtle IslandThe Unsettling of America by Wendell Berry, Katherine Anne Porter’s stories and My Antonia by Willa Cather, Michael Herr’s Dispatches, Updike’s fiction, Kurt Vonnegut, Jr., and Kerouac’s Lowell books, especially Doctor Sax and Maggie Cassidy for the poetry in his prose. Each writer gave me something. Kerouac’s lesson? Write your own story. Lennon’s lesson? Produce your own dream.

     Why did I choose the poetry path? In 1978, I asked the same of Charles Simic. He had agreed to see me one spring day at a time when I was adrift. The University of New Hampshire (UNH) campus in Durham was deserted on Good Friday when I pulled into the parking lot near Simic’s office. I found him at his desk and stammered something complimentary. It was the first time I had sought out a writer whose books were on my shelves. I was unsure about applying for entrance to the Master of Fine Arts poetry program at UNH. Simic said:

     “Going through a program like ours won’t make you a poet. That’s up to you. In my case, I     

     might have had a choice when I was eighteen. Now, writing poetry is like breathing. I happen

     to be teaching here, but I would be writing poems even if I were sweeping streets to make a

     living.”

     Five years later I was accepted into the Master of Fine Arts Program in Writing at the University of California, Irvine. Poets James McMichael, Garrett Hongo, and Louise Glück took turns leading workshop sessions. I hoped to study with Charles Wright, but he left for the University of Virginia a few months before I arrived, returning to his native South. Several of my workshop compadres have since put fizz in the literary waters: author and critic Shawn Levy, editor and writer Dana White, and poets Juan Delgado and Maurya Simon.

     As valuable as the workshop was, perhaps as useful was my teaching assistantship at Irvine. I taught composition to freshmen for three semesters and learned again how to write an effective sentence. Living alone in a studio apartment off Pacific Coast Highway in Dana Point, up the hill on Seville Place behind a nursery with small orange and lemon trees, I composed poems and revised old work for hours and days at a stretch. I had given myself permission to be a writer full-time. The move to the West Coast, the immersion in literature, and the isolation amounted to a recommitment to writing. Within a year, however, weighing a job offer back east against my shrinking savings, I left the program to return to the Merrimack Valley. 

    At a book festival in Boston around 1980 I had picked out of a goldfish bowl a matchbook with these words printed in red on a white background: Make Big Money Writing Poems. Why not? This pitch was a come-on from Apple-Wood Books of Massachusetts. I don’t remember if I checked out the Apple-Wood products, but I still have the matches.

     After college, I worked part-time in the Dracut public library and applied for jobs in Lowell that lined up with my interests and skills. An opening for an outreach worker at the anti-poverty agency Community Teamwork, Inc., in Lowell did not go my way.

     In the fall, I took two steps up on the writing ladder. I withdrew a few hundred dollars from my savings account, called Northern Printing & Publications in Dracut, and published my first pamphlet of poems (The literary term is chapbook, from a cheap-book sold by peddlers on London streets.), called Horsefeathers & Aquarius, twenty-four pages with a light-brown cover and stapled binding. By then I knew a lot about early twentieth-century writers and the vigorous small-press publishing scene of the time, little literary magazines and books. The literary activists reminded me of the pamphleteers of the American Revolution and the Committees of Correspondence. Writing and publishing in the drive for independence from the British King were a powerful complement to and at times prerequisite for the long rifles and powder horns. Horsefeathers referred to mythic Pegasus, the flying horse, who kicked a hoof into the side of Mount Helicon and set flowing a stream of inspiration in the form of the Muses. It was the Seventies, and the Age of Aquarius still a thing in people’s heads—plus, I was an Aquarian as was an “old flame.”

    I didn’t ask anyone’s permission to publish the poems. Issuing the chapbook seemed like a normal step to take, like announcing a political candidacy with a tri-fold brochure for mailing or opening your own grocery store. This move was not unlike signing up for organized baseball when I was fourteen, after years of playing in the neighborhood. It was time to get in the market. Wise Men and Wise Women will caution young writers not to rush their work into print. Looking into the collection now, some pages make me wince. At the same time, I enjoyed the heck out of announcing myself to the world. I didn’t know another poet to talk to. Poets were in books or on TV (almost never). I had heard a few authors speak in college, Jonathan Kozol, Ralph Nader, Julian Bond, but not a poet.

     When I got the book, I asked the manager of Prince’s Bookstore and Stationery across the street from the clothing store where I had worked in downtown Lowell if she would take copies on consignment for sale. She agreed. Between my friends’ purchases and my mother sending over her customers from the women’s clothing store, Prince’s ran through the first dozen in a couple of days. When I went back to ask the manager if she would like to re-order, she said, “What did you do, send all your friends in to buy the book?” I thought, Isn’t that what you would expect me to do? She took another twelve copies and reordered several times over until I had sold more than half of the 250 copies in the initial printing run.

     The Lifestyle columnist in the Lowell Sun, Mary Sampas, gave me a strong boost with a headlined story in her weekly column. The newspaper sent a photographer to the library to get a picture of me in a shirt and tie, holding the book open. Mary Sampas knew my mother from cultural events in the city and told her that aspiring writers sometimes sent her material to review. Most were not ready to publish, she said, but she saw something different in my work, a spark, a turn of phrase, depth of insight, something to set it apart. She was well-read and along with her husband had been a tireless advocate in the city for Jack Kerouac’s books. Before his death in 1969, Kerouac had been married for a short time to her husband’s sister, Stella Kerouac. The Sampas couple had been writing for the Sun since the late 1930s. I was in the game.

     When in 1977 I published my second chapbook, Marking Fresh Ice, Mary Sampas wrote another positive article, which ran in the newspaper with a photo. Same with my third pamphlet, Focus on a Locus: Lowell Poems (1980), a title that never failed to crack up some of my pals from the other side of the poetry tracks. Mucous on a Puke-us may have been the best parody. Hocus on a Pocus came in second. I was doing pioneer work with that crowd. They didn’t read anyone else’s poems on their afternoon breaks at the Gas Company and Post Office.

     The second step was an opportunity that came my way through the Andover Library, described elsewhere in this collection. I stayed with the Poets’ Lab for a few years, and in 1978 collaborated with members Steve Perrin and Eric Linder on a basic poetry broadside that we laid out and took to a quick-print shop for reproduction. We pushed out one broadside together, and then I kept the series going for several years. This is the beginning of Loom Press, the small publishing company I still manage.

     Nineteen-seventy-eight was also the year of CETA, the Comprehensive Employment and Training Act, a federal jobs program. The national economy was so weak when I graduated from college that a federal intervention was justified. The program reminded people of the Works Progress Administration of the Great Depression in the 1930s, which provided jobs for a vast number of people from coast to coast, building sidewalks and post offices, constructing bridges and dams, researching state histories, and painting murals in railroad depots. I think every fourth person in the liberal arts who graduated alongside me did a stint with CETA. Without a lot of other options locally, I signed up for the jobs program and filled in the blank after the question about what type of work I was seeking: Writing—I may have mentioned poetry as an interest. My preferred outcome was to get hired for the new CityFair program of the Human Services Corporation (HSC), a nonprofit organization in Lowell. HSC’s mission was to build “concrete economic and social programs that would instill hope and determination in city residents.”

     CityFair employed about ten people, musicians, painters, photographers, ceramicists, and a dancer. Their jobs were to teach in community settings, offer performances and displays, and provide creative services. I was sure the project needed a poet. The program manager did not agree when I knocked on her office door and urged her to look at my file and bring me on board. She wasn’t looking for a writer … or a poet.

     CityFair did not work out, however, a month later while I was on one of my short-term residencies in Maine, I called my mother to check in and heard that I had been called by the University of Lowell public relations office. Would I come in for an interview? I called the university the next day and said I would leave right away and be there for an interview the following day. The director of public relations, Linda Frawley, had been to the CETA office trawling for free help. What a deal for government and nonprofit organizations. And, likewise, what a deal for people out of work or under-employed, especially recent college graduates who could gain real-world experience in professional settings, from city planning offices to public school programs for kids with special needs.

     Linda saw my “writing” preference and was further intrigued by the mention of poetry. She gave me a hand up, like Mary Sampas reporting on my first book. Linda was the youngest woman executive on campus. She had written for newspapers and done some political campaign work. A vivacious blonde with a sparkling smile, beaming affect, and a nose for news sharpened during her days working with ink-stained scribes at a city tabloid, Linda had been brought in to the inner circle of the first president of the new university.

     In 1975, Lowell’s two colleges with roots in the 1890s, Lowell Technological Institute and Lowell State College, merged to form a comprehensive public university one rank below the state’s flagship, the University of Massachusetts in Amherst. The new president, Dr. John Duff, most recently of Seton Hall University, was an historian, a scholar of Irish American history. He bear-hugged the Lowell job. He would soon become the first chair of the Lowell Historic Preservation Commission (LHPC), U.S. Department of the Interior, when Congress passed, and President Jimmy Carter signed the legislation creating a national park in Lowell to commemorate the American Industrial Revolution and the pluralistic workforce in the mills. The innovative LHPC helped put together the building blocks of the park in its early years. Linda Frawley served as Duff’s passport to Lowell, using her city contacts and native knowledge to assist his networking efforts. Duff’s sprawling white mansion on the exclusive Belvidere Hill in the city became The  Place to be for after-theater parties, fundraising galas, Irish arts stars, and holiday celebrations.

     Linda’s open mind and intellectual curiosity worked in my favor. I was hired as a campus reporter and editor, writing news releases, editing a weekly newsletter, preparing annual reports and department brochures, and helping out with events and campus VIP tours. The job paid the federal minimum wage at the time, $2.65 per hour.

The new campus reporter.

In the winter of 1978-79, Dr. Duff provided start-up space in the back of the public relations office for the LHPC. I met the first staff people who were hired, including executive director Fred Faust, operations director Ray LaPorte, and administrative assistant Mary Kiafas. Three of them jammed into an oversized storage closet, but they had access to phones, a shared receptionist, a copy machine, the campus print shop, and meeting space upstairs for business. We became friends. That spring I played on the LHPC/National Park Service softball team. I attended monthly meetings of the Preservation Commission in the trustees’ room on the second floor of the building we worked in, Cumnock Hall. The more I learned about what they did, the more I wanted to get in on that project. It would take a while, until March 1981, but Fred Faust finally brought me on board as a cultural-affairs program assistant, part-time. And that led to an enormous opportunity in 1984.

     The CETA slot was good for eighteen months, after which the university picked me up at the minimum hourly wage for another several months. By this time, Linda Frawley was managing communications at California State University in Fresno, in the Great Central Valley south of where I had lived in Stockton. Linda stayed in touch, coaching me from afar because I was now running the operation at ULowell. The administration had not replaced her.

     Ever the promoter, Linda made sure to talk up her poet-reporter in Lowell to Fresno’s marquee poet of the time, Philip Levine, one of my favorite writers. Levine liked having poems in The New Yorker because people read them in the dentist’s office. He used that line at his poetry readings. He was a working-class guy from Detroit who had made it into the poetry establishment without giving up any of his political edge. Linda showed him some of my work. She had him sign one of his books and sent me the gift.

     After a few months of being the acting director of the public relations office, I walked upstairs to the president’s suite to ask for a pay raise. I got an increase of twenty-five cents an hour, ten dollars a week. The response was not what I expected.

     Two months later I went to the president’s office again to tell his top aide that I intended to resign. If the university would not pay me more for the added responsibilities that I had assumed, then I would look for another job. It was self-respect, as much as anything, that pushed me. There’s a French expression for the overly prideful: “Fierté mal placée.” Misplaced pride. Maybe. I believed they were taking advantage of me. I figured I could find something else that paid as much, and, besides, my expenses were low even though I had my own apartment close to the campus. I had enough money saved to carry me through a short transition period.

     My CETA application with writer/poet on it got me the university gig, a full-time position where I learned about journalism, institutional communications, publications, and public program management, all of which served me well in future employment. As far as I was concerned, and compared to what I was doing before CETA, I had already made big money writing poems.

     The president’s assistant, a tenured faculty member, sat behind a large wooden desk just outside the president’s office, listening to me quit. When she started talking, I wasn’t sure if she was incredulous about my decision to leave or trying to snow me in order to get the outcome that was convenient for the upper administration.

     “What are you doing? You can’t resign without having another job. Think about it. You have a liberal arts degree. You’re like me. We have no skills.”

     I left two weeks later. 

"Laid Off," a chapter from "Do You Think You'll Ever Go Back?" (a memory book in progress)

Doris and Marcel Marion, downtown Lowell, Mass., c. 1950.

Laid Off

ONE OF MY PRE-SCHOOL MEMORIES is a composite of scenes with my father during the day when he was not working at the mill, when he was “laid off.” That was the term I heard. Laid off. Told by the boss to stay home because the company did not have enough business activity to keep him employed. When this happened, he qualified for unemployment insurance. He would be “collecting,” as people said. Collecting unemployment checks. He was also said to be “loafing,” but that was not precise and even cruel. Loafing makes me think of Walt Whitman: “I loafe and invite my soul,/I lean and loafe at my ease observing a spear of summer grass.” For my father there was little of this kind of sauntering. It was not his choice to be out of work in the 1950s, sometimes for months at a stretch.

I was too young to know that the national economy was right in our kitchen. According to federal economic reports, the textile industry took one of the worse hits in the recession of 1957-58, which knocked five million people out of all kinds of work. The Northeast had high job losses. The post-WWII economic surge had topped off. Business growth lagged, and personal spending contracted. Also, an Asian flu pandemic slowed exports in manufacturing, and interest rates rose as the Federal Reserve banking system countered inflation. Nationwide, the unemployment rate reached 7.5 percent by mid-1958. After the highest joblessness since the 1930s, the rate dropped to below 5 percent by 1960. Lowell from 1950 to 1957 ranked as an area of “persistent high unemployment” with an average rate of 7.9 percent. Another term I heard when I was a bit older was “a depressed area.”

I was assigned to Dad on the days when my mother worked in the women’s clothing store in downtown Lowell. One vivid scenario: My father drives my mother to work downtown with me in the back seat of the car. After dropping her off at the corner of Merrimack and John streets, Dad parks the car at a meter near the store. The two of us walk down Paige Street on the back side of the five-and-ten cents stores to a bar called Marty’s, known for having one of the longest bar tops in the state, stretching the length of the building from Paige Street over to Merrimack, from back door to front. We sit in a booth upholstered with slippery red material, not cloth. My father orders a glass of draft beer for himself and an orangeade for me. Always a glass of orangeade from the soda fountain. I’m four years old. We have one drink and then go. Never two drinks.

Sometimes we made a pit stop at the men’s restroom that was under the sidewalk on the back side of the five-and-tens. The men’s and women’s facilities here were the only public restrooms in the city. Many years later the stairs were sealed over. One day an urban archeologist will discover the toilets under Paige Street.

     At home in Dracut, the “laid off” days passed. Time must have dragged for my father. He kept busy around the house, working in the yard or down cellar or helping his parents next door. There’s always something to maintain or clean when you own a house. He built a solid workbench in the cellar using scrap wood and his few tools. When he was younger, he had done a little carpentry with his Marion cousins who ran a construction company. The Marion name is associated with building in the area. Louis Marion’s company built one of the yellow-brick buildings in the historic quadrangle of the old Lowell Textile School, one of the predecessors of today’s Lowell campus of the University of Massachusetts. An old friend of mine says the Marions were cathedral builders. Sometimes when my father was driving the family around, he would point out a house that he had helped build. (My mother never got a driver’s license because she was too nervous to drive a car. She took lessons but could never get the hang of it. For years, she called taxis to pick her up in Dracut to go to work in downtown Lowell).

     John Mullen worked with my father at Gilet Carbonizing, at first in Lowell and then in North Chelmsford. He supervised scouring machines on the lower level of the mill, a job I did for two days in the summer of 1972. Here’s my take on what it felt like in Satan’s glowing red, infected bowels:

 No adjective for the heat. My olive-green T-shirt blackens before work starts on the scouring train in the cellar of this mill. I’m the keeper of the vats, three linked in a fifty-foot machine, my train between two more. A chute drops raw wool into harsh detergent soup, bubbling the shit out of it, then a big claw rakes acrid slop from vat one to the next until the whole mess hits the dryers.

Like an underground sentry, I march up and down a yard-wide walk, using a hoe to unclog grates beneath each vat where steaming liquid strains into a waste-way. There are regular red alerts—when a section plugs, muck flows over, and scalding soapy stew boils up, I run down to scoop out crap. The stink of cooked sheep dung, bleach, oil, and sweat makes me plan to burn my jeans at home.

 With no fans, no relief, and the sight of my twenty-year-man teacher, I know there’s no tomorrow. 

      I’m in awe of the will it must have required for a man like Mullen to report every day to that underworld. The commitment baffles me, but his is another example of the sacrifices made by people who were determined to make a life and earn a living in America.

This is a modern version of a scouring train in a wool factory, but it's the same general cleaning method as I experienced in the 1970s. Web photo courtesy of textilecourse.blogspot.com

John said it straight: “When I first went there in 1939, let me tell you, you wouldn’t want a dog to work in the place. And I was a dog at the time, lucky to get a job. I did all the shit jobs in the world that were lousy there. When you’re a new guy, you get, well, you know what you get.”

     John talked about the boss, George Noval. “He probably was the only one that could really speak English and knew every process in the mill. The people in the Pawtucketville neighborhood of Lowell can be thankful to him because if there was an opening somebody from Pawtucketville got the job. The place was ninety percent French other than the early people that were there, who were Portuguese and Polish.”

     My father had lined up the summer job for me, which meant asking for a favor unlike he had ever done at the mill. I’m sure I caused a problem, even embarrassment, when I told him the stench of the scouring machines made me nauseous to the point of vomiting and that I could not make it past the morning on the second day. He didn’t chew me out, however, and sucked up the news that he had to give to the big boss. I told him I’d apply for a job at a fast-food counter rather than go back to the mill.

Luckily, my mother got me in at the women’s clothing store where she was a senior salesclerk. The manager hired me part-time to run the manual elevator. I could hardly have painted a more different occupational setting. I needed a job to help pay for college tuition and to put gas in the creaky 1966 Ford Galaxie 500 that had been handed down to me when my father got my grandfather’s black Mercury sedan after he bought a new pine-green, two-door Comet. The Galaxie looked like it had leprosy, the silver-blue paint flaking off from hood to trunk.

     In October, I gained a windfall benefit. My parents sold their small ranch house in Dracut because Dad wanted to get out of house-care worries. We moved to a two-bedroom, garden-style apartment on the west side of town, Whitecliff Manor—how upscale British sounding. With a small profit from the house sale, my parents bought themselves their first new car, a bronze 1972 Ford Torino, automatic transmission with a stick shift (Dad said, “I can die now.”) and got a new, chocolate-brown Ford Pinto hatchback for me—for commuting to Merrimack College in North Andover, where Red Sox star Carl Yastrzemski had earned a bachelor’s degree in off-season classes. I ran the Pinto for ten years, until the engine burst into flames one afternoon outside my mechanic’s shop while I was inside explaining the car’s latest problem. I know the Pinto is a cultural punchline in 1970s humor, but I squeezed every ounce of value out of that car. My folks had paid less than $2,000 for my “ride” ten years before.

     But back to John Mullen. He spoke with Mehmed Ali, Ph.D., of the Lowell Historical Society for two hours in June 2002, recollecting the mill work and labor organizing of his day. I sat in. He was eighty-five-years old, articulate, white-haired, and had a face like Kirk Douglas the actor. He remembered one strike whose aim was to get a ten-cent raise for the textile workers. He laughed: “Even if you ask for nothing, the owners can’t afford it.” Industry executives considered Gilet to be a top plant in woolens and worsteds. He counted three or four strikes in the 1940s when my father was hired at the Lowell mill, which stood at the Lower Locks complex of the Pawtucket Canal where today’s UMass Lowell’s Inn & Conference Center is seen (the site of a Hilton hotel in the 1980s). Gilet’s later moved to a mill complex in North Chelmsford near a railroad line.

     John ticked off names of men who worked with my father: Joe Halloran, Bucky Landry, Bill Jezek, George Brouillard, and Marcel Vervaert, “Big Marcel,” who taught my father, “Little Marcel,” how to sort wool, a trade that served him for forty years. One time an anthrax scare shook up the employees. “An old French guy on the third floor who opened the bales of sheep fleeces got sick enough to see a doctor,” said John. A doctor saved his infected eye. He never returned to work.  In the business, anthrax is known as “the wool sorter’s disease,” and it was a constant concern.

     “Wool sorters were the elite in the mill in the early days,” said John. “You can be proud of your father. They can take a handful of wool and make three or four different sorts, grades of wool [like Prime and Choice for beef grades]. It was amazing to see those fellows in action. People from Rhode Island and Lawrence, Mass., came to work at the Gilet factory because of the high pay we were able to get for the wool sorters. That skill was hard to find anyway. I never had any trouble negotiating a wage for the wool sorters.”

     John smiled as he recalled a colorful character from his time. “There was a fellow named Harry Healey who believed that wool sorters were the top of the heap. He came to work all dressed up. At the shop he’d put on a white frock. And guess what he had in his briefcase? His lunch. But he would take a shower after work every day and put his suit back on to go home. You should see that white frock after eight hours of sorting wool. Oh, oh! Well, you know, raw wool is full of burrs, dirt, and shit.”

     He admitted he was a thorn in the side of the boss, but John says “We improved operations 1,000 percent—1,000. In the early ‘50s, I got the hell out of there, and then went to work for the United Fund in 1955. I should have stayed with the union, because in the textile thing I was president. We had a Woolen and Worsted Division of the United Textile Workers of America from the AFofL-CIO. We had several plants, Southwell and others, so with my big mouth they elected me president of the council.”

     Looking at me he said, “Your father was one of the union stewards. I’m sure he was because I was smart enough to make sure that even with the elite that I got the guys that I wanted. And I know Marcel was always up front. He was always up front.”

     The 1953-55 Labor Agreement between the Gilet company of Lowell and the United Textile Workers of America, A.F. of L., Local No. 734 is a fifty-two-page document detailing the terms and conditions for union security, hours of employment (forty hours a week, eight hours a day), seniority, basic force level, wages and cost of living adjustment, holiday pay and vacation,  military service, management and discharge, union notices, safety and health, grievances and arbitration, health benefits, miscellaneous items and the term of the contract. The wool sorters would be paid $1.865 per hour, second only to over-lookers who would earn $1.975. Scourers like John’s first slot came in at $1.395. The agreement was signed by the company president Albert J. Gilet. Kenneth G. Clark signed for the national union, and for Local 734 six names are listed: John J. Mullen, William J. Landry, Gerard Morrissette, George Brouillard, Marcel Marion, and William Jezek.

     And even with all John Mullen describes the owners and managers in the 1950s ridded themselves of the union. By the time I was old enough to understand, the collective protection of organized labor was gone from my father’s workplace. Conditions deteriorated, he was furloughed more often, and the once well-compensated wool sorting no longer drew top dollar. John Mullen chalks up the decline to increasing competition, shifting markets, and technological changes. 

     In the months out of the mill, Dad explored other options such as a job in electronics. He’s kept a notebook with mimeograph drawings of tubes and circuits. This may have been a TV repair class. I can’t tell. The diagrams show audio output, amplifier operation, grid voltage, electron-emitting cathode, photo-sensitive material. The notes are about transformer couplings, plate resistor, capacitor, and transconductance. Stored with the notebook was an exam book for a police services job. This may have been something he looked into after the war.

     The workbench was Dad’s area in the cellar. It was eight feet long and the height of a kitchen counter. Built like a box against the back wall of the house foundation, the bench was open in the front and had a tabletop surface about a yard deep. When I was small, I had to stand on a stool to reach the back of the top counter. Underneath there were used paint cans, boards of various sizes, large and small saws, pieces of metal, and other items that were too useful to throw out. On top he kept his mix-and-match tools: no two screwdrivers were from the same family of implements. A couple of dozen jars and small boxes held nails, screws, hooks, brass hinges.

     One winter he organized the nails and screws in old jelly and peanut butter jars whose covers were nailed into a board that was in turn nailed to beams above the workbench so that Dad could reach up and unscrew the jar containing the needed nail or hook. I’ve seen this arrangement in cellars of old houses in the area. Baby food jars are a good size for small screws and washers. At the back of the countertop more remnant parts and supplies were stacked, waiting for the next home improvement.

     In the months out of work, my father had a lot of time to think and read. He enjoyed the writings of the longshoreman-philosopher Eric Hoffer and Edward Bellamy’s social critique Looking Backward: 2000-1887. In his own way he was spiritual, just without the dogma and clerical trappings. He said the Pope should sell all the gold ornaments in the Vatican and use the money to feed hungry people. His anti-clerical views made me take a pass on the chance to be an altar server, which baffled nuns who taught me. I preferred not to do that. On top of Sunday Mass with my family, the school required weekly Crusader Masses, First Friday Mass, Easter Week and Christmas Masses, and Holy Day of Obligation Masses, which gave me plenty of capital in the God Bank, I figured.

A few years before my father died of cancer in 1982, I published a meditation on him in my first collection of poems:

Dad’s middle name was super-French, Réal, in the category of Hormidas, Salomé, and Déodat from the older generations. I pictured him trudging down muddy German roads in 1945, one eye on Bavaria, his combat boots worn thin. Did he see himself, twenty years ahead, sorting raw wool in the San Joaquin Valley of California, touring the sheep spreads and talking French to the Basque farmers?

State dinners in Washington with ambassadors and movie stars made him sick to his daily-bread stomach. It’s a good thing he enjoyed the Red Sox.

“Jefferson was a genius,” he’d said. “Something went wrong. Mazuma did it. Money corrupts absolutely.” Taking off his glasses, he’d sigh. “I dunno what’s gonna happen.”

There were no political junkets for him, no study trips to Sweden and Japan. He had to be happy with native corn and tomatoes in August. Who knows that Corporal Marcel Marion studied Greek and Latin and geometry in the junior seminary in the White Mountains of New Hampshire?

Once, watching a TV symphony, he said to my mother, “Now there’s a guy who did something in his life. He composed music. What did I do?”

“You had a family, three sons, that’s something.”

My father used to say he had seen our country’s best days. He worked, read, wanted to travel, enjoyed his grandsons, liked to bet a buck, drank a beer. My father had questions.

Paul Marion (c) 2023

Picking Mushrooms in Gdansk

With President Biden in Poland today, yesterday in Ukraine, I went to the vault for this poem, which feels surprisingly current even though I wrote it in 1983.


Above the flares of border guards

a camouflage balloon of stitched raincoats

drifted over the ripped Curtain into Austria.

The man in the basket was a Czech hero,

his racing bike broken down and neatly packed.

The same night two sentries scaled a ten-foot fence in East Berlin;

they had waited a year for the army to pair them.

Automatic guns and all, the men raised beers in a U.S. Zone bar.

AP, CBS, BBC, and NPR produce reports like instant coffee.

The latest bit is from Poland, where "labor leader Lech Walesa"

told sniffing hounds of his surprise while driving with friends

to pick mushrooms in the Gdansk forest when radio news

announced he had won the Nobel Prize for Peace.

If the irreducible act, immediately broadcast, registers like a tuned string,

I take it for truth, weighing it against news I’ve proofed

in a mix of first-hand views and faith.

The French Canadian Truth about 'Chinese Pie'

Marion’s Meat Market, Little Canada neighborhood, Lowell, Mass., c. 1926

WBUR-FM radio in Boston tracked down what for now stands as the most accurate story about the origin of the French Canadian-American (and Quebec French Canadian) homestyle comfort food with the unusual name: Chinese Pie. Listen to the podcast by Amanda Beland, who grew up in a French Canadian family in Manchester. N.H. My poem “Chinese Pie” makes a cameo appearance. Here’s the link.

Hometown Baseball

by Paul Marion

Dracut High School, 1972


IN THE 1950s AND ‘60s, small bottling companies “popped” up around the state. I grew up with Dracut Home Beverages, produced in the Collinsville section of town. The plant was little more than a retrofitted garage on a side street in a residential area off Lakeview Ave. I still have one of the branded bottles, now valued as a collectible in the region. We always called soft drinks “a tonic” because of the local source of tonics like Moxie that came out of the once-lucrative patent medicine business.

     For several years in the mid-1960s, my cousins Tommy and Danny Brady in Lowell, about the same age as me, a year younger and a year older, had a small business selling cold drinks to players and spectators at softball games of the Lowell Industrial League at Hovey Field across the street from their house. Half the park was in Dracut with a baseball diamond at each end. My cousins packed ice between the bottles of vivid tonic and pulled the wooden soda crates in a little red wagon to the park. Each Saturday their father drove them to the bottling plant to buy eight cases of twenty-four.

     Companies of that time included Raytheon Missile Systems, Joan Fabrics, Pandel-Bradford, Prince Spaghetti, and Avco Space Systems (a NASA contractor developing designs for Mars exploration). When we were twelve, the players appeared to be immense in size and as old as our fathers even though most of them would have been in their twenties or early thirties. I had a similar impression as a freshman baseball player in high school with eighteen-year-old seniors the size of forty-year-old men stomping around the locker room—a few of them bearded but not tattooed. Their home run clouts matched Harmon Killebrew’s. We knew the better players by names and numbers.

     Between innings, softball guys paid a quarter for a seven-ounce bottle—maybe lime, strawberry, or ginger ale in crayon colors, among the many flavors. My cousins had the edge on the ice cream man in his ring-a-ding truck who swung by only once during the game.

“Hey, you kids, I sell the Cokes in this park!”

“Too bad, Mr. Softee. We’ve got it from here.”

     We were getting to be business-minded in more ways than tonic sales. In 1968, my cousins and I discovered that we could buy a carton of Topps baseball cards for the wholesale price at the Notini Tobacco Company distribution warehouse in the old Little Canada section of Lowell. What a revelation. Cut out the middle man. In those days the price at the corner variety store was five cents a pack. Each time Topps released a new series for sale, we’d get a carton with twenty-four packs of five cards each at a discount. What wealth we had when we spread our fresh cards on the kitchen table. The thin, hard, flat rectangles of pink bubble gum got tossed in the garbage.

     Around this time, Tommy and I were happy to be included in regular weekend pick-up games organized by my brother David and his friends, some high school buddies, some new college pals, who played six or seven on a side (the hitting team provided the catcher) if there were enough guys or alternatively played scrub with two men up at a time and others in the field. The regular field was the worn-down but usable Hovey Field reserved for softball on week nights. There was one day when Hovey was unavailable, so everyone saddled up in their cars and drove a half-mile up the street to a park on Pleasant Street in Dracut where there were two diamonds with outfields back-to-back. Past the outfield looking east rises the distinctive wooden bell tower of the Old Yellow Meeting House built in the late 1700s. We found a large squad of neighborhood kids, closer in age to Tommy and me than to the older guys in our gang.

     After a quick negotiation, the locals accepted the challenge, and we had a full-on game set up with nine players on each side, maybe ten on the “home team,” each side providing an umpire calling strikes and balls from behind the pitcher during its turn at bat. What spooled out was epic, a full nine-inning game with fantastic fielding and clutch hitting, shortstops diving left and right to stab hard grounders, outfielders making impossible catches on long drives over their heads.

     We could have played eighteen innings, like Ernie Banks of the Chicago Cubs: “Let’s play two!” We were semi-unconscious in our giddy good fortune. Time stopped for this field-of-dreams game. One kid ran across the street to his house to get jugs of water after the fourth inning. The absolute spontaneity, serendipity, harmonic convergence of factors lights me up even now. An “away” team shows up at your neighborhood field and challenges your crew to a game. This scene is from a book, a movie, a made-up memory like walking to school in a blizzard in the old days. We rhapsodize about the magic and mojo of hardball. The game on this day was pure for three hours. Two bunches of birds landed in the same open space and flashed their feathers. Everything anybody had in raw ability or learned-skill from thousands of bat-swings, rounds of playing catch, and patchy pick-up contests found expression in the heightened moment. We played for the joy of it. In high school I became friends with several of the kids we played against in the game of the decade. Bobby and Mouse Dionne, Bones Beaudry, Donnie Beaudry, Gene Topjian, Dennis Doucette who lived across the street, and Gary Sullivan, who later joined the priesthood.

     Monahan Park, then Pleasant Street Park before it was dedicated to Michael Monahan who had been killed in Vietnam, was already part of town baseball lore, remembered in a poem by Bob Schaefer, who had been at second base during a Little League game in the early 1960s when emerging sports-god Kenny E. (later a college football star and after that my high school civics teacher and baseball coach) belted a titanic home run that soared past the outfield, over the chain-link fence along the sidewalk, and across Pleasant Street into the front yard of the Fox family home. Nobody had a tape measure, but spectators knew they had seen something for the first time. In Dracut this was like Babe Ruth and Ted Williams.

     I have no idea who won the ballgame in Dracut Center. The contest is etched in my mind like no other in many years of what some would call unorganized baseball but for me was a long-running series of entrepreneurial ballgames, as democratic a thing as you will find. Everyone got chosen for a team. We followed official baseball regulations and applied local ground rules, depending on location, whether farmer’s field or taken-over Little League diamond. For example, second base might be a flat stone too large to dig up. Disputes were negotiated by team captains if there was no agreed-upon umpire at the start. Having an umpire was once in a hundred games—maybe somebody’s dad showed up and offered to call safe-and-out on the bases. The next day your team would be a new mix of friends competing against yesterday’s teammates. We learned a lot about getting along.

     We used our own just practices like “bucking up” for first time at bat. We decided “first ups” in one of two ways. In the bat toss, one kid tosses a bat to another who catches it with one hand half-way up the barrel. Then the kid who tossed the bat closes his fist above the catcher’s hand—and so forth until there is no room for another hand. The top hand wins. Unless, of course, a crafty kid calls “tops” and wins by slapping his palm on the knob of the bat. For “odds and evens,” two kids, each with a closed fist, say “Once, twice, three,” shaking their closed fists three times. On the fourth shake, “Shoot,” each puts out one or more fingers. Before any counting or showing fingers, one or the other of the kids, by mutual agreement, would have called either “Odds” or “Evens,” meaning the total number fingers shown determines who wins.

     Everyone played. Take “Rollies at the Bat.” Except for the batter and a catcher, all the players take the field. There’s no pitcher. The batter hits the ball out of his or her own hand: toss it up and take a cut. The hitter then lays down the bat lengthwise at his or her feet. Whoever catches or stops the ball then throws the ball in from the field, trying to hit the bat on a bounce or a roll. Rare is the throw that plunks the bat on the fly. If your ball knocks the bat, you become the next hitter. And a hitter stays up until a ball meets the bat.

     One day when I was sixteen, the assembled neighborhood stars in the farm field at the top of Janice Avenue made me king for the day or something like that. We had about six players. One kid pitched to me for an hour. I swung the bat until my arms ached. One after another, I drove line drives and deep flies to four kids in the outfield who were having a fielding bonanza, chasing down balls in the gap, backing up on high pops, and grabbing liners over their shoulders. I was hitting so many balls that I started placing drives so that all fielders were getting their chances. This is something that does not happen. One person hitting for such a long time. It never happened to me again. Anyone who has played baseball knows the existential jolt a hitter feels from wrist to gut when the sweet spot of the bat connects with a thrown hardball. Boom, boom, boom. When he was playing hardcore fast-pitch softball in his twenties, my friend Mark used to say that hitting a home run was better than sex for him. He was into it. I forgive his exaggeration. Like the nine-on-nine pick-up game that materialized out of park air in Dracut Center in the summer of 1968, my day in the trampled-down farm field with woods bordering three quarters of the outfield remains a peak day in my years of unorganized ball.

     My organized baseball time lasted four years. The old neighborhood at Hildreth Street and Janice Ave. with its full supply of kids gave me all the happy baseball that I wanted until I turned fourteen years old and wondered what it would be like to play in the town Babe Ruth League. With a fifteen-year-old age limit, the spring of 1969 would be my last chance to compete against the best players my age.

     I signed up for the player draft in January and waited. My brother David had played a season or two of Little League and tells the story of wanting badly to play on a real team. We have a photograph of him in his itchy woolen uniform standing in our front yard with his fist jammed into the pocket of his fielder’s glove and looking serious, dark cap tilted a little on his head. He felt guilty because my father had to buy him a new glove to play. I’m sure whatever glove he had been using around the yard was a ragged leather thing: rawhide lace through the fingers tied together where it had broken from wear and the palm with a hole in it taped over with black electrical tape. He got a new glove. I watched him in a game at Intervale Field in the Kenwood section of town to the east and not far from the Merrimack River. He cracked a bat hitting a double down the left field line, a ground-rule double that bounced into the woods. After the game, the coach gave him the bat to take home. It was like a war souvenir, a saint’s holy relic, an actual new Louisville Slugger that had been carried to the field in the coach’s army duffle bag, a trophy whose handle David wrapped as tightly as possible to allow for further play at home. We made a bat rack out of a board and ten-penny nails for our three family bats including the cracked one. The bat handles were wedged between two nails that were not pounded in all the way. The knob overlapped the nails to keep the bat from sliding out. It was as fine as a gun rack in Kentucky.

     Waiting for the Babe Ruth League team announcement, I tried out for the high-school freshman baseball team. We had enough good players to field freshman, junior varsity, and varsity squads. The coach posted the roster with typed names on the gymnasium door. Without having played an inning of town baseball, I somehow made the team as an infielder. A couple of weeks later, the Babe Ruth teams were set. Several freshmen played on Babe Ruth teams. If a schedule conflict arose, the high-school team had priority.

     Returning Babe Ruth players stayed on their teams from the previous year. New player names, either first-year kids stepping up from Little League or entirely new names like mine, were put in a pool for league coaches to draw from. Coach Paul Lord selected me for the Yankees, which was a new team added to the expanding league. Dracut had so many kids about my age that the school committee instituted double-session attendance for my ninth grade. Not only was my 330-member class split between the high school and junior high buildings, but we also were on staggered schedules. For half the year, half of us started school an hour early and ended after lunch while the other half began at 9 a.m. and stayed until 3:30 p.m. The bus schedule was crazy as were after-school activities. I wound up in the junior high building. The teenage overflow spilled into town baseball. Hello, Yankees.

     Paul Lord was Donald Trump before Trump was a thing. Coach Lord had golden-hay hair swept across the top of his head not to cover baldness like Trump’s but to manage the full mane atop his wide skull. He was a car salesman, of course, and drove a late-model Cadillac. He looked like Trump. He swaggered like Trump. He was an enthusiast who clapped his hands a lot on the sidelines. He often dressed in golf gear from white cap to stylish slacks and sporty shoes. I never saw him in sneakers. I heard that he chose me sight-unseen because of a rumor that I was a “ringer” who had played in California the year before. (In those years, my dad worked eight months a year in the wool business in central California. The family tried living there, but my mother couldn’t stand being away from her life back East.) Coach Lord didn’t know I had been in town my whole life, almost, except for the six months out west. But I got picked and proved myself when the new team met to practice. I wanted to pitch. Coach Lord let me try throwing from a regulation mound. He loved it when I dropped down and threw sidearm fastballs without tipping my delivery until the last second. Years of practice in my back yard paid off. Bobby across the street had a catcher’s mitt and had always been ready to take throws. I poured it in to Yankee catcher Greg Dillon, with whom I later played in high school. I mixed in a few curves, but I threw heat mostly, high-low, inside-outside. In my father’s time, these were called riser, sinker, in-shoot, out-shoot. We had a top-notch shortstop candidate, so I gladly took the third-base spot for the games when I didn’t pitch.

     We did not disappoint Coach Lord even though the Cardinals finished first. They were loaded, including the best freshman player (he had made the JV team), Brian from the House of Burgesses in Kenwood, eight brothers and a sister, a full team at home. You did not want to take them on in the neighborhood. They would crush you. Albie Demaris from my own neighborhood fired fastballs for the Cards. All’s fair. At mid-season the league sponsored an All-Star Game. Because the Yankees had the second-best record, Coach Lord was in charge of our side. He gave me a new ball to start the game. With my dark blue baseball cap pulled down low to shield my eyes from the sun, my mother said I looked like Denny McClain of the Detroit Tigers who had won thirty-one games the previous year. Halfway through the season, my pitching and hitting had gone remarkably well.

     On a night when we started with a game that had been suspended due to darkness a couple of days before, I singled in the winning run with a man on third base in our last “ups.” After a fifteen-minute break, the umpire said “Play ball” to begin the second game. We played all seven innings of this one, and I threw a one-hitter. The next day, I got my only newspaper headline of the season: “Marion Dracut B.R. Star.”

     On the other hand, I had a patchy high-school career. Overall, I was simply thrilled to make the freshman team and to stay on the roster the next three years. I didn’t play in many games the first year, but I showed the coaches that I could hit fast pitching. If I had opted for an outfield position instead of shortstop or third, or even said I could pitch, I probably would have played in more games over four years.

     Sophomore year, a few of my classmates moved up to the varsity team. The coaches kept me in play as starting shortstop for JV. I hit well enough in the first half of the season to be promoted to the varsity squad a few times to give them an extra bat. One game stood out. Billerica, another of the Greater Lowell suburbs, had a pitching juggernaut even several years before Tom Glavine starred for the Billerica Indians on his way to the Atlanta Braves and Baseball Hall of Fame. In this Billerica home game, Dracut was being no-hit by Fred Wiroll and Ed Minishak, the team’s best arms and maybe the Merrimack Valley Conference’s dominant hurlers, our region’s Sandy Koufax and Don Drysdale.

     “Get a helmet and a bat, Paul, you’re going to pinch hit,” said my coach Tom Tobin, motioning to home plate.”

Coach Tobin, medium height with dark hair, slightly resembling President John F. Kennedy, taught history at the junior high in town. He encouraged the players and never yelled at anyone. He knew his baseball and taught me to crouch lower when fielding ground balls at shortstop, where I made my share of errors. He didn’t want me to go the route of Don Buddin, a Red Sox infielder of the late ‘50s whose nickname was “E-6.” I liked the coach’s kind demeanor. In the fall when I started at Merrimack College in North Andover, he called me at home to say he’d given my name to the Lowell Sun sports editor who was looking for correspondents for high school football games. I took the assignment, my first writing job and byline, my first time in print.

Neither team had scored until the bottom of the sixth inning. The situation had Billerica ahead 2-0 with two outs in the top of the seventh, our last chance at bat. I stepped to the plate, took a ball low and inside and swung through the next pitch, a waist-high fastball. Minishak in his green-and-white uniform must have been thinking that I was a sacrificial lamb, some JV bench-warmer thrown up there in a desperation move. I knew I had to hit the next pitch or else I’d be hacking to stay alive. Everybody on the bench stood up.

“Just get a piece! Good eye, now! Swing hard! You hit that ball, Paul Marion!” When they said your two names, you knew it was serious.

     I dug in my back foot. The speedball tailed to the outside. I half-stepped with my left leg and took a short stroke, quick and level. Crack! The skipping ground ball found a hole between the first baseman and second baseman. Clean single. I got on. Broke up the no-hitter.

     An ounce of pride was saved for the Middies (The school’s sports name is a long story involving a hurricane and the Naval Academy.) The next batter made an out. Beating us in the final game of the season gave Billerica the Conference championship. Our record was three wins and thirteen losses.

     My other high-school highlight, two in total, comes from a senior-year extra-innings game in which I played the outfield and got three hits, a double and two singles, against Andover High School, which always fielded a strong team. In the top of the tenth inning, Brian got an infield hit, stole second and third, and came home on an error with what proved to be the winning run, 5-4. We didn’t win often, our record being five wins and seven losses with three games to go.

     The next game I was pumped up, expecting to be penciled into the starting line-up. Coach Tobin pulled me aside.

“Paul, I’m putting Taylor in right field today so I can swap him out for our starter, Ricky, without having to take Ricky out of the lineup if we need a pitching change. I want to keep a lefty in the batting order.”

This sounded reasonable even if bad news for me. I nodded and headed to the bench. So much for getting three hits in Andover. For my cooperation, I received a gold trophy at senior awards day which reads: “A Really Great Team Player.” I’ve got it here on my desk as I’m writing.

     The lowlight of high-school baseball is that my father never got to see me play. He didn’t see Babe Ruth games either because at that time he worked spring and summer in the California wool industry. In the years when he was back in Dracut, he had a late-day work schedule. Once in my senior year he came to a home game at the field behind the high school gym. We talked a little before the game. I rode the bench one more time. My big contribution was coaching third base. Lots of chatter for the batters, relaying signals to men on base, and waving a few runners in to score.

     My love of baseball has as much to do with my father’s passion for the game as anything else. On a Sunday in May 1964, the year before the Minnesota Twins had a 102-win season and gained the American League pennant, my father took me to Fenway Park to see them in a double-header against the Sox. I may have liked the Twins more than the Red Sox that summer. Tony Oliva, Harmon Killebrew, Zoilo Versalles, Jim Kaat, Bobby Allison. With the 1964 baseball cards, I began to follow the players.

     Dad drove to Boston without complaint, in fact, I think he was glad to have somebody to go with. He parked the car, and we walked to the ballpark, always a stunning sight inside, the greenest lawn-green, white chalk lines, tan infield. I had been there once or twice before. Dad bought standing-room tickets because the grandstand was full, and he didn’t want to sit in the bleachers. We found a good spot on the concourse behind the last row of seats, not directly behind the catcher but looking slightly up the first base line. We stayed for the two games. He knew I wanted to see every minute. He stood for six hours of baseball. We got hot dogs and drinks, a tonic for me and beer for him, twice. In the eighth inning of the second game some fans had left, which opened up a couple of seats. The teams split the games, 2-6, 6-5. That’s what I was remembering when I looked over at him in the bleachers from my spot in the third-base coaching box.

     In its way, baseball prepared me for the high degree of failure in the writing trade. Hitting safely one out of three times makes a top-notch major-league slugger. For batters, the game assumes regular failure. Collecting rejection slips from magazine editors and publishers can make a writer humble and thicken his or her skin—which is what makes writing success such a thing to savor.

After Groundhog Day

Junco (web photo courtesy of celebrateurbanbirds.com, photo by Christopher L. Wood)

The juncos are feasting on sunflower seeds

In the former serving tray (green, metal)

On our balcony this sub-zero morning,

Alone for moments between visits by

House sparrows, starlings, mourning doves

The color of chocolate milk, and robust

Blue jays, fans of peanuts in the spread.

This is day two of the epic Arctic freeze,

Generational, say TV weather talkers,

But nothing like 68 below in Alaska once

Felt by Tom, who now winters in Maine for relief.

Yesterday, he lasted two blocks with Murphy-

The-dog before hustling back to his kitchen.

The minus-68 in Fairbanks bloodied

His nose each time he stuck it outside the door.

Here, we slept with one ear open, worried

The wind would again knock out power,

But we got lucky this time, the heat purring

All night into sunrise. Another half-day of

Icy air before we and the birds catch a break.

Sonic Boom: A Local Aircraft Story (1958)

One-half left front view of North American F-86A (P-86A) Sabre jet on display on the NASM Udvar-Hazy Center, Chantilly, VA (photo courtesy of Smithsonian Institution, si.edu)

On his popular blog in Lowell, Mass., Dick Howe recently wrote about the Wright Brothers’ flight in 1903 and the 1969 Moon landing, noting the closeness of those flight milestones in the 20th century. I was reminded of a local aircraft story that has fascinated me since I was very young. Dick posted my story on the RichardHowe.com blog on 1/13/23. Here’s the link to his blog.